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Every year I go to the ren fair in Sterling. Normally it is my mother and I, once in a great while my dad drew. Yesterday we went with everyone. Mom, Drew, Aunt manda, Uncle Bart, Aunt Josey, Uncle Brett and my cousins bella and ross.

I of course did my normal thing I dressed up and shopped around. I bought my self a leather belt bag, handmade body spray, a moon goddess crown, a sheild and a sword. Yes, yes, alot I know more than I have ever spent. Every year I get 3 things the phyics, a coin necklace and some other nic nac. Eh, all good sometimes it feels good to spoil your self once in awhile. teehee.

I will post my pics later.

So yea I actually went to a party. Only because I promised Vera. It was going a a normal b-day goes. Then sean got in a fight with his uncle, the the drinking contiued. Vera and I were the only sober people. The boys did e and I was so bored. At one point around 3 I tried to go to sleep in the spare room. BUT NOOOOOO, Sean was drunk and high he came into the room and instested that I go to the bon fire and socialize. I was sooo tired, which all I wanted to go home. Vera had dumped out seans rum and he spent 2 hours bitching about it. He in fact got so mad that he was screaming at vera making her cry. her niece came to her aid. He pushed her almost into the fire. she got up fast and was fighting back, he then choked her and throw her into a bunch of tables that we were playing cards on.

It was the most horrible thing I have ever seen at a party. Later the people next door had called the cops at this point I was again trying to sleep it was now5 in the fucking morning. Well I got about 2 hours asleep btw this time. When I woke up vera was cleaning and crying, I helped her pick up all of the food and mess that came with the party. SHe was going a business trip later that day and would be gone for a week. so I helped with laundry, dishes and other odds and edds. Sean was passed out at the bon fire. Chuck was curled in a ball on the floor, Jay was on the chair. I spent the majority of this " party" nervous as all hell. Never again will I bother socializing at parties.



a perk I got my first lap dance by some random drunk guy. I was embarrassed and turn about 15 shades of red. Not that it was bad but I can't even undress infront of a mirror. So, having some person get all humped hump on me it was just strange. He kept trying to get me to give him one HAAHAHA Fat fucking chance. I am rather a prude when it comes to people I don't know. Otherwise I would give a lap dance to a boyfriend or even just playing around. NEVER TO A STRANGER!

To the amazingness the lady that lives next door startes shouting random thing at me as I walk my dog. It is only 93 frecking degrees out. I was hot and not in the mood to talk to her. I put the dog in a go out to see what she wanted. SHe wanted nothing, just someone to sit with her and shoot the shit. I tried to escaped a number of times and she just kept on talking away. She did not have her hearing aids in nor her glasses on so I had to repeat myself 3 times everytime I said something. That is what I get for feeling bad. LOL I have just noticed the the time clock stops while you are writting in the journal grr.

MOM is in Oswego for the whole week! That means that I have to hang with my step dad and the dog. This is not difficult, but I was given a list of all the things my mom wants clean, it is a mile long. GRRR!!! Not to mention that some of the chores invole OUTSIDE!!!! It is 95 degree and a range of temps in the 90s all week. I hide from the sun in such weather. I melt. OH and at work I just was given another task to do on top of running the lab. sorry I don't mean to bitch, but with mom gone- you are all I have to talk to.

today was one of those days that you feel like your walking around in a fog. I went to work as normal except drew drove me- my car is getting inspected. As soon as I got to work I have 6 urins to process, they were abnormally smelly. Then I got a cancerous growth fluid in needles from this dudes thigh. It was so nasty, thick jell like crap. eww. I finally get home and drews friend is here. I kinda feel akward because I had never meet him before. I tend to be shy for the first meeting in the whole meet and greet part. So I walked the dog from hell and helped mom with her papers for the summer spanish program that starts next week. well anywho, it is late and I have to wake up at the butt crack of dawn for work. laters.

Hey hey journal, I just became a lifetime member of VR. I am rather happy about it, even thou it was 150 if mom knew she would kill me. So much for saving money right.. eh whatever.

well Drew is no on Vaction and I am on my 3rd week of my new job. My boss says I am a prodigy. Which is cool seeing how I work in a lab doing thing I ought not fuck up. So far I have only made one major fuck up and one minor. The major one was one friday I forgot to rise the slides after the hemotoxyin and turned the lithiumcarbonate blue. I felt like a moron, I just finished changing the chemicals too. My minor one was instead of writing 1 TP I wrote tip. EH not a big deal right. I miss my cats.