there was a day a day ment for us and myself along that road to better life
were was that road again i seem to ran away from the friends i once knew
are you still waiting were i left that midew day upon the shore of yesterday
am i still your shadow like everyone else says im only still in your way
why does this world fill me with dread why is my wonds not deep enough yet
are you still a better person than i am for surely i must projest that im better than rest
there you stand a melcony line of deceit a angeler of defeat as you lure me to sleep
a new line waits for no man for we must make it our own if not then were a machine
i follow so many for so to long now that its hard to slip away from the crowed
yet look at me now im not alone as long as i know one day ill be free of the pain
this scare upon my chest over the sides of my face and beneth the skin i cant show
this danger i know to break away from a pack of fallen angels of death but im not afraid
no im not afraid to be alone for sometime waiting on you to save me were i rest
for angels like me knows whats best and we wont fall down when the moring comes around
Looks like i messed up again and here we stand in the end with the painful look in your eyes why do i make you cry
im guessing all this time was a lie so please dont shed your tears the nightmare has already begin
were a broken life that is spining about wishing to make a change in this world
yet were do we stand whats the reason were alive enough to stay alive for another day just to cry
we are alive you say all the time but when i look back into my eyes i only see the death inside mine
we stand there face to face you cry and i let go of my sighs we look back harsh on those days
the ones that meant so much to us all yet why dont we let go are they really all we have left of us that alive
the memories of yesterdays love thats the reason were also lost inside this big world without a heart of light
so lost on pondering yesterdays flight that we took that sepreate all we have inside this is our goodbye its the broken tie
to end our lives we stand at the lakes beds edge we kiss it gently on yesterdays grieff
we stand here waitn on tommorow's reprive and we wish that only today we could be ended of this pain the broken shame
of our lives the darkness that lyes in wait for us to die this is reason why i must tell your heart goodbye
Forget what we know its not going to be ok if we keep drowning in our lies
Everyone cant help it were sinful so why even try to care of doing the right when it makes it wrong in someones eyes
Really can we not be forgiven like at all are we nothing but a doll if we dont do whats right then how then can we be alive
I only can see theres pain in everyones eyes are we really that weak are we really so deep
Almost everyone dies so sweetly by age yet those who die painfully never shun there regreats to lay down till the cry death
Leading only to cry out in pain at night we are slowly beging to die is this right were the ferial's of the night were the basklins of life were the ones so close always ready to die yet here we stand ready open hands to death cries
living on the edge of the cities streets were here again wishing to find that better life yes i can find the hope in the dark
i just wish that you could follow me to the end of this nightmare we call a life
breaking this tie that keeps me alive and let the darkness come in this is the danger in your eyes that keeping me
afriad for your life for im losing you in everyway that make me feel so alive in the end were still dead inside
please try to hold on im not so strong without you my love we can not begin to understand theres one more night of lust
we can not forgive the sinful duties we had begin to do those days but we still draw back to yesterday
are we still holding on are we still feeling lost in love were not that far apart were only lost in life itself its reason were dark its the reason were in love its the reason were ferial of love reason were ferial of death and reason we shouldnt give up we wont back down we wont make a sound we shall die in peace we shall kiss the dreams of death away
take me in your arms this is a goodbye for the weak this is my grave last words of keep that were ferial's of death and love today
Forget what we know its not going to be ok if we keep drowning in our lies
Everyone cant help it were sinful so why even try to care of doing the right when it makes it wrong in someones eyes
Really can we not be forgiven like at all are we nothing but a doll if we dont do whats right then how then can we be alive
I only can see theres pain in everyones eyes are we really that weak are we really so deep
Almost everyone dies so sweetly by age yet those who die painfully never shun there regreats to lay down till the cry death
Leading only to cry out in pain at night we are slowly beging to die is this right were the ferial's of the night were the basklins of life were the ones so close always ready to die yet here we stand ready open hands to death cries
living on the edge of the cities streets were here again wishing to find that better life yes i can find the hope in the dark
i just wish that you could follow me to the end of this nightmare we call a life
breaking this tie that keeps me alive and let the darkness come in this is the danger in your eyes that keeping me
afriad for your life for im losing you in everyway that make me feel so alive in the end were still dead inside
please try to hold on im not so strong without you my love we can not begin to understand theres one more night of lust
we can not forgive the sinful duties we had begin to do those days but we still draw back to yesterday
are we still holding on are we still feeling lost in love were not that far apart were only lost in life itself its reason were dark its the reason were in love its the reason were ferial of love reason were ferial of death and reason we shouldnt give up we wont back down we wont make a sound we shall die in peace we shall kiss the dreams of death away
take me in your arms this is a goodbye for the weak this is my grave last words of keep that were ferial's of death and love today
He is one of the highest im just one of the lowest
she is something he says to her who he guards
i wish i was her for i wish i was another than me
for all this time i just dream of being free
im locked and keep with a key lost in the brezze
im going to shatter in shackles around my feet
im just a slave or a pet to you arnt i dear sir
no he says your something more again to her
yet why is it when i speak he talks to her
i dream of being her beauty and strong
i drempted of being free as her as well
your free dear just open your eyes he says
i look around she is gone and im in her place
she was always me but i was afraid of to ask
why i couldnt be her always to not cry alot
he smiles softly and kisses my cheek so right
i blush he smiles and that was that im alive
im a beautyful child to him to me and to all to see
this story is it going to turn out what i want of it
are you going to take my hand and lead me to the stands
are you making your moves along the time we move to the beats of our hearts
are we dancing to your kissing of my soul
are we going to find out whats ment to be
or are we going to hit the ground with broken wings
take me into the sky and light up the darkest night
we are flighting higher as we try not to cry
we are the jewels in the sky were the stars of light
you stand there waiting on me to make my move
i watch you constaplate all that you do
we dance slowly with your eyes to the floor
as my wings feel like im only going to die on the floor
are we alive or are we tryn to survive why cant you tell me inside
what it means to be alive arent we the angels in the sky
or are we the jewels of the night with shattered pieces to find
to only become the one we always wondered what is love
Jimbo is the name and we can not give up
Is also a reason we dont know why were always feeling alone
lost in the mountians of dark and light caught by the manifiq sight
everyone is dancing yes this is the reason of life for me an you to be together
someone dont take another just keep beliving what we are inside is something more
so what if you think you know love keep tryn and youll find out what it means to feel love
everyone can try to become someone else but its not right just belive what you are is fine
losing life is part of life so why cry when we can just smile knowing there life has just opend up
is all life just one big game of a revolvers rollute we can chose to live and to die
just imagen all the reasons to be singing of life and love to be jumping for joy
so whats next in life are we going to die or take flight the answer is in sight
just imagen what it feels like to be the top life of the reasons were still alive
is just right dont give up on me yet please dont cry all things will turn out right
love is also a part of letting go
everyone must let go to know love will come back in time for us to know its ment for us to
show what we know now take my hand and lets go to the end of the rainbow
I look into the deaths of many
she looks so sad that day that her breath was taken away
just as she stood there in pain she felt me suddendly and cried my name
i stood there watching her die in pain the blood shattered all around my face
the tears i cried seem to weather away to its source of pain and the reason for hunger
started in my vains for her name that i cried that human life
there she stood a angel of life just waitn for her death to take her life
so why do i cry away when the sadness is already been played
is she slowly thinking of the same thing or is it the shadows of my pain
i try kissing them the shadows of my shame but they turn away
they sting to my core and take the breath i take to rot away
this is the cries i left for her the other day the angel now awake
there is a demon in all just waiting for us all
theres not one thing on my mind that wants me to turn away
now that i know what ive become its time to fade away
kiss my shadow with all it takes and let the pain enoguff me insane
that is the tears i cried morning for a yesterday to take away
the breath of that angel that was safe tucked away inside my brain
Take me to this garden of roses
take my heart and kill it clean in the winter breaze
let me drift away in sleep in the petals that lay on the grass
on the dews of evergreen goo that hangs across the everglades
over the mountians of love that once shot my heart away to its top
to make my heart pound and stop to kiss the air in the dew of morning lust
the winter breaze takes my heart and melts my fears away now im one with the day
and become what i known i was at dusk of day the demon in the shade
that hinder away from the light of the heart that carried me away to the feilds of hay
that melowdew of green waves that took my breath is now something i lay as my bed to stay
the winters cold is its welcoming saying to those it meets there ends today
the winter breaze that smelled like heaven to luck that swayed from my brain
the death angel was at my knees and i lay lay there in the dusk of its lust
that kiss me like a rose of blood that swept my fears and tears away like dust
and gently i lay there in the sands of time waitn for my time to come were you will oneday return
to see the angel's darkest side that rest inside of me that waits for dusk to behave and lets it play
thats what the vallies say to me that day lets play a game in the hay and rest in my arms child of lore
today we kiss the angel away with a drunkn sway from the depths of my brain and let the demon sway
my feet to the grounds knees and let it begin to crave the blood i gave to the roses of the garden of nave
touch one and jump to two
laugh like we can try to find the light of the night
we are running and playing like a dandylion flowing in the sky
like lillies pads with the swamps are dancing like ants
with more than they look they stun all that look
a dance with the biyu's we can make it last
were going through the years laughing crying out our tears
yet though we do not find the one we keep tryn and dont give up
this is the angel's song the reason of love
we are dancing playful children of goddess
that kiss us gently as we sing playfully with the animals
that frolic like lightning bugs with the wings all light up
touch one light it with love this is how we run like dandylions above
you kiss the angel's wings we are made for love this is how it feels above
to reach higher than ever before this is reason we dont give up
like lillies in the swamp we hop across the holes in our life and we just hold on tight
I cant seem to find you anywere
was you alive to begin with in time
are you there hello i call your name but only death stares
am i alive i question million of times
now now i stare back into deaths face dont fret im only playing games
only to know my heart isnt from the start of the life that i lost that night away
away from today it stood there proud and free now only to met me and grive
are you sure i dont walk alone or am i just doing this alone
are you alive are you there are you anywere
this is myself dont you see im the shadow inbetween you and me
there isnt a thing inside that devils eyes
dont you follow what words i said its time to leave and forget me please
dont grive over me im not worth the risk im not worth your trip
dont you see there is only a shadow and me in the place you stare
were holding hands through and through and we dont want to care
were happy here you and i were ment for one another in time
this is just a dream you say then why do i bleed from the inside
are you there again i cry are you there the angel that died
With each life i see a new shade of gray
with each passing moment i see you shine
or fade away into the ground with no sounds
i see nothing far to great nor to small of a feat
yet i do see all the shades of you and me
there in the vallies are demons
in the heavens there's angels awaiting
awaiting to clash with the demons land
in the medows are just life of human
but when i look at you i see all three
are you human demon or angel?
are you a living soul or one who is hollow
am i seeing anything at all
or am i seeing a shadow
a shadow of myself
a shade of me that i cant forget
and with every step i take
is a closer one to death
with each shade i turn i draw closer to the truth
and with each answer i gain i only found proof
that im not here not alive
im no where but alive
yet not dead either
i hang inbetween the light and darkness
a angel of fallen in human form
its my shade i created all on my own
and its the shade that will start living on its own
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