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A professional truck driver he met an Asian truck driver about two years later. They told eachother stories he told my dad of shadow demons that come to children in the night and either kill them or possess them. Later on in my life I experienced actsof temporary possession. Were I couldn't control myself and would sound like a demon while trying to just talk normal. It was like I was stuck inside my body looking out watching a video. And at times my eyes went from green hazel to looking like there were on fire.

I was laying in my bed. My bedroom was across the hall from the kitchen. It was about 3 am I was awoken by a preasure on my chest. I had my head propped up on some peoples I wasn't feeling well.the being propped up I could see into the kitchen. There was an 7 or 8 foot tall shadow in the shape of a broad thin shaped man. I was so scared I could move I couldn't scream. And all I could keep thinking is if I got to the light I would be alright. But I just couldn't get to it. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't break out of it.I swear I felt one on my chest one on my mouth. The one walking towards me just kept slowly floating my way.it got all the way up to the side of my bead.bent over until Its face was in mine there were grey swirls almost like smoke that made up its facial features. All of a sudden the light went on I started A professional truck driver he met an Asian truck driver about two years later. They told eachother stories he told my dad of shadow demons that come to children in the night and either kill them or possess them. Later on in my life I experienced actsof temporary possession. Were I couldn't control myself and would sound like a demon while trying to just talk normal. It was like I was stuck inside my body looking out watching a video. And at times my eyes went from green hazel to looking like there were on screaming my parents came rushing in looking to see what was wrong. I told them what had happened and they kept telling me it was only just a dream.

so I ask,I beg, I plead,........let me find a vampire female even if nothingnmore then to just have a someone that can be OK with me being me........I got my wish.....one problem she is my most recent x's best friend so hows that going to get me anywhere

Out in the crowd

But I'm lost inside

Trying so hard to find

A way out of this

This dream

This life

this lie

The skies I search

Till I feel like home

The calming silence

The diamond sky

tearing threw

My insides screaming

My hearts not beating

My breaths are fleeting

Till I give in and waist away

Letting the darkness become my way

I'm bleeding

Screaming

Can you hear me

Can you feel me

Someone please

Save me from myself

I try to let go

It wont let me

Threw my brain it swims

The noise

It is sooo unbearable

At times I just want to close my eyes

Let it take me away

I am losing all that I had left

One day I will awaken

Without so much as a shred of humanity

That day will be dangerous

When I am finally free

It will be the end of my concern for saving

Countless souls

It will finally be my time

I will climb the bones of the fallen

Just to get to the top

Drop to my knees

Arms outstretched to the skies

I will scream for them to take me

The blinding light will appear and

Silence with it

Will be mine

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Danijela
22:01 Jan 07 2011

awesome

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