Today I have to push the bad thoughts away
Understanding pain of losing someone
Understanding pain of staying here
Wanting,
Needing,
to end it all.
Wanting,
Needing,
to keep going on.
Unbearable memories,
heart wretching moments.
Feelings of loneliness.
Can't shake the emptiness.
My walls keep closing in,
but I hide it with a smile.
--jagged 4/1/18
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