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Why is it I want to be loved! I am loved I have friends who love me, but not by someone who wants to be mine forever. I don't understand. I know I am unique and extremely giving. I love sex and I like to play if I had a man who loved me totally, all of me, even the part that likes woman and crazy raunchy sex! Someone who no matter what would only treat me with respect! However in the bedroom I can be the slut or the good girl. So Why is finding a good man so damn hard! I just want someone who I can share life with and grow old with. I am here alone typing at my keyboard. Thinking here I am alone again. Birthday is coming up. I am finding older men want young girls and younger men want older woman. WTF I just want a mature man who knows how to treat a lady! I am a lady out in the world however enjoy being trampy in the bedroom, I thought that is what men want. I am starting to think there may be no one for me!