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2022 posts:


Anxiety OCD ECT…

My mental disability rules my life...

Depression, MAJOR OCD, anxiety,

ECT...

Plus the drag of most society (on me)...

Please set me free from all this..

BUT though all that destroys me...

It is mostly...
SOCIETY and ANXIETY...
IT SEEMS...


2021 posts:

Dark Samhain

Death is Alive...
Alive Today...
Its a Dark, Dark Samhain...
(twice is nice)

People die everyday
Its a Dark, Dark Samhain...

Release Me

death is so near
every moment every second
life is so queer
I wonder why I am even here

when they all die or just leave
and I am stuck here
to pick up the pieces or just try

I wonder when it will ever get better...

SO I just come here to release myself
DANCE MY LIFE AWAY
keep it all astray...

there is hope in these beats
you can just release...

everything that hurts you so
keeps you so low


Nothing Satisfies

I get so tired of dealing with these mundane tasks; I only wish I could shed the tasks of my crappy life and be free just for a minute at least maybe one lousy second if not that? I pray for something for anything than my normal let downs please goddess won't you help and set me free - give me something, anything at all, then the nothing's I am so used to…

Nothing satisfies anymore…
I have to find a better way…
I must find a better way...
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One Vamp Druids Burden APRIL 11, 2020

Natures beauty often wants to taunt me...
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The sun he makes me tired and drains me...
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The moon however she energizes me...
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The flowers, plants, and animals make it hard to breathe sometimes...
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It can often be too difficult to enjoy the things I love and care about...
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But yet I suffer anyways for them despite it all...
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and most will never understand or even care...


© Rev. JP DDG (Dark Druid Goth)




Lonely world (Disconnected) January 14, 2013


Its a lonely world when you disconnected from everything...
All you see around you is memories of nothingness...
Its a dying world and I keep returning to it...

You never want to remember there is nothing in this place for you...
Its a lonely world When your disconnected from everyone & everything...
When it all dies, everything lies, and it all eventually goes away...

Its a lonely world when you disconnected from everything...

Even in a crowd of people, even in the streets of the the city, even in a busy club I fell disconnected from everyone like I never belong In the world...

Cause its a lonely world when you don't belong here its a lonely everywhere when your this disconnected from everything and everyone...

Everyday and every night I wonder why I am here...
All this time I wonder why I keep returning...
When Its a lonely world when you disconnected from everything...

© JP Vanir (DDG)
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TRANCE DANCE, Possession, and Why we must take energy: Posted on Friday, March 9, 2012
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Music is a most powerful energy magnet and when it is being played it can evoke your spiritual essence given to all of us by the Gods and Spirits of the Spiritual Realm. If you are Human or do not know how to use this (control it) if can be used against you or can be used for you; depending on how you chose it to be used. The Gods can use this to put you in TRANCE and possess you or you can go into TRANCE entering the Spiritual Realm and you can see things to help you as well as guide you in you spiritual awakening. For many humans (as well as unaware Vampyres/Other Kin) the Gods and other Vampric Spirits use this to put there followers as others into TRANCE causing them to dance and use up large amounts of energy so they can feed from them. Humans can make very good energy sources as well as are very easily susceptible to control and manipulation by higher Spiritual entities if they allow it. Vampyres however can use music invoke energy and take it from those around them and reach a Spiritual TRANCE state to further awaken them in there Spiritual Awakening as well as evoke there Spirit guides...

Why we must take energy from others:

We are at a higher energy frequency than most we must take energy from others since we are Spiritual entities (Other Kin) in a human body (like possession but the Sprit goes into a human baby instead of a Human soul) and we are not from this realm. We have a hard time not taking from our human host which may cause us to become sick as well as possible break down our vital organs (heart, pancreas, lungs, liver, and such) if we do not take from others. I as well as others I have know have had there organs fail or die with out explanation so they assumed it was some unknown virus or something. Since we are both Vampyre as well as human we need food for the human body as well as Living Energy for the Vampyre...

© Rev. J P Vanir (the DDG)


Today and Yesterday



This day is lingering, ever lingering...
Everyday is passing...
Like a cold dark dream...
Something I cannot seem....
My past is demeaning, ever demeaning...
Hoping for a positive future with no end...
This depression tries everyday to descend, descend...
I need to move it to a place I cannot comprehend again...
I am forever dreaming, always dreaming....
for an end to all negativity...
I am wishing, again wishing...
for my depressions end…

© JP Vampyrian