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Sooo....I'm losing my mind. ..its getting prretty scary...I don't know how much longer I could hang on...

I'm watching as everything I knew falls apart...

I swear you'd never see this collapse

I guess I lied

its never so easy. ..

now watch as I fall. .

I swear I tried to save you. .

Why wouldnt you just walk away. .

If only you could listen

why can't you hear me...

you could have before

now no one could catch me

when I fall.

Forever

ill

regret

these lives

I've destroyed

through all these lies if sown....

it will be so blinding in its brilliance...

try not to look away. ..

can't you just look me in my eyes one last time. ..

just one last time

I swear ill be fine

I promise its all just a lie

You wont even miss me when you wake

Pretend

I'm in a safe place

That my light

Has found

Its saving grace

I am silently screaming at the top of my lungs

Quite time alone after the chaotic times prior is a great escape...as the time goes by the more I urge to break.

Have a drink take a smoke

Enter the shower to cleanse away What I know is to come

Relaxed and at one

Light some candles

Just breath

Just be

Once all is calm

It is time

As I take of the sharpest blade

Starting at my forheadb

Slow deep straight cut from the peak of the hairline

Pressing down hard enough tobhear the blade scrape the bone....blood looting and dripping oh how sweet that smell in the atmosphere. Continuing to drags the blade from peak to chin... jently place the blade down...ever so gently insert Your hands under your face skin slowly peal off the flesh.al long a mirror accompanied the journey as to not miss a single expression ....until as a species we can over come our exterior looks realizing it is only a shell.. until that day what more will a face produce sceptre for the ghost in the shadow... oh to just be me to just be you to except understand come together as one or we should with a smile on our faces remove the foreshadowing for it is nothing more then a shell and is held so high. ..for everything its place

I love females..their sent the way they taste.. how their skin feels under my finger tips..the fire that Burns in their souls how it pours out of their eyes...running my hands through their hair..how they lose control turning from sweet soul filled angels to animals hungry for lust..the sweet sounds they make. .begging for more. . How the innocents peeks out through their sweet angelic tones only overshadowed by the animalistic stair in their eyes. ..how their bodies swim with passion...their lines like beautiful art..the sweetest thing for the eyes to gaze upon the beauty of the unclothed female form..

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SweetLillith
03:39 Mar 07 2011

Wow :D

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MsMissy
04:27 Mar 07 2011

i love this

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MadamVeve
08:29 Mar 07 2011

likes it alot!

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queenofchaos
09:52 Mar 08 2011

...very nice sounds, indeed.

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