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BLACK LIGHT IN DARKNESS

14:42 Aug 20 2009
Times Read: 593






Sitting in darkness, around me just fear

You left me behind, you are not here.

I am full of questions that are making me insane

Maybe you can hear me, but I still feel just pain...



A black light is all that I can see

Just want it to stop, don't want it to be

I'm telling to myself- this can't be real

Is it my life that you had to steal?



And now I know that you played with me

Now I feel it, now I see

The shit that I went through because of you

You played with me and I had no clue



Black light shine on me...

Black light be here with me...

Black light take him away...

Black light stay...





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sinister
sinister
14:44 Aug 20 2009

wow that is really good





TruthHurts
TruthHurts
16:43 Aug 20 2009

I hope it's only a poem and not what you are experiencing now. Betrayal is a hard pill to swallow.





 

death

14:41 Aug 20 2009
Times Read: 594




Nor dread nor hope attend

A dying animal;

A man awaits his end

Dreading and hoping all;

Many times he died,

Many times rose again.

A great man in his pride

Confronting murderous men

Casts derision upon

Supersession of breath;

He knows death to the bone

Man has created death.



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sinister
sinister
14:46 Aug 20 2009

i like it





 

darkness

14:39 Aug 20 2009
Times Read: 595


I had a dream, which was not all a dream.

The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars

Did wander darkling in the eternal space,

Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth

Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air;

Morn came, and went and came, and brought no day,

And men forgot their passions in the dread

Of this desolation; and all hearts

Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light:

And they did live by watchfires - and the thrones,

The palaces of crowned kings, the huts,

The habitations of all things which dwell,

Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed,

And men were gathered round their blazing homes

To look once more into each other's face;

Happy were those who dwelt within the eye

Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch:

A fearful hope was all the world contain'd;

Forest were set on fire but hour by hour

They fell and faded and the crackling trunks

Extinguish'd with a crash and all was black.

The brows of men by the despairing light

Wore an unearthly aspect, as by fits

The flashes fell upon them; some lay down

And hid their eyes and wept; and some did rest

Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smiled;

And others hurried to and fro, and fed

Their funeral piles with fuel, and looked up

With mad disquietude on the dull sky,

The pall of a past world; and then again

With curses cast them down upon the dust,

And gnash'd their teeth and howl'd: the wild birds shriek'd,

And, terrified, did flutter on the ground,

And flap their useless wings; the wildest brutes

Came tame and tremolous; and vipers crawl'd

And twined themselves among the multitude,

Hissing, but stingless, they were slain for food:

And War, which for a moment was no more,

Did glut himself again; a meal was bought

With blood, and each sate sullenly apart

Gorging himself in gloom: no love was left;

All earth was but one thought and that was death,

Immediate and inglorious; and the pang

Of famine fed upon all entrails men

Died, and their bones were tombless as their flesh;

The meagre by the meagre were devoured,

Even dogs assail'd their masters, all save one,

And he was faithful to a corpse, and kept

The birds and beasts and famish'd men at bay,

Till hunger clung them, or the dropping dead

Lured their lank jaws; himself sought out no food,

But with a piteous and perpetual moan

And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand

Which answered not with a caress, he died.

The crowd was famish'd by degrees; but two

Of an enormous city did survive, And they were enemies;

They met beside

The dying embers of an altar-place

Where had been heap'd a mass of holy things

For an unholy usage; they raked up,

And shivering scraped with their cold skeleton hands

The feeble ashes, and their feeble breath





Blew for a little life, and made a flame

Wich was a mockery; then they lifted up

Their eyes as it grew lighter, and

Each other's aspects. saw, and shriek'd, and died, beheld

Even of their mutual hideousness they died,

Unknowing who he was upon whose brow

Famine had written Fiend. The world was void,

The populous and the powerful was a lump,

Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless,

A lump of death, a chaos of hard clay.

The rivers, lakes, and ocean stood still,

And nothing stirred within their silent depths;

Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea,

And their masts fell down piecemeal; as they dropp'd

They slept on the abyss without a surge

The waves were dead; the tides were in their grave,

The moon their mistress had expired before;

The winds were withered in the stagnant air,

And the clouds perish'd; Darkness had no need

Of aid from them. She was the universe.


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cold heart

14:35 Aug 20 2009
Times Read: 596


Cold heart



Cold heart



The night was falling

And the stars are show up

My heart is still weak and cold

I try to defeated with the shadow

But I can’t

Is this the only way I can find my true love?

Sitting here all alone

Watching the stars

Hoping for the sign

The night was falling slowly

And the stars are show up

And my cold heart still searching for something

My lonely soul is lost in the darkness

Try to find the way home

My fallen angel is lost in my embrace forever

I see you in my dreams, dark angel

My love is belong only in your dreams

There is nothing to do with it

I am just shadow

Who is always hidden from the light

My cold heart still try to find something

All this years I cannot find my way home

After all this years I only see painful nothing else

My cold heart is lost in the shadows, again

This tears I cry they are forgotten forever

I will never find someone like you

I miss you so bad

I miss your touch

Where are you, my love?

I wish you were here with me tonight

To share with me love

I want to feel you love, again

Please, take me away with you

To the heaven

I want to be with you forever

Hold me

The night was falling slowly

And the stars are show up

Here I am

Sitting here all alone

Waiting for something

I lay down here

Waiting to death comes for me

And then I can find my peace in my heart

And go with you to the heaven

My cold heart is still inside me

I cannot defeat the cold

Who is always follow my dreams and my good heart

So, my love

Bring me to live

Moon is slowly wake me up

And then in my dreams I feel your cold touch

So sweet

So cold

So tender

I am yours

Now and forever









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