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Snow White love
02:49 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 694




I am the walking heartbreaker, I’m happy you'll never understand what It's like to be trapped under six feet of solid glass. I can see out, but no one gets in I am Screaming in this prison, I've locked myself into.

I'm sorry that I'm still breathing! The loneliness is too much for me to handle.

I fear romance, The pain of living ,The joy of sorrow ,The strength of forgiving

I told myself the constant pain would ease the tension burning inside But the nights were cold and the days dragged to weeks, I will die here alone. I will die

God help me, I'm so tired, God help me...I am dying!





Spare me your pity party; drunk off my misfortunes

wallowing in my blissful melancholy.

Can you taste my blood? You knew that this would kill me! But you carried on and on with your selfish crap.

Self delusion, self destruction, falling so short of faith



I have become an empty shell, a carcass left in the cold. In the shade grows another weed in my torn heart. I wear the scars well.

Lost love
02:47 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 695




I feel as if all love has died

for you no longer care for me

I scream your name as loud as I can yet it falls

on deaf ears. My heart was torn from my chest. Yet is just a bleeding mass of tissue, useless and cold. I look at it longing for the feelings to come back. To feel loves warm kiss on my cold blue lips yet there is no prince to same me, no touch that can revive me. Am I lost to love, shattered from my very first try?

Bleeding heart
02:45 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 696




My heart is broken, bleeding mass of tissue. You crush me and your proud of yourself. HOw could you?! We were friends, at first. I trushed you with all my heart even thou I don't normally trust. You broke every wall I built agianst the world. MY guards was booby-trapped and made of thick concrete. BUT; I TRUSTED YOU!!! Yet you betrayed me, by sleeping with her during break. Then calling me her name when we got back. I thought we were happy. Well... I was. I was blinded by love. How foolish of me. I feel as if I am melting in a pool of blood. I see myself, looking at you. I can't say the words, I need to say. My heart is sinking, it is so heavy. I can hardly breathe. I am breaking, shattering into thousand pieces. Sweep me up and throw me away like you did our love. I feel like a fool, I acually paid for you to go home this break, this is how you pay me back

My love for the blood
02:44 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 697




Karate oh Karate, how I love thee. I have for many years. I love to fight and have many weapons. My swords are favorite, my teacher asks me Tara; how would you like to chop this imaginary person. DO it and you will win the tournament. I go out in the ring with my sword in hand, not feeling the eyes of the hundreds watching. I pretend I am getting attached back in Japan by Nobel warriors. Worthy of the kill, I feel ready to die and ready to kill them. For to am a Japanese warrior, I may be a woman only 22. But I slice you in half with out even a care.

This carefree killing has always been my method even when I fight with out my weapons. Sensi, tells you fight from the heart. Feel before hit, see with your ears. I go in the ring looking to win, blood and the scream of mercy are my stop sign. In Karate I fight both men and women I win with both. I do not care if feel that sorry for me because I am a girl, I will get you to hit me either way. when you are in the ring you gender does not matter. YOu excepted the risk of getting hurt when you sign your name on the dotted line. You bleed in both sexs, so shut up and fight.

heart strings
02:43 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 698




Drip, drip drop my tears are falling. How about that! You melted the Ice queen. You laugh... Is that funny to you!?

You have stopped answering your phone, I thought you were hurt. Nope you are just righting me off.

Is it something I said, or did... AH!! What is wrong with me. I could be here in your arms but something went a stray. I miss you terribly- just so you know. Ha, you know that is why you stay away. This is some kind of torture of the heart. Why are you pulling on my strings. It seems like such a waste of blood.

Will I get out alive
02:41 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 699




Now That my world is changing. who knows if I will get out alive. My rage seems so deadly. Yet have no clue why. I could just be sceaming, at evey little thing. This fact is making me scared cause have know Idea why. The walls seem to be closing me into a box, the door is shutting and he is throwing the key into the deep ocean. I know I can't get out alive. This is driving me crazy, all this change with eveything to lose. Who know if I can handle everything that is happening. The world in a whirl wind, my roots just tossed aside. My tear are now flowing at loss that is at my feet, some how I just can't stop it from tearing me apart. I am trying to tough now. My mask of sanity slips, I hold on to it for dear life. Please don't take this away. Cause I swear I am not!

I've let go of what I've done
02:39 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 700




Now I look back, a year of waste. I changed my world to gain a future. What a fool, I have been. I thought only if I was successful would the world blossom to me like a flower. But, no I tried and did not make the bar. Only by four little points and I was out to the curb. At first I saw the whole where I would stay in my life- I was lost in my life. But then I thought NO! Why should I care, I am relieved. I am out, and my nerves are not in knots. My head is not spinning in dread of the day to come. SO I say no, NO more sorrowful thoughts. Good-bye to you, dread, fear... my life of apprehension. No longer will I fear the little things like the stapling of the papers or it going into the slots and the sound of keys going past. I have let it go. I have too. I thought for sure I would have kill myself by now, I even planned it. Thought of what to say as my last words. Pick out the outfit. No point to end it now, I guess. My world I thought was crumbling, didn't... the sky is still blue, birds still chirp. The moon still shins on me. I was not thrown to the wolfs and have them rip out my throat. I can say I am happy now- happy in my failure. I've let go my failure!

The Valentine Blues
02:38 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 701




I am sad and yet I am smiling.

I am getting rather sick of that grin, it will not seem to come off. I long for a hug that is not coded in ice. I really want to cry yet the tears will not come. My tears just sit on the edge of my eyes, ready and waiting to be little want to be waterfalls. But; freeze into ice crystals before leaving my eyes. However, I am sobbing in my heart and my heart alone. I don't know what to do with a heart so heavy. I am so lonely yet I seem to push away.

The torture of Tomorrow
02:37 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 702




Tell me the meaning of this torture, this heart ache. Why is it I am the one having the pain? Once I loved you; but the down side is I ACTUALLY cared for you and you left me in the cold. Now I hate you and I am all alone and it is your fault! Oh, so cold, it’s freezing! Here no love for the heartless or wicked so I guess I am excluded, executed alone.



No body here just the ice on my breath. Cold touch from my frosted words is this what you wanted. To be the ice king, the ruler of my frozen tundra of a heart. All though my heart solid ice hard as steal; could be as fragile as glass.

So alone, so lost in this world, not even I care about me. Does this shock you? Does this have any effect on you… no I did not think so? I am hopeless and no one cares and no one will remember me. So long to you. Goodbye, goodbye… no need to be sad. Tomorrow will hold you close, don’t forget me for I will never forget or forgive you! I hate you and yet I always loved you.

I am fortunes fool
02:36 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 703




My head and heart are spinning.

You love me behind closed doors then when I am around your friends I am nothing.

This hurts me so deeply. What have I done, I ask. Nothing you replay as if I ask what to wear to bed. I am trying not lose my mind. You are twisted... how can I be a goddess in my dorm the trash in public. How does this work? Are you ashamed of me... am I your secret. Something no one must know about. You were my best friend so all your friends are mine too. Your crap is getting old fast. I knew love would not last ... you were to good to be true. I am fortunes fool.

You bet I am wounded!
02:35 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 704




I saw a guy that looked like you today. It sent all my memories of you flooding back. I thought I had let you go, but you’re plaguing me still. How can his flowing hair and slanted eyes make me long for you? I wanted to be free of you. It is hard to say as many years have gone by – That I miss you. After hating you, and trying to forget. I have not been the same, part of me says “if only”. Knowing I am fooling myself. I guess I can’t escape this hell of you. I am not sure if it was the rage inside, but I got every memory I worked so hard to kill off back in a moment. I scream in my mental hell! You will never know how you betrayed me. This has left nothing that resembles a soul in me. You have shattered my mask, and you weren’t even there. Yet all this I know I don’t love you anymore!

Daddy didn't care
02:34 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 705




I live here... I hate it.

You... I detest. We coexist in the same house for one reseason, and one reseason alone...school! You smoke, I can't breathe. You KNOW that gets me sick! You hate me I know it, your mask of fake smiles thru your false teeth don't fool me. Dad, why did you say I could live with you if you hate me so? Granted I hate you just as much, so I'd call it even. I know how much you lie and what you have done. The past burns in mind like a thousand spot lights shinning right in my face. You mock me with your hatred, trying to keep it hidden. Not such a good actor, are you dad. I at least am a great actress, my smile has been plastered on my face for so long that, that is the only face I can make. I need this school, to become what I dream. Otherwise I would have never spoken to you ever again. I would'nt even have visited your grave, you sad old man. And Yet, I swallow my my hate with pride and thank you for I would never become me with out have an ass whole as a father. Good bye.

Stupid cupid
02:33 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 706




Flying over head, he pulls out a sharp arrow from his back strap. The little menace aims for sweet silly sally, she is only eight-teen. It was a surprise attack, he came from behind. With one strike the arrow went into her...then is when she fell. For now she is lost to us. Jason who once loved sports and spending time with his dad, became a the nymphs new pray. One day he was stretching out for track, getting set for a run. The hunter was waiting for him. Startled Jason, backed away but he was out ran. He was shot, the arrow piercing him as the black blood flowed from his lips.



I too was once wounded by this flying nut case in a diaper. I remember well, although I would rather forget to more then anything in the world. I was talking about anime, trying desperately to make some friends. I had just stated I like Gundam Wing, and looked up from the ground. That is when it happened, I was hit with an arrow. Right in the chest, it make it hard to breath. As my physical self was standing my emotion self was on the ground. I was bleeding the black ooze. I had hated love before that moment then my black thought turn to red. My anti-love turned to I love you's.

Cupid 1 V.S. Tara 0

Now that I have torn the arrow from my chest, and he has torn out my heart.

I want to file a complaint for the attempted murder of me, Tara

Why is it that cupid is the only one that gets away with murder?

The love of lies!
02:32 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 707




I ask you why did you hurt me, was I so easy to destroy. How could you call yourself my best friend and slit my throat as I sleep? I told you I loved you and you said it back. Why did you lie if you never felt the same? I would never lie to you. WHY OH WHY must you lie to me??? I deserve the truth, why did you willing rip out my heart. I loved you yet I hate you in every way. The more I think of the past, the more I see if could never have lasted. I am haunted by you when I sleep seeing your face even a little peep makes my heart get torn apart. I thought I was oh so heartless before I knew you No, I know it was never true. I was not alive. Now I don't know how to survive.