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The holidays were better then we thought they could be. My Ex-hubby brought my step-daughter down from New York for the weekend. I was the happiest Mom on earth. Everyone got along great, my kids fight like any outhers, but got along all weekend. I got spoiled by my roomie and my ex, mostly couse I was sick, but still. My kids all got alot of stuff, they asked for clothes and got them. All and all it was a great Christmas, Yale, winter weekend.







HUGS to all my friends and warm wishes to all.

I was taking my bubble bath when my phone rang. I just let it ring, then heard the voicemail ringer go off. After my water got cold and I got dressed in my fav. old tee and a stolen pair of my roomies boxers, I chacked my voice mail. My tatto artist was the one who had called, I hope noone saw my happy dance. Curtis is a very good friend as well as my tatto artist, and I hadn't heard from him in a long while.



I called him back and we talked for almost an hour. Hearing his voice and talking about home made me homesick but happy. I hope we get to move home after my roomie finishes this job. I have so many ideas for tattos I want, LOL.

This is the first day in weeks that I've had the house to myself. I've done baking and some cleaning. Next I think I'll take a long bath and sit around in my old tee-shirt till my boys get home.

Last night my roomie came home. I had never realized how much a part of my life he has become. I got the call from him about 11 yesterday, he had goten rehired at the first job he had here. I almost cryed when he said he was on the way home. I didn't tell my boys he was going to be here before bed.



My boy's were talking to eachouther over dinner about how much they missed him and I just sat and smiled. When he walked in my youngest flew at him yelling "DOUG". I had to wait through about 5 mins of their hugs and hellos to get a hug. Funny after about an hour of him being home I got hungry (hadn't eaten much sense he left).



In alot of ways I'm closer to him then eather of my ex-hubbys or any boyfriends. I may never understand what it is that makes us so close but I'm glad I got him. I don't even date anymore and may never want to again, I've got the perfect man now, who needs more.

I'm sitting here at almost midnight, and it hits me my roommate is gone. We have lived together for almost 3 years and this sucks. My roomie takes care of me when I'm sick and he helps so much with the kids. I'm getting sick now a really bad cold, that started with my earache. I had no idea I would miss him this much and not just couse I'm sick, I just miss having him here. My boys have been bitching non-stop about him being gone, they are very upset.

Today it rained all day. I love the rain, for some reason it makes me feel fresh and new. I hope that this is a new start, I could use a Do-over.





I spent most the day cleaning a friends house, it was so nasty. I've desided that male construction workers are all gross. I don't think most the trailer had been cleaned in the last year. After a lot of cleaning it looks and smells good at last.





My kitten is getting big and spoiled. Doug says I can keep him as long as we find a place down there. I love being mommy to a baby and since I can't have any more real ones a kitten will do for now.





Well I'm done babbleing for now.

My roomie, Doug has left for the coast. He had to leave to go down there for work. We only have 2 weeks left here. Eather my roomie will find a job and a place to live there or my boys and I have to head to Arkansas. I'm so very depressed. My roomie helps me with the boys and everything in the house so much. I'll miss him more then even I know.