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So lately I've been making YouTube videos in my spare time and I find it stress relieving and nice, if you want to watch them or even subscribe then click on this link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WqA25lkFFxk&feature=youtube_gdata_player its just me being weird and dancing around but I think ita funny. Hope you enjoyed

Wi-Fi is finally back on =D got me a spicy sandwich and watching Queen of The Damned, this is where my vampire obsession started :3 so how are you?

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CyanideSoulja
03:37 Apr 10 2013

great combo :)

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Everyday is closer to my death and in this life I haven't anything to show for it. I feel sick and useless, I'm only a body now, a lifeless shell of what I was. I feel lost and every chance I get I distance myself from people. I haven't any need for pity or feelings, I don't want to find myself attached or having others attaching to me. I know I'm rather grim at times but I'm trying to make sense of this all. I haven't cut in a very long time but I feel the next scar isn't far away. I don't fear death like I did as a child and I'm not going to rush it but if it took me now I'd be ok with it. I need some changes but I'm not letting them happen... why?...

Today my school was in lock down all day cause there was a guy with a gun around the campus... the worst part is I know that guy and i know his past. It was pretty scary and nobody paid any attention to class all day, anybody else hear about this in Louisiana? I heard it was on national news. I heard he was going to Colorado but I don't know. Biggest event in life lately.

Today we spoke... I listened and lied, said I was fine. Perhaps I'm just trying to smile too fast. What's left of my heart still yearns for you. I've never been so lost and now I've stopped eating... I'm fading faster than you'll ever realize. I believe this world is never going to be fair and I'll always be stuck right here... I've never been much of a liar before this..