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Sitting here

All alone

I miss my bed

I should have stayed at home.

Do people know

I'm the living-dead

With thoughts of suicide

In my head?

Probably not

Noone cares

They don't notice

My longing stares.

To be like them

Just one day

Any amount of money

I would pay.

I'm so lonely

I have no friends

They won't notice

When my life ends.

Even my best friend

Shys from me

She's just one reason

Why my death will be.

I'll miss my mom

I'll miss my dad

They'll be so crushed

It's so fucking sad.

I"ll miss my Grandma

And my brother

I'm his sibling

He has no other.

Most of all

I'll miss what could have been

I can't wait around to find out

This pain has to end.

All people had to do

Was make me proud

To be part of them

I should have said "please help me" out-loud.