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i live and breath emotions the feelings the constant

grief which comes through every vein of your body. your exsistence and worth its unexscapable.walking in a cold place with ice and frozen wishes dreams and lithium the poison air is filling my soul with hate and love which one matters the most. I breath in the air the frost and it covers my lungs i feel sick and isolated from my breath i cant breath it starts to cover everything in my body theres nothing left i cough up blue deadley serum. i lay there still everything turns dark i cant feel a thing but my soul is within reach of heaven. I hear a voice that says let go let go come with me you will be free.all your worries all your thought all emotions turn it off and be free forever you can be free



SILENCE



What do you hear i hear music so soft to my ears with violins its so warm and cozy i feel so happy i can feel again and breath again everything is white and its all sunny i dont know anyone here im free at last its like a wedding bueatiful decorations this is so sweet this is my life.

MASK we all wear one

whats your mask?

happiness, joy, love, or hope?

We use them to mask the pain we feel inside

But once again we have found away

To shed our maskand be free and true

some hide behind there mask while others be real.

we all love theres no deneying it.

whether we want to or not,

we hide behind a mask of indiffernece and hatred

But theres always one person who cracks thatmask and digs a little deeper into the real you

some call it "the one"

others call it thier special someone

Whatever we call it

there will always be that one person who will be with us no matter what

now thats what I call love

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leapdude
23:01 Jan 16 2012

Very very nice!!

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I bleed from my soul

from my heart from the lies

from the past to present

from the the irisistable pain

that keeps me hostage my life

the greif the sadness its unreparable

can never be fixed every lie to every

worrie wish every evil fantasy

every divient laugh or fake it

every unrealistic thing about me

is not me





as i breath and

as i touch my chest ever so lightly

im broken in distrought

as i breath i feel empty and alone

neglected and hurt strong but week

secluded not here on this

earth i dont know where i went

or how i see the days ahead of me to come

i have soft and violent secret dreams

ones that are deep and you can see inside me

you can see me slipping

away so pretty and thin i wish to be all that i can be i wish to be sacred

im dying right now fighting for

my life doesnt everyone care to see what there future holds fighting to be someone thats worth the

time on this earth finding who you are

the perception of how i perceive my life

this is real pain real numbness real feelings

that i cant feel anymore or take one more

last breath to acknolege this life or how i feel