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I let you close. Stupid mistake. Seems whenever I fall in love, I say to myself that I will never allow anyone close enough to really hurt again, yet for love, I do. Fuck it all. The distance is hard on me, so I have a fuck buddy who lives near me, & I tell you & you hate me now & say "see ya" Ya, well, stupid me for loving you & hoping for more. Alone & Closed-off. That is how I must be to protect my bleeding raw heart.

It hurts. It burns. It consumes. It mocks. I want to dissapear. Fall asleep & never wake up. Hide & never be found. I'm tired of being used, being hurt. I am nearing the point of no return. Feels like I am gonna burst.

I want some dark sexy man to hug & hold &....other....stuff.....I'm so lonely

So, get this, I dumped my asshole loser ex. Joshawa (AlgishKinsha on here) He was having sexual chat with some chick while I was passed out from my seizure. He sent her pictures of his dick, & she sent him pictures as well & he was saying that he's gonna go down & marry her, all the shit that he promised me. He is a fucking lying backstabbing user asshole...Everyone on VR WATCH OUT!! He will lie through his teeth & use whoever he comes across. Use them for anything he can get really. He still owes money to me & my friends that he borrowed but no, instead he takes off from town to go get sex & who knows what else from someone that he sarted cheating on me with behind my back WHILE we were still dating!! I found the convo between him & said chick on MY laptop, which he was using. I hate how stupid I was to trust him & believe he loved me, when really, he just loved the sex, pot, smokes, shelter & food I was providing for his leacherous ass