I don't know how other people feel about church,but i can't stand it! And i don't know why....Everytime i enter my small church i get a sick feeling in my stomach. My parents always tell me to smile and be polite which i usually am. The people there usually gawk at me like im some sort of freak though, and my friends there say that im a monster at times.
Usually im sickened by the sermons and the messages they send out, its not like i hate God or anything, but i am just not sure about him.... I feel like my life is a game to him. Does anybody feel the same way?.......hello?
Great now i think somethings stalking me. It doesn't mean any harm though, in fact i think it is just curious. It never lets me see its face or body though, no its much more cautious than that. I will sometimes see its shadow though. Its a rather tall, muscular creature that wears a hat.
Maybe i should give him a name... he is very mysterious, yet he doesn't creep me out at all. I think he watches me while i sleep and probably as i am writing this as well.
Well what do you think? Should i let him be? Give him a name?
Today i noticed something very perculiar. My parents don't want me to know my blood type.... Of course they never admitted it!No they just simply dismiss the subject whenever i bring it up.
I thought it might have been on my birth certificate, but it wasn't there either. I don't understand why they wouldn't want me to know though. My mother asked why i would need to know it, i gave her my reasons, yet she just said that i would never have to come to such standards.
I am still looking for my answer. I asked them their blood types and my mother said A positive, while my father said O negative. I am at a complete lost, is there something they know about me that i dont?
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If you ever had blood work done at a doctor's office or hospital, your doctor can tell you that very easily. Usually just a phone call or a visit away.
Hope that helps some. :)
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