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I hate you!

You lied to me



You treated me like a toy



You played with my mind



I learned all I know from you



You got inside of my mind



Inside of my heart



It was all an act



I want you dead



I want you to suffer the way I have



To see for you’re self what it’s like



To have blood pore from you’re flesh



To know that death will soon come for you



Only you won’t, not this time not ever



I can’t die!!!

You made me what I am



Because of you I can’t live



I can’t die



You used me



And yet



Yet there’s something



Some part of me that’s sick and twisted



The part that screams for you’re blood



The part that wants to see you’re head on the floor



That part that you created



Still……..



Loves you

What is this; this pain?



It feels like someone is tearing my heart out.



Why?



Why now?



It wasn’t there before.



It’s gone when you are near.



When you are next to me I feel happy



At peace



Content



What is this feeling I get just when I hear you’re voice.



When I think of you’re name I miss you



When you are near me I’m nerves but happy



I miss you when you’re gone.



What is this?



Why did you leave me?



Why her? Why not me



I loved you



I LOVE YOU!!!

You promised



I miss you



I miss you’re laugh



I know we are together but you see me as someone else.



You see me but only a shell of what I used to be



My heart pounds when you speak my name



I feel at ease when you smile because I know everything will be ok



But it’s gone



You’re gone



You said you would be here for me



I need you know but you’re gone



You lied to me.



Why?

I'm not alive but I'm not dead I see with out seeing

and I hear with out listing I am what I am but I am

nothing because I have never been anything but I know

how to live and I know how to love but I have no heart. Deep in my soul I know this is right but I have no soul so what I feel is a lie.

Round and around we go I am nothing but I feel

something with out blood, with out hope. It's gone.

All of it, but it's there right. IT HAS TO BE!!!

This ache in my chest. This throb in my head. It's not there, but how could I tell you about it if it doesn't exist. I'm so lost. I have nothing feel nothing am

nothing............. I'm nothing

Hidden in a river of blood



My love for you pores



Poor’s from my flesh



So much pain



I scream it in you’re name



So much hurt



So much pain



My pain, you’re pain



Isn’t that how it’s supposed to work?



You hurt me I hurt you



I rape you’re soul



The way you raped my heart



I play with you’re mind



The way you played with my emotions



So much blood



It flows from my flesh



It’s almost over



I can feel the peace at last



So much pain hidden in a river of blood……