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Tornado

07:50:00 - Oct 02 2008

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Today and for the past week I have been pushing my one prince charming away from me and I don't know why. It feels like Z is try to come back to finish what she started. She never finished what she wanted to do. She had one more quest to do and I ripped her from that. I don't what to feel this way anymore.

My life is straight and I don't want to lose that Josh is everything to me and I wish he understand what i'm feeling. The world Wind Tornado is starting in my head again it spins and spins to the put I get dizzy. It make me not think and that I can't a talk straight. She is laughing in the corner watching. Watching me like a caged animal trying to get out. I'm screaming on the top of my lungs no one can hear. No one is close enough because they have all left me here by myself. Till I hear the words Baby Girl and everything stops and goes cram for the short period of time that I’m with him and I look into his eyes and I feel at peace again. This is my support beam to him I can do no wrong. And for him I will die for, for he is the reason I locked her away so I can stop her from pushing him away.