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Yep...it's officail the dactors couldn't save him after my little snack, he lost to much blood and they couldn't transplant fast enough...I killed my boyfriend. oh well. Life goes on while I'm stuck in this little black ring of darkness with no hope but love...but the problem is all that i love has abandoned me.

Kay...I have to go to bed earlier than normal tonight...like eight.



Because Relay For Life starts tomorrow, and I have to be there by 9AM. I will be walking the entire time...just like last year. Ohmigod...last year I walked like ten hours straightand I went to church that morning and like passed out during the sermon! I'm actually kinda scared, because David goes to the same church as me and this is going to be the first day i have seen him scince our breakup the last day of school. But I WILL have fun before that!!

OKAY! Well, my past few days, actually it's been a week now, but anyway, have been a living hell on earth! Okay so about a month ago I finally get the guy I've been chasing for about ten months to go out with me( he was chasing me too we are just really shy).

And last Thursday he broke up with me bcause he was changing to a differnt school than me. And I was just in denial for a few hours but by the end of the day I was bawling.

So I go over to my best friends house for comfort, and he puts his arm around me (I didnt expect anything less I've known him scince I was four years old), so we sit down on the couch and watch TV (comedy of all things :P).

Then he leans over hugs me, and says "Are you going to be okay?"

I said," Yes, I tink after long term recovery I will be fine," (I was wrong).

Then he pulls out his phone opens the text screen and enters, " What would you say if I asked you to go out with me?"

I said yes, and the next thing I know we are (hardcore) making out. I mean, he's like my brother and it was just wierd...but I enjoyed myself, didn't hold back ya know.

I didn't make it home till eight though!







But i find out today that it was weird for him too...so within a week I've suffered two major breakups.





Oh and a couple weeks before that, I was drinking my boyfriends blood (literalty from his neck) and he was so low on blood he almost died, they still don't know if he will make it. (I hope he doesn't!) I'd rather his ass dead!





But yeah, two break ups and possible murder...whoa!