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I've got a killer case of the blues. I think I need to meet some real people that I can really talk to. My friends on here are great but only 3 or 4 of them are friends outher then on here and I'm so DAMN alone feeling right now.

I'm back at the house for the time being. Last weekend I took the kids over to see Doug (he's working out of town) then we all went to his parents for the weekend. This weekend I ran away and went to see him by myself.

I miss being able to just up and go like I did for so many years when I was married, but it sucks missing people when their gone. For those of you that don't understand it's no use, I'm even mixed up. When I was married I was NEVER home and didn't really miss my family much (I knew they were fine and just didn't like being at home). Now when Doug goes to work out of town I miss him and it sucks.

I don't like to leave home at all and spend almost all day with my kids. I called home at least 10 time in less then 2 days this weekend. Not that my mom would ever let my kids get hurt but I missed them too much. It sucks to feel this way.



On the outher hand now that I'm home I think I'll kill them for fighting with me. LOL

I'm down to 7 cats, my dog (Slinkie), and my caged pets. We took Gitters and the puppys in to a pound about 70 miles from here so they could find good homes. I get to keep Slinkie dog and maybe Smuge the gray and orange kitten.



My roomie is working out fo town for awhile and the kids are getting out of school soon. Outher then that nothing new.

Today was heart breaking. I had to have one of my rescue kittens put to sleep. This was Baby Gray, the one I got before going to my dad's funeral last month. We tried everything to save this kitten but she just kept getting worse. My auntie came with me and I took her shopping after. At least I didn't have to go home (I would have cried all day).

Today after running my Auntie all over, we came home and built a fence for the dogs to stay in till I can find them homes. I would like to keep the mommy dog (Slinkie), she seems smart and we all like her. Right now my head hurts from the idea of people treating animals so badly.

Well the day started out with Doug and I in the ditch catching a puppy. My oldest son found a mother dog (now called Slinkie) and her 3 pups in the ditch behind our house. The pound here is over full, and there is nowhere to take them. I now have 5 dogs on my porch, my cats are not liking this at all.



Right now I really dislike people so much, not all of them but the ones that mistreat their pets. Slinkie and her pups did nothing but be dogs and someone dumped them in a ditch, Gitter-bug is shy and so lovie how could anyone hurt him. I'm mad, but at least they are all doing ok for now and I hope to find them good homes.

We have another rescue, this time a little dog, and everyone thought I was a cat person. We found this small starving dog on the side of the road after spending the day with my Auntie going through small town stores. This poor little dog has been beaten and more then likely kicked (most his teeth are broken), He has so many ticks on him there is no counting them. My auntie and I got him food and meds (for the ticks and worms) while Doug (who was still holding him after catching him) sat in the car with Gitter-bug (the dog).



This whole thing makes me want to go kick the shit out of whoever left this poor little beaten dog on the road to die. He was just standing there waiting for his person to come back for him. Dogs have the biggest hearts and people just don't seem to see that no matter how bad you hurt a dog it will still love you.



Well now we have a small dog with a full belly (still just a walking bag of bones) and ticks falling of by the dozens (due to tick meds), in his new favorite chair on our screen porch. I don't think we can keep him at this point, even we don't know where we will be going next. I can say that we will get him all fixed up and fattened up, then find him a good home, with people that will love him not hurt him.