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As I walk down the riverside I listened to the wind call my name.



It sings to me in whispers of the things it has caught, like kisses



from lovers and whispers of prayers sent to the heavens on high.



That night it told me about the dreams that it held while whistling



a celtic ryhme it caught many suns and moons ago.



The river stood still as it told me a tale of lovers

crying out to each other from the depths of their hearts.



If you block out the noises of your mind you'll hear it too.



Oh the tells you will hear, and the songs it sings and a beautiful



night under the moon.



*Dark Moon Raven*aka*Kemmon*

Here I lay under the stars wondering what my life will bring unto me, will I



find that which I have spend eternities searching for? Thoughts of things to



come to pass flow through my mind like water on a smooth stone. They



distract me from what I really need to do sometimes, that being the



trivialties that bind me to a life in which I want a release from. Alas that is



not my fate, and I reach my hands to the stars under which I lay wishing to



grasp one and make a wish on it to never be lonely anyomore. I'm asked



by so many how can I feel lonely when I surrounded in a flood of people,



whom love me for who I am and what I do for those I take unto myself as



friends and my spiritual family. Tis an easy answer, and I shall tell you now.



What is a life without a partner to share it with, and you go through your



days searching for that special someone in hopes they are hiding in plain



site. I have been with far too many who gave me their love but they weren't



the one for me. For that my actions against them were harsh, but not



because I did not care. It was I knew before hand it would never work by



tried to force my destiny to change. Hmmm...My Destiny.....when I was



young I was told a story about my life by the same spirit who told my



mother of my birth. For most my life I viewed it as more of a curse then



now I view it as a blessing, because it has brought me so many wonderful



souls into my life. Each one blessed with an inner beauty I see. A purity in



heart, soul, and love that they themselves thought gone forever. This is my



life, and maybe the love i'm searching is within all of them. Destiny should



have been my name, because all of my life is fated to be ran by it. Even all



those of who I try to find love in and which each failure I find that a lesson



is learned a lesson I was destined to learn the hard way. Maybe, it is a



fleating dream I have whispered underneath the stars far too many times, or



maybe that's just exactly what I am suppose to do...dear me destiny.



???????? ?

Where the rabbit hole goes

I followed the white rabbit down into his hole. Not



knowing where it would leed me to but still I followed. I



lost the white rabbit but I came to a place where a table



was set for only one to eat. On the table were treats



alluring to the eyes, but labels on them read things that



caused some surprize. A guilded cake sat on the table



decorated with the word PRIDE. The taste of which was



bittersweet I know because I have swallowed mine. A



bottle marked with the words VANITY & CONCEIT. I



dared not to drink it for these are poisonous things. A tea



pot sat there with only one cup on both of these things



were the words HOPE and TRUST. I opened a jar which



had the sweetest scent in the world, and the word written



on that jar was the word LOVE. The jar I took and hid away on me to take, because was a precious thing.



The rabbit came back to find me there, and he ask me what had I



seen. I smiled at him as we left his hole to return to the



world that I really belonged. Never did I return to the



rabbits hole, but for me there was no need. What I took



from the that place I decided to share with the world



above.

Bit my lip as I heard you say



Life is short so play away



Keep your soul from fading today



Pleas don't leave me



You can stay



Make it so the world will freeze



Place you hand in my so we can drift away



Trying hard not to realize the world has been plagued



Trying hard not to see this life as something not worth my stay



Felling life has been cut to short



Shouting from the top of lungs



Stay far from me



You bleed me so badly



I feel my soul now slip away



Quiet is the breath you breath onto my skin



Will I lay await for you



I can't live my life for a shadowed man



Why can't you just let me feel



What I always wanted to



Now I realize it was all a lie



Feeling so stuck



So what the fuck



How am I suppose to live



I can't for the both of us



There's no God I can trust



Knowing now it was all a fucking lie



I waisted my time



Swallowed my pride



For a chance for you to see the truth



Life such a random thing



All I ever thought I knew was a hollowed heart can not survive



For the first time I can see your face



You're a shadowed man who's only truth was you'd fade away



What the hell do you want from me



I can not believe in a world that fake



Oh the lies it makes



Of us all



How random is this life



I wish it all would fade away!