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Why is it that even when you barely cared for someone a death by suicide rocks at the foundation of your emotions? When its just an od you can let go and move forward but when that word is slapped on it you pause and have to think about it longer... When you watch as the people you grew up with and grew far away from slowly disappear from this earth in the most unnatural of means.... Is it natures brand new way of cutting down the numbers of an increase in population...? A back door in the plan , if a race becomes to intelligent that they can avoid death depression will set in? Who knows i give but i really wish people would stop ...It hurts to loose someone..