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You were intrigued, you were drawn. It was as if you went against everything you were to be with me. You begged, you pleaded, you manipulated yourself in order to win my heart. And took my heart you did ......as if with such pride when it didn't come easily. You saw, you desired what you never had. I gave it all. My love, my conviction, my passion, my fears. I let you in so deep...as if you dug into my soul and made your abode, where you knew you didn't belong. You were so comfortable basking in my love and security. It was ......as if you made a bed in a place you despised now. ...as if you had ownership of all but the part of me that was me. As if this enraged you into manipulative emotions. I fled .....as if running from a lover who mocked.as you held my heart over a fire. Stab it.....stab it well....... as if to kill your own disease......your own nightmare. Now we are apart. Pain felt on both sides.....as if knowing each other exists is the pain of it all. I can only love you from afar.......as if the flame of desire would consume me from the inside out with rage because my light is life. You will still hold my heart..you will forever stab with your hatred and misery.......as if you can't let the story end......as if you won't lay me to rest despite the death of me......the death of my imaginary world consisting of your make believe love. .......as if without my suffering .......you can't live.....stab me well.