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The way that you looked at her

made me sick to my stomache

I thought that you liked me

when you looked at me like that

of course you didn't

I wasn't good enough for someone

as special as you

I wanted you, yes

I want you, no

did I like you, yes

do I like you, no

you broke my heart when you

told me that ya'll were together

I almost threw up all over you

you lied to me

you most likely will lie to her

when you do i will laugh my ass off

Will you forgive me

of what I said to

you?

Will you forgive me

for being so stupid?

Will you forgive me

for being alive?

Will you forgive me

for being who and

what I am?

Will you forgive me

for being me?

When you left

I took the blade

and sliced my wrists

all the times I

held the blade

against my skin

wanting to die

You! it was all because

of you!

You did this to me!!

Your the reason

for so many

attempted sucides

and one sweet success

I'm starting to give up on my friends and family. I give up on my life as also. I don't know of anybody that could help me. I sit and cry everyday. Wanting to die. Wanting to just get this pathetic piece of shit called life over with. I go home and grab the blade, and put it to my wrist, and cry. I cut my wrist. Then i put start to cut the back of my neck. I think to myself "do it! do it! Don't hold back." One cut thats all it takes to end a life. One cut and its all over!!

My wrist in red

I've learned not to cry

for I can not feel the pain

the blood drips

and stains the carpet

My eyes start to flicker

I can not see

everything has gone blurry

Everything goes black

I awake

I still see the blood

stains in the carpet

for they remind me

of that day