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Dear me, forgive him,he knows not what he does

I was a child so afraid not truely knowing what evil the world had hidden there right in my face



Dear me, forgive myself for not protecting me, when he came into my room that night and stole my virginity



Dear me, I felt so ashamed of whatI let be done, there was nothing you could do to stop it, it was truely not your fault



Dear me, I thought your wounds had healed, well I can't forgive this man for the death of me, he commited muder no I will never forget nor forgive



Dear me, let me move on, no vengence keeps this body alive until then you shall be the living dead



Dear me, let me me go, I am tired of the bullshit I've dealt with it too long



Dear me, why can't you let go of the past, well it's hard when it sits in front of you in the form it has



Dear me, why do it bother you so, because my child now loves the man who caused your death so long ago



Dear me, what age were you when you lost your life I was but ten years old and scared as hell for my very life



Dear me, when will you let this madness end, when I am standing over his grave smiling then and only then shall it end-

Carry me not from the shadows

For I have no where else to hide my face

Broken are all my mask to hide behind

In the mirroring waters below I see my true face

It is twisted and scarred from many a battle fought, and more to come it gets more twisted with that thought

No beauty lies within my face

No soul have I left to save

It was lost to shame and disgrace

What wrongs have I done to inherite this curse

It was not my fault

I lost my purity to a man without a souls worth

Now shame do I hold everytime I have to look at his face

The hurt was so bad no words could ever explain and everyday she stays with him

I have to look at this man

Mother why have you forsaken me by loving this man

The man innocence was took by his hand

Every night the same dream I lost my soul my heart my ability to ever love

Souless I wander

Souless I am

Until the night the shadows embraced me

A true Vampyre that's what I am

I know the thing the darkness holds

No longer am I afraid of them

For I have known a evil even worse

Souless as I am

My awakening-

As I lie in my bed L long for sorrows end

No pain shall I feel

No cries shall I hear

Sorrows end once the morn doth wake me again

All some great planned thing

Destiny has taken over again

This life is mot my own

Every whisper to me was planned

Though I walk this world of man

Sorrows end I shall never know

This life is a battle

This world is the field in which we die

When shall my last breath I take

Only to be reborn again-

Tell me about this love you speak of

My heart has grown so cold over the years

Even as the blood which fills my viens runs warm

I feel nothing so am I nothing

My need to know love fules my curiousity

I must know of this love thing

Is it a word

Is it a thing

Tell me now I beseech you

What is this love you speak of

Is it a hope

Is it a dream

Tell me-

Solitude sweet I seek thee out

No longer do I wish to have the company that's haunting me

Solitude sweet I hunt you down

Down through the darkest time of night

Down through the farthest hole in the world

Solitude sweet take me into your arms again

Down into the inner most parts of my mind

Down through the darkest parts of my heart

Solitude sweet I seek thee out

Torn from this would I want to be

Sweet solitude hear me out

At last in the silence I have peace

The cold surface of the floor underneth me

In this silence shadows form a circle around me

The shadows are my friends who have left this world before me

I go to join them, but they refuse me and send me back

The silence is broken now by voices

They are deafening it's time for you to go back they say

You still have to save the others,I think to myself in this darkened place what others

They will come to you they say

Then the shadows leave me

In silence again, but this time I am awake

A gentle embrace







Eyes burning a silver blue



Cold to the touch I am awakening



He beckons me stay longer, never leave my side



But my body is calling me back I must leave



Still left cold from his deep embrace



Dizzy,Helpless,heart still beating at a furious pace



How unfair is the coming of this dawn



Cruelly taken away from my shadowed lover



Again the same dream night after night



Painful memories of it day after day



Why me I wonder?



Why did you choose me to be your lover?



You leave me



I feel lost



But then find me again



Every time you come back to me



I can't see anything but your eyes



The eyes that cause a million deaths



Torn am I forever



Until we meet in life



I can only dream



End the end shall this embrace last forever



Only the darkness carries me unto you



Only the darkness carries you unto me



This embrace shall last forever



It shall be the last gentle embrace for me



For in this embrace you shall take our lives



Only our hearts will live in the darkened skies