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The day was bright and sunny when you walked into my life for the first time. You made all my fears and lonlyness go away. From that day forward everyday was a great day but then the clouds came and darkened the sky and blocked the sun, the birds stopped singing and the crickets stopped chirping at night like they did when we would fall asleep holding each other. I miss the conversations we would have and the openness that i felt with you. I know you have problems shareing and trusting just like I do, but I understood that and was willing to wait till you wanted to share with me. You made me very happy and I thought I did the same for you. But on that one faitful day when you said that we needed to talk the dark clouds did more than fill the sky. I felt the darkness to start to fill my heart and then it was getting hard to think, breath and be happy. The sorrow in me began to grow ever more deeper. I couldnt breath or see the light anymore. I just want to leave and hide from everyone and everything. I feel as though I am falling into an endless pit spiraling down further and faster I go. Begining to accept it and embrace it. The darkness is what I am destand to be with and hold then so be it I will accept it and not fight it any longer. We had so much in common and felt that we would be good for each other but I am not sure why you said what you said and think that I never will I just hope one day that you will come back to me and say that it was the wrong desicion and we could try and start again. And if that day never comes then I will be here by myself in the darkness waiting in lonlyness for something that should have never been.