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     LSS commonly known as Last Song Sung Syndrome. Well it was somehow different for me. It didn't sing a certain song and had stuck it in my mind.



     The song is rather playing itself over and over in my head because of other reasons...



     Remmebr what I have wrote last year about a close friend's death? Well the song quite matches with my feelings.



     Fate didn't let it die down because it was one of thge popular songs played by teens. "Wake me up when September ends" by Greeday



     The song nagged me out of my wits.... tbc

     Did I already wrote a entry about being trapped? or I thinkit was chained. Well here I am again raving on.



     Caged, why caged you may ask? Well some of you might think of the mortal body that imprisons or souls. Yes it could be that.



     Oh I said chained earlier didn't I? Chained yes we are chained to fate, time, mortality, *sighs* and every thing else in the kosmos (or should I say chaos) that is beyond our own control. Even if our will denies it too often, we are still bound.



     What is the aspect of being free? In my secondary school life I was taughtn that freedom is a state of mind to act whatever we please with responsibilty. I ask of you is that freedom?



     Isn't freedom being bound to no rules? Yes I do believe that our scales or senes of values hinders us from being totally free.



     These values, this common morality with rationality of knowing what is good and bad; aren't these things just names or labels? How are we able to fully determine that every intetion are good or bad. Who are we to judge verything to say that that thing is right or wrong?



     Aren't all of this things just made up? Made-up by people who wanted to excel from others denying the fact that we are all the same.



     Much as I hate to admit it as anyone else, everyone of us are the same: mortal, humans with heads held high above the clouds, a part of this leech society that only knows pain and destruction.



     I am judging myself and others am I? See? As I have told you before these knowledge of good and bad are encrypted in our minds. It pollutes our heads and breaks everyone apart, instead of going on the ideal goal of unity.



     Unity, an unattainable goal perhaps. Since we are individuals with different beliefs, different ideals, different passions. If there is a flawed god out there, he definitely messed up creating us.



     Now I end my insignificant ramble, some of you may not even get it since I moved unto one sudject and then another.