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u only see what u wish to see .

u wish to see past the vel.

what do u see is it haven or hell.

well that i can not tell.

its just as well that i can not tell.

cuz to say would be sell my soul to the grave where i stay and pray to this day.

i still have i must say cuz see a person nay a goddess that said she would stay and i pray she will stay.

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i wair a painted smile to keep most at bay .

so no one NO ONE can see the pain within me

within my soul

within my mind

but those who do see it

see anger see rage and they fely they say ive gone mad that i'm crazy itry i try to make just 1 friend but they only see the mask cuz if i let them see my rage they will leave me and alone i will be alone in the darkness with my rage but if i let the rage out others will get hurt so i keep the rage in it's cage but the has stained my soul and i fear nothing now only myself cuz i am with out conchins if i loseit someone will die. so i must stay strong or i will hurt anyone and everyone that is dear to me. say this now u will see my mask more than u see me but i never lie in theses so plz comment if u like it add it if not still tell me what u think on all of my entrys

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littleflames
23:27 Mar 24 2013

well i like the line you will never lie . its not a lie at all to have a face like that because its what people want to see . however it is a lie if we do it to our self . if we say that the out side is us . for a lot of things we do keep inside most things should come out and thats why i have someone who no matter what i tell them no matter how mean i may seem at the time . they know the true me and they know i am just letting go of the hate that i have and its not a hate of people but of things the way the are life is not fair at all some times but should it be . if it were and say everyone got what they wanted out of life would that be fair . i say not . its the differances and the fact that we have things in us that some dont like yet others do.

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