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     School is going to start again... I can't believe it my summer vacation passed and I didn't do anything at all... I sulked and brood about my coming senior year in highschool. my plans for college... my admission test... I'm trapped... with a huge mental block that hinders me from writing stories... drawing... making poems... and composing songs (lyrics and some tunes that i can't translate into scale or notes...) a 1 month vacation wasted... geez I should have known I never liked planning on my future and I really don't have any goals in life I'm just a living body waiting for its inevitable end... The deep sleep to rest my worn-out soul... nothing seems worthwhile... All the things I do are useless... I'm trapped... caged and forsaken...