what's the point of having emotions, ID MUCH RATHER BE STONE COLD
I literally don't want to feel anything.....because at the end of the fucking day all I get is PAIN
IM A GOOD FUCKING PERSON!!!
EVERYDAY IS GETTING HARDER AND HARDER AND I FEEL WEAKER AND WEAKER.....EVERYDAY ENDS IN TEARS AND TO BE HONEST I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN KEEP IT UP
I WANT SOMETHING STABLE BUT NOTHING NEVER IS
first night shift and im soo scared, this is my first proper job,
working 10 hours tonight
wish me luck
off on a weekend holiday with
mum
stepdad
2 sisters
nephew ...........
in a colourful............resort thing
the last night we went to, I step out wearing all black.................
there was colourful animals, wearing colourful stuff..............thank god for Wi-Fi
protect my soul
I hate the feeling of being alone
someone drop me a message, feel free to kik me alwaysgothic
friendship makes the world go round....bollacks!!!
its amazing how one friend, you saw every weekend, spoke to everyday on the phone can suddenly go...but come crawling back when you get you arse dumped.....then talk to me like crap because I don't need his help anymore, that im actually learning something new .............
just remember .............bros before hoes
( I am a girl but we was very strange lol )
be careful who you push away...some of us don't come back,
been in the same situation? message me!!!
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Some friends may Betray us some wont.
Good friends are the ones that are like family to us. Sisters and brothers by heart. If some friend hurt you and betray you as you say and keeps doing it then maybe is not your trully friend.
Its up to you if you open your eyes and "see" their hearts
Friends are many. Good friends are few
The only brother and sister I have, are the one's I was born with.
The rest are just strangers.
more about me:
im a face painter and sfx makeup artist ( if u wanna see pictures comment)
im a full qualified painter and decorator
If I could sleep in a coffin I really would
I love every type of music ( if you have any good recommendations comment below and I promise ill listen
im in love with vampires!!!!!!!
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I have a journal entry with a few good songs and a ton on my profile. :)
you would think its easy, to be online and to be able to write about feelings and stuff, its tricky thou because what do we really feel ??
and the things we do feel... are they real?
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Hi back.
the things we feel are as real as you allow them to be
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