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I always wanted you in my life...

I always thought that you will fill the emptiness of my life...



But now, even though you are in my life; there is something missing...

You are so close to me; yet you are a stranger for me...

The hollowness inside my heart is increasing everyday...

Outside I laugh & smile but inside I'm empty..

When you touch my touch my hand it feels cold instead of warn...



What happened???

Why you became so cold???

I miss the days when I skipped a beat on seeing you...

I miss the days when the world freeze while talking with you..



This lonliness is killing me



I want to cry

I want to scream

I want those tear wiped

I want a warm hug for this cold heart

I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN...

1st TIME I'M CRYING

1st TIME I FELT LIKE THIS FOR SOMEONE

N IT REALLY HURTS A LOT

I FELT AS IF I WAS ABOUT TO DIE WHEN I SAID THAT I WANT TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU

I FELT AS IF I DONT HAVE ANY MORE VALUE OF MY LIFE

I FELT AS IF I HAVE NO REASON TO LIVE

IT'S REALLY DIFFICULT TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU

IT'S REALLY PAINFUL TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU

BUT I DID IT FOR YOU

YOU WONT UNDERSTAND MY THOUGHTS

COZ TILL NOW I'M NOT ABLE TO UNDERSTAND IT

BUT I DONT WANT TO HURT YOU

I REALLY LOVE YOU A LOT

MY HEART IS CRYING

MY SOUL IS CRYING

DEEP INSIDE I'M DYING

WHEN I'M GOING AWAY

I'M COUNTING THE STEPS I'M TAKING

AND SEEING HOW MUCH I'M DYING

EVERY STEP I TAKE

REMINDS ME ABOUT THE TIME I SPENT WITH YOU

AND TELLS ME TO RUN BACK N HUG YOU TIGHTLY

I CAN'T DO IT

BUT I'M DOING THIS FOR YOUR GOOD

COZ I REALLY LOVE YOU

WISHED IF YOU HAD LOVED ME THE WAY I HAD LOVED YOU

BUT I WON'T BLAME YOU FOR ANYTHING

IT WAS MY FAULT

I WAS HAVING THE WRONG DREAMS

N NOW WHEN I'M GOING AWAY FROM YOU

JUST KNOW ONE THING

I'M NOT ME ANYMORE

MY HEART N SOUL ARE STILL WITH YOU

PROTECTING YOU

PRAYING FOR YOU

NOW I'M DEAD

BUT I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

I walk on the desert of unknow wanderers...

I meet some faces worth knowing

But soon they left me to wander alone..

They filled my thoughts with hatred & made my heart into a stone

Then I meet her.......

She was white as snow

And beautiful as rose

I liked the way she smiled

I liked the way she walked

She made my heart to beat again

She taught me to laugh again

And when I told her how much I love her

She said that she hates me

She never told why but I felt bad

Then again came some new faces in my life

And today I know them as friends....

They taught me to smile without a reason

They taught me to walk without a destination

I was free

I was flying

But still there was fear of falling

And then came an Angel in my life

I thought angels are just in stories

I thought God is just an imagination

But now I think that God is real & he brought this angel to make my life a fairy tale

I like her a lot

I love her a lot

Still there is a fear

I dont want to loose her

I LOVE THE WAY YOU LOOK



I LOVE THE WAY YOU ARE



BUT WHY I CANT TELL YOU ALL THESE STUFF



I LIKE THE WAY YOU SMILE



I LIKE THE WAY YOU WALK



BUT WHY I CANT TELL YOU ALL THESE STUFF



I WANT TO WALK IN A GARDEN HOLDING YOUR HANDS



I WANT TO HUG YOU WHEN IT RAINS



BUT WHY I CANT TELL YOU ALL THSES STUFF



I WANT TO STARE AT YOU TILL ETERNITY ENDS



I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU



BUT WHY I CANT TELL YOU ALL THESE STUFF



I ASK THIS TO MYSELF EVERYDAY AND EVERYNIGHT



THEN I REALISE



ITS NOTHING MORE BUT FEAR



I'M AFRAID IF YOU SAY NO



I'M AFRAID TO TAKE THE 1st STEP



AS I FEAR I MIGHT FALL



PLEASE SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME



PLEASE SAY THAT YOU NEED ME



I'LL WAIT FOR YOU..........................



TILL I'M ALIVE



BUT WHY I CANT TELL YOU ALL THSES STUFF

WHY DO I CARE FOR YOU????

YOU DON'T KNOW ME....

YOU DON'T SEE ME....

BUT WHENEVER I SEE YOU,

I SKIP A BEAT...

WHEN I SEE YOU SMILING,

I FEEL LIKE HEAVEN...

WHEN I SEE YOU CRYING,

I FEEL LIKE DYING....

WHY DO I EVEN CARE FOR YOU???

WISH IF YOU WOULD KNOW ME...

WISH IF YOU WOULD BE WITH ME...

WISH IF YOU WOULD HOLD MY HANDS...

WISH IF YOU WOULD HUG ME...

BUT I KNOW THIS WON'T HAPPEN....

WHY DO I EVEN CARE FOR YOU???

WHY I LIKE YOU SO MUCH???

WHY YOU ARE JUST A DREAM???

WHY WHY WHY WHY????

THERE ARE SO MANY WHY'S; BUT THERE ISN'T ANY YOU....