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Ok...My ear got sooo badly infected when I pierced it...I kept cleaning it daily with rubbing alcohol, but...It didn't work, so I took out the earring & I'm gonna just let it grow over...It is all crusty & bleeds if I use more rubbing alcohol on it....Derr! xD

Is it possible to love 3 guys with all your heart @ the same time? Or to still love someone, but move on to love another?

I am sooo fucking sick right now...I can barely breathe, I am running a fever, my head HURTS, no matter how much Tylonol I take, it doesn't help. Also, did I mention one second I am boiling, so I get naked, the next I am freezing, so I jump under my covers (I have 4 layers of thick comforters), plus my entire body aches...WTF is wrong with me?? My nose is like a faucet, I've already gone through 2 rolls of TP, plus the cough!!! It hurts...I feel like SHIT! :(

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Isis101
02:41 Jan 29 2009

Sounds kinda' bad - a visit to a doctor may be in order if this has been going on for more than 3 - 4 days. You might want to cut back on the Tylenol too...hope you feel better soon.

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Today has been a pretty slow ass day. I slept all day, & woke up at 6pm....Got stoned tonight, man how I LOVE hitting my bong! xD

Stoned yet again! Oh, how I love this feeling, like flying on rainbow clouds, that spark!! Hehe, it's fun! =D

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jaliacorbeil
07:38 Jan 25 2009

OMG!!! I wrote that!? :o Man...I'm weird when I get high! xD

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How can one person feel so tormented? So hurt inside? If you are anything like me, you would know. I just want to be loved...Isn't that what everyone wants? It's not going to happen though. Well, at least I have my kitten, and my internet....

I am still Juliet, awaiting her Romeo.....I was speaking out of hurt, and betrayal before....My heart, however will not let me give up on finding my Romeo, so...Back to square one! xD

Ok, no more love...Fuck it. I give up on looking for that false dream, because men are never serious....I am gonna stick to being single, unless I find a nice chick.

God, fuck men, who needs 'em anyway? I'll get a vibrator, cuz I don't need a man:)

Ok. It is 2.14 am & I still can't sleep. I am REALLY on the edge of snapping....I feel like if were to see any of the fuckers I hate, I would probley get one of my kitchen knives & put it to some good use.....At least I get to see Angie tommorow....Man, I wish I had some chocolate right now:(

Today is the day that I go meet Jesse :) I was sooo excited, that I didn't eat yesterday at all, because I felt like puking all day, & I barely slept a wink last night, plus, when I finally DID sleep, I kept waking up for no apparent reason, & to top it all off, I woke up for good (couldn't get back to sleep) @ 7.30 AM! Honestly, I have NEVER been this nervous & excited when meeting a guy before....What does that mean? Oh I DO hope he loves me in person, the way he professes to love me online....I will be CRUSHED if he doesn't....I will go back to being a celibate, single, NOT looking Domme....But I don't want to do that anymore...I want to live & Love.....I'm just waiting for my daddy to pick me up & bring me to Jesse's....He's in Peterborough, I'm in Lindsay & neither of us can drive, him because of a physical disibility, me because of a brain disibility. I need SLEEP! It will be SOOO embarrassing when I get there & have to ask if he minds me having a nap! xD God, I hope that DOESN'T happen, but I can only fight off sleep for 2 days, & it's pushing the border of my resistance...Knowing myslef the way I do, I am most likely gonna end up passing out within at LEAST 3 hours of being there! Oh well, at least, for once, I won't be sleeping alone, cuz I know Jesse will be more then happy to cuddle me in his arms while I sleep, which is what I am postively LONGING for......More to come after our time together.......Wish me luck, cuz I'll need it!

Oh man! It's my date with Jesse tommorow:D I am SOOO excited! I'm nervous though...What if he doesn't like me as much as he likes me online?

Ok, well, I told my daddy about me moving in with Jesse Feb first....He wasn't too happy at all....I wonder how he'll react when I get pregnant? (Jesse & I are both planning to start a family) Man...Why is things so complicated? I LOVE the way I live from one moment to the next...Both Jesse & I live by "Seize The Day"....Is that a bad thing? I've seen what mapping out EVERYTHING does to people, & I don't want to end up like that....I feel free living the way I live...

Ok, this chick said I have "wayyy to many pictures" on my profile...Guess she didn't read that people who criticise MY profile PISS ME OFF & if they don't like my profile, then to GET THE FUCK OFF OF IT THEN!!! How stupid can some people get? MY profile, MY creation, MY artistic decorations...GOT IT? Now shut up, & LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE if all you are gonna do is criticise one of the way I express myself & my identity....PISS OFF.....Seriously

I like being a sadist.....Now all I need are some pathetic little Slaves who need a Mistress! xD

God I am soooo fried.....I gotta take a day off from pot, to get better! xD

I really like that song by Akon...Describes me pretty damn good these few days BLAHHH! xD

Ok, keep in mind that right now, I am sick & at the same time, I am also PMSing.....

Life fucking sucks. I don't like rollar coasters, therefore, I don't like life because life is a fucking rollar coaster! I am SOOO fucking sick to death of people who put me down for MY dreams & goals in life. I want to be a house wife....SO FUCKING SUE ME!!!! I want to get stoned & surf the interent all day, instead of work my ass half to death all day SO FUCKING SUE ME!!! It's MY life, so I am going to live it the way I want to, not the way anyone else wants me to. KISS MY FAT FUCKING WHITE ASS & SHUT UP, BECAUSE I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE!!! I am going to continue to relax myself till the day I start popping babies, or until the day I die, whatever comes first:)

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ShadowSage
03:36 Jan 12 2009

more power to you!

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I am STONEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD 8o

Well, I dyed my hair again....It's been A LONGGG time in the coming though....4 months is WAYYY too long to go without a colouring! xD It's now "Intense Auburn" as opposed to "Medium Auburn" like I did last time....I'll post some pics when I get a cam with which to do so :p

* Places that are NON-accessible to people in wheelchairs



* Being stood-up



* The user "darkfear". The creep messaged me, asking about my boobs, and when I finally told him to fuck off, he messaged me back saying fuck you, leave me alone, quit messaging me", and then seconds later, sent me another message saying "blocked"...What a fucking CREEP....Whatch out for him!!



* Fleas....Veda has them, & they just keep getting worse & I don't know what to do:(



That's it for now! xD