i met a new friend who i like alot, he is so pretty and so sweet, and has the prettest daughter in the world. he is a great too. i hope he likes me tooo. i dont know how hearts feel so sweet on each other im just glad i have one to feel somthing.. THANKS TO HIM AND SHELLY... XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
i had a great chat lastnite... some people really do know another persons soul no matter how odd it seems. lastnite my chat was with a GREAT GUY..... he knows who he is... :) he made me feel like a person should, so to him i give thanks so much... and hope we continue to make time for each other bc its nice.... well i guess thats all for now, i hope that everyone can find someone, life is pointless with out someone......
Sometimes i feel like no matter wat i do nothing good happens to me or for me.... im a lost person no doubt.... i sit alone and read and think in my head.. my family tells me that i really should consder liveing in the dark bc thats where i stay anyway.............. i shut everyone out and think of ways to make the pain stop. i feel hungry alot, but not for real food, i can smell blood in meat and i want to eat the meat, which makes my family, sick. but im at the point i dont care. i just want to fit in... well that ends the thought of my day, i guess.... love in all the dark places, janice....
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Karma
04:48 Jun 01 2010
I am so happy that I can look back on this day and remember just how much I meant to you then. Thank you for the compliment.