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Well, got m beautiful Hottopic shoes yesterday! Gorgeous and they fit properly! Yay!



Hehe, last night was fun, went to the park... hehehe.



Now wearing a fishnet bikini top and a waistcoat over the top!



lol, was about to have some food, but i forgot to put it in the oven! Duh.



Should be seeing Mike later, erm that's about it really.



had to do the 400m yesters in PE, I nearly died because it like, you have to run fast, and I'm not really that fit, lol.



I WANT MY DINDINS!

Well, what a week, not really, I'm just effing knackered.



Still being stalked by Joni, who I have not told my Journal fan about, lol. Well basically, she's the new girl from Birrrmingham, with a strange accent a lot of fat and a booorring personality. She's one of those people, the type where you make a comment, however ridiculous and she has an imput. Drives me up the wall. Nevermind.



Saw Derek Accorah in cambridge on tuesday, which i didnt know (clairvoyant physic) about until about 3 hours before the show, lol. Was crap, on tv he's so impressive, but he wasnt so great in person, perhaps he was having an off day, pretty disappointing considering the tickets cost £20 each.



Bought a waspie on ebay yesterday! I sat at the computor like, '6 mins to go and Im still in the lead!' Lol, I'm so sad. Only cost £20 in the end though, which is less than anywhere i've seen.



Nahh I'm not, I just love clothes. I got a new pair of shiny wedges for £15, I'm such a bargain hunter, basically all my clothes come from sales, lol. Hehe, pair of shoes I ordered ages ago arriving tommorrow from hottopic.com, 4 1/2 iinch heel!!!! Love'em. Cant get 'em anywhere else. Cheap for shoes too. Lol



Keep getting woken up by baby birds in my loft at 6 in the morning, they're all 'cheep cheep' and i'm like 'no i'm not! If you wanna see cheap go and see what my best mate gets up to at weekends!'



Lol, well... my best mate is a bit of a slut, she does cam with this boy in 6th form who has a girlfriend and basically all the other stuff, but hey. The girl i trusted most until she turned her back on me is just as bad, internet boyf... and all manky stuff, which is not mine to repeat. I'm about the only one with a normal relationship. I love it, I wouldnt leave Mike for the world.

Isn't it funny and cruel how one minute your life seems perfect, then one small thing and you're not so sure anymore?



Happens to me all the fucking time, like a slap on the face on what would have otherwise been a nice day. Pushed aside like a pet left in the rain, with tears in my eyes, but i see no point in crying. As my brain tries to reason with my aching mind a tear dribbles down my face, i dont wipe it away, i see no point.



Time goes by so slowly when you are waiting, even for something small. Things that were once of importance are pushed to the bottom of the pile and i question my... i've forgotten the effing word, the why you... oh i know... priorities.



Suddenly every dream i have seems useless and distant... I thought I'd beaten this...