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Killing the silence with music, and screams

I enjoy the silence but can not even in my dreams



Killing the silence with the madness that runs the world

I enjoy the silence but can not found a peacefull place to call my own



Killing the silence with televison, and white noise

I enjoy the silence but it does not exist here



Killing the silence will never happen in my life

I would enjoy the silence if I could find it in this life



Killing the silence is the worlds' favorite thing the people kill the silence with such noise making things

I would enjoy the silence but the only way I can is in the then maybe the silence I want will be at hand

Bow out now I tell you, can't you see that you are done here

No more cheers

No more laughs

The show is over so take a bow

Leave this palce, with out a tear to shed

Leave this place, the crowd has gone dead

Take with you the joy you once had

Bow out now I tell you, for this is the last

No more cries for another round

No more tears shed for the sadness that came from your songs

In the end was it all just a game to play

The show is over my friend

Now life has taken it's place

Ah..ha! I see you have found the truth behind it all

Your entire life was the show that you are about to take a bow from

Now walk with me into the light

Take your final bow now at your funeral site

Bow deeply and with great grace

You are dead now, just a memory to the human race

You bowed out well my friend

Now it time I showed you

What was behind the curtains all along

Do you see it, this hidden theatrical show life is

You see it now how I've always seen it my friend

Was it what you had expected...no...well it never was to begin with

I take my bow now and leave you in peace

Here comes the darkness my friend, the place I came from

There is the light for you

As for me it's not my place

Away with me, I go to my rightfull stage



~Kemmon~

Eyes open heart dragged out what a twisted thing am I

Shoot me in the back of the head to show that you are a true coward indeed, then kick me to make sure I'm really dead

Reach down and take a closer look to see the blood drench body that is mine

Ha!

You missed now it's mine turn to take you life

No coward am I, I want to see you screaming not to rip out your heart

You never gave me a chance, so why should I give you the privalege

Wait....I'll give you until the count of five...four...three..two...one....

From behind I grab you and turn you about

I want to see you face

The agony and fear as you realized.....

Wake Up!

It was all in your mind

Or was it?

You turn around to face your greatest fear...

Me of course because yes I'm still here

Have you changed your mind about me yet?

Do you still wish for my death?

Oh you pitifull fool, you know me not at all

Your bleeding my love.....

I wasn't dream at all!

I'd take it back a thousand times to have what was taken from me back

The beautiful girl with golden hair and eyes a storm cloud grey

A simple wish made brought me to this pain

A life was nurtured safely in my womb six months did it stay

Wht a fool I was

I know so now

I'd take it back a thousand times if only to give her a mothers embrace for one day

I wished you away to hurt your father from whom your life was made

I'd take it back a thousand times just to see those gorgeous eyes staring up at me

A love so pure I saw in those eyes when you came to me in a dream and asked why mother have you wished me gone?

So cruel was my heart the day I had wished the child in my womb was gone from me

I'd take it back a thousand times to have you with me this very day

No golden locks upon your head to rest upon my breast in a tender embrace

Please forgive me for my horid wish the day I wished you away

My darling daughter you haunt my dreams everynight of everyday

I'd take it back a thousands times to have you here today

My hateful wish that caused me grief the day I felt your spirit leave my womb

Six months you stayed in my womb no harm had you ever done to me

I'd take it back a thousand times and nevr again punish you for your fathers lies or the pain he caused me

The day I lost you I lost my life too the day I wished you away

How I cried the day the doctor told me you were no longer inside

I regret my terrible wish and to you I make this promise

When you come back to me I'll gift you life

It was never your fault

I should have never wished to end your life

I'd take it back a thousand times just to see those storm cloud grey eyes and those golden locks upon your head

I should have never wished you away.

I asked if we are to be friends

I asked will we have a chance again

You say to me I don't know

But you do

You just don't want to own up to the truth

Your affections for me you do hide in words

Your eyes say one thing

Your mouth says another

You asked me if I want you to lie

You say you don't care but I know better

Lying does you no justice with me

I know you to well to fall for such a thing

Your heart

Your mind

Your soul

All of them joined to mine

We feel which out a touch

We know what's in the others thoughts

We speak without words

Our eyes tell all that we can't say

There never has to be a spoken words among us

Your eyes tell me all that you can't say

Lying does you no justice

I know your soul all to well and you know mine

If you could only see the way I love you

Then maybe you can understand

What's in my eyes

My smile

What written on my face

Hidden inside my dreams

All is really as it seems

I can't let go

I must to set myself free



~Kemmon~

Oh the night sweet darkness cover me

Stars wrap around me and hide me

Moon above beam down upon the earth embrace the shadows

Give me the night a playground to me

Dream of days long gone away when the moon and stars were young and bright

My soul has no ending past

Niether does my life

Oh give me the night such a precious thing



~Kemmon~

Why can't life just fade away

Just like a dream that I can change

Reality is a realism that I can't take

Turn on the light to guide me to my escape

I can't breathe

I'm tired of fighting the demons that seem to take cheap shots at me

Blind my eyes to this life

Let me escape this tragedy

I'm sinking deeper than I want to be

Survival of the fitest is not for me

Live my life survive me

To many tears have I shed

To many crosses have I to bare for others plus my own

Yet trusting in the light to guide me away from it all

Mother,Father who thou art in heaven why have you let me fall

My descention into the darkness that this world has become

Is burning me alive

I'm so torn up I cried

At the end of my days when my times does come

Will I find the peace I have sought for so long

The curse I bear might not let me rest

My course is to be reborn again

Back into the nightmare, they call the blessed life



~Kemmon~

Frozen right where I stand

No feelin' I can not bare

I stood the test of time for you

Hoping all that I had to bare would save you

A blinding cold has taken me from behind

It has captured my frozen me with no chance of relife

It's taken me to a never ending frozen waist land

No realease I can not flee

All the while the cold is killing me

You've taken me from all I know

You've bound me up in the frozen zone

Now all I feel is the cold

Deep within my heart

So deep within my soul

Oh no

My darkest desire is to be swallowed up in a furious embrace of one so special to me that I can not breathe



My one true love my heart to surrender to him and him alone



My darkest desire is to feast with him near watching him as I devour the soul of this world in one delightful bite



Ecstasy abound in one eternal kiss my darkest desire nay my darkest wish



When I wisper to the stars it is to you I am calling



When the breeze caresses my skin it is of you I harken to



In my dreams you are there holding my so tightly I can hear your heart beat



Take me, protect me so that I won't have to be so strong



Take me, love me so I can let go of the pain I hold



My darkest desire to be rid of all that ales me and makes me cold inside



My darkest wish, no my darkest desire



~Kemmon~

Like a knife you cut into me

So deep to find

The heart my body kept inside was still beating hard to keep me alive as I slowly died inside

Kept from loving

This I tried in vain

Destiny held me fast

To a path of hurt and regret

Never to far from love

If love only gave me a chance

Life an endless mystery

Who will ever solve this riddle left to man

I have been through many a river of tears

Only to learn I am truly alive when I hurt

The hurt reminds me that I do live

To never feel the hurt would make me one who is dead

Love has eluded me far to many times when I think I get close to figuring out what it is it slips past me in the vastness of other emotions

As the ocean is deep

So is my mind

Search through it if you wish to find

What mystery I hold inside

But you shall never bare witness

Quiet a second

Now read this aloud

My soul was never my own to give but a piece of it I give

It is given when I love someone

It is given when I hold someone

It is given when I speak to them in a loving way

The cuts and bruises of life can always be erased



*Kemmon*