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i don't understand why most of the time. it's not something that anyone has ever been able to give an opinion on. everyone that i've told has either left my life or looked at me with genuine disgust, but i do thirst. for blood. it happened by accident with my boyfriend. rough sex turned into biting and when i broke then skin and felt the warmth and tasted the sweetness. i never felt more alive. i wanted more. i licked his wounds clean. it seems like such a ridiculous thing to want i thought vampires were a myth just a joke or a scray story, but i understand it. being nocturnal, thirsting for blood. all of it is amazing.i dont know what to do. no one accepts me because of it. i love it all. and i hate myself for it.

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Mardigan
06:52 Jul 20 2009

Older entry, so forgive my lateness, but I hear you. It's fucking exhilarating. A rush, like an amphetamine without the criminal or overdose angle and no hangover. Maybe we're both freaks, but hey... let them try it before they knock. I bet most would be on our side.

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