i sleep and for the first time i dream of joy not darkness.
i awake to the world and see it anew such light such sound.
but w8 what is this feeling it feels warm and joyful it feels ...good it's something i have never felt befor could it be love.
yes it is such joy i have now. :D
this is to my goddess of beauty. and may u have such a day as well
today i see something.
something new.
it is a light.
i go to the light.
what is the light the light i see.
the light it is hope.
i touch the light i feel something.
what is it.
it is joy.
the joy it gives me lifts my soul from the darkness.
the joy of someone who can see the true me.
but now i feel fear.
fear of being alone agin.
plz no.
the fear is calling me back to the darkness.
so will u save me.
or shell i stay in the darkness with my fear and pain and let the darkness take me over agin?
i see a ghostly image it's calls to me it calls for someone it screams for something it screams for love but no if i let it get it i will only feel more pain so i hide my soul in the darkness never never let it feel never let anyone see cuz i felt the pain i felt it 92 times no more i cry no more so the darkness has filed me the darkness is now my home where i hide forever more
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