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I'm sure how long I've been laying here, it felt like perhaps an hour, but I knew it couldnt have been that long. I feel very comfortable and relaxed, but also slightly anxious, only I dont know why, I dont really care.



Staring at the ceiling, I feel tired and long to just fall asleep, but when I close my eyes I feel as if I was on some sort of a fair ground ride that imitates falling gradually, I dont like it.



'We're going out for a bifta, you wanna come?' I cant think of anything I want less, but i still feel tempted, but i shake my head still and dont move.



It ached to move my arm, but I knew I had to get food, otherwise I was going to get worse, possibly be sick, i heave myself into upright position, resting there for a few seconds before levering myself into standing position using a chair and padding slow to the kitchen to get some crisps then a packet of about 20 biscuits, which I somehow manage to finish all of.



I still feel rough. I close my eyes and try to block out the falling feeling. I feel something slide from my nose to my forehead, I open my eyes, I'm some what pleased to see you, but I dont like your facing looming above me. Your features seem deeper than usual and more defined, it looks weird, I know it's you, but you dont seem like you...

Well, second day working, there was NO ONE in the pub, so i had nothing to do and the boss got me polishing, for like an hour, it was well boring. And I dont even know if I'm getting paid this week or not because it is my 'training week'. It takes the piss, the plates are well heavy and by the time I'm getting to the table all the sauce on the food or whatever it all over the plate. I cant serve alcohol, because I'm not old enough and if i want a frink i have to have water, because you have to pay for the cheapo soda stream drinks! Then there are all old men at the bar, all leering at you, gggrrr, dont get me started...

I always get the wrong end of the stick and I panic too much, aaarrrgghhh for fuck sake!



I am the most annoying person |I've ever met (minus Joni) Lol.