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I just wanted to let all my friends and anyone that reads my journal that I have been away from VR by choice for some time now. I find it ridiculous that I come back and find I have been transferred from one coven to another like 3 times in a month. I guess in the end I dont really care but it only shows me what family means around here. No one appeared to care why I wasnt around interacting or anything...just shove me along to the next highest bidder. I have found that I have outgrown VR for the most part. It has definitely served its purpose in my life. It helped me to grow and see things in myself that I have previously denied were there. I spent so much time trying to be something I wasnt so that I wouldnt be a "freak". I have now come to love who and what I am even if it doesnt fit in with the status quo. I have met a great man that I have been with for almost 3 months now. He has brought about a dormant interest in the Wiccan belief....I have been spending alot of time in studying it as of late. In him I have also found a man that is quietly strong enough to deal with me and all my quirks and imperfections. I cant say that we are in perfect harmony at all times but I would have it no other way. I am letting my premium membership lapse by choice because I dont need it or want it the way that I used to. I have grown and learned alot here. I have known some really great people here as well. I will never stop believing that in this garden of shadows can be found sources of great illumination and knowledge....vast depths of creativity. This is the reason that I dont think I will ever truly LEAVE here. I like being able to talk to people that have great minds and real opinions that they can stand by and back up when called to do so. In this place I am able to be me and feel the depths of my creative energies and write with abandon. I will be around from time to time....you can be sure of that....I just wont be living here anymore like I did at one time. I have found that I love the real world offline ALOT more than I used to. There are so many things to see and do now that I have chosen to find them and have a great man to experience these things with. Please feel free to drop me a line anytime. I will try to get to them as soon as I am able.

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CelestiaNocturne
23:52 Mar 16 2008

Good Luck! May you carry all that you have learned with you always, and Never EVER forget who you truly are. It's the only thing you can ever own: your own mind.

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Indilisse
20:24 Mar 17 2008

Hi Sweetie,

Just wanted to let you know that I'm so happy that you found someone that enhances you.

Oddly enough, I can see you, not necessarily always as a Wiccan, but at the very least a Pagan. But either way I'm glad. Welcome! And brightest of blessings for you.

Much Love and Light

Indilisse

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xXSeductiveXLustXx
22:48 Mar 20 2008

Sounds you are much happier, you do what you have to do to keep that within yourself sweetie;)

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satanicvampyre
04:30 Mar 23 2008

Yes, good luck. Even though you may not read this anyway soon, you will find that loving the real world isn't all that it is, even with love. I, too, found an outlet here, but, no one really to share anything with. It's all commonalities here mostly. Don't get me wrong, I won't be leaving anyway soon, just won't be here as much as before. Trouble with that is, your percentage level goes down, lol.

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BRONZe
13:05 Apr 26 2008

In depth. well done for sharing with us a bit of you

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lavisbre
22:30 Jun 05 2008

Don’t worry about the covens and so forth…. It’s the people you meet that count…. As soon as you make sire it wont matter anyway

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