hey, whoever added me as a friend please let me know! lol its been bugging me for the past few days... if you tell me I will add you too.. LOL =)
do you think its possible to fall out of love with someone? or love two people at once? is it possible? ............silence............
to almost everyone I was talking to yesterday, I'm so sorry. I was really freaking out. I'm sore because of the accident and things are just going on right now that I cant mentally handle. so anyways, I'm sorry. I wasnt in my right state of mind yesterday.
Marissa Lynn
Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is just waiting
To turn your tears to roses
Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is just waiting
To turn your tears to roses
I will be the one that's gonna hold you
I will be the one that you run to
My love is a burning, consuming fire
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear the whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark
You feel so lonely and ragged
You lay there broken and naked
My love is just waiting
To clothe you in crimson roses
I will be the one that's gonna find you
I will be the one that's gonna guide you
My love is a burning, consuming fire
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear the whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear the whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark
I am so sore! yesterday I was having problems breathing. my stepdad thinks I cracked a rib or something and he wants me to go back to the doctors... I hate hospitals. thats where people die... O_o
I am in love with two people. is it possible to love 2 people at once? each is special in their own way. one I am with but he keeps doing careless things to hurt me. the other lives in Ohio and we cant be together. my body hurts so much from the accident yesterday and I am so miserable. I cant trust hardly anybody... I've been hurt too many times. I want to trust him but I cant. he hasnt given me any reason not to trust him... he says he loves me... I'm so confused and upset right now I cant think... I dont know what to do...
I got into a car accident today. my friend was out of town and her mother was taking me to the high school to take a geometry test. her husband was in the hospital getting a gall stone and his gall bladder removed. he wanted some books to read from their house which was about an hour away. we drove over there and I was online for a little while. then we gathered everything up and left the house. the jeep was bouncing more than usual so we thought something on the suspension broke. we kept going and then it felt like we had a flat tire. we stopped and checked but the tires were all fine. we started again and about 200 yards down the road, we started to skid. my friends mom corrected it but the back tires slid into a ditch. we got out of it and slid to the other side of the road. the jeep flipped and the top came off. it landed on my side and the glass was everywhere... we crawled out the top and walked back to the house. now I have glass embedded in my hands and arms and I have a bruise from the seatbelt shaped like a hickey. we had to wait an hour for another friend to come pick us up and then another hour to get to the emergency room. it sucked.
Three thirty in the morning
Not a soul in sight
The city's lookin' like a ghost town
On a moonless summer night
Raindrops on the windshield
There's a storm moving in
He's headin' back from somewhere
That he never should have been
And the thunder rolls
And the thunder rolls
Every light is burnin'
In a house across town
She's pacin' by the telephone
In her faded flannel gown
Askin' for miracle
Hopin' she's not right
Prayin' it's the weather
That's kept him out all night
And the thunder rolls
And the thunder rolls
The thunder rolls
And the lightnin' strikes
Another love grows cold
On a sleepless night
As the storm blows on
Out of control
Deep in her heart
The thunder rolls
She's waitin' by the window
When he pulls into the drive
She rushes out to hold him
Thankful he's alive
But on the wind and rain
A strange new perfume blows
And the lightnin' flashes in her eyes
And he knows that she knows
And the thunder rolls
And the thunder rolls
The thunder rolls
And the lightnin' strikes Another love grows cold
On a sleepless night
As the storm blows on
Out of control
Deep in her heart
The thunder rolls
She runs back down the hallway
To the bedroom door
She reaches for the pistol
Kept in the dresser drawer
Tells the lady in the mirror
He won't do this again
‘Cause tonight will be the last time
She'll wonder where he's been
lol I went camping last night and there were 2 bees under my tarp... *yes, I slept under a tarp while my brother slept in a tent* I got a shovel and was chasing them around. dont ask why ok? I was just bored and they were in MY shelter. lol one flies at me and I did like a matrix thing. LOL it was funny. I almost fell. lol my stepdad was like, "what the hell are you doing?" and I said, "there are 2 bees under my tarp and they're trying to kill me...." he just looked at me funny and walked away shaking his head. LOL they were though! O_o
I am so miserable. right now I feel so low. I wish somebody would just freaking kill me.
FOODOLOGY
Q. What is your salad dressing of choice?
A. Ranch
Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A. Sonic
Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A. Olive Garden
Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A. Depends on how polite they are
Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of?
A. Pizza
Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A. Pepperoni or Hawaiian
Q. What do you like to put on your toast?
A. Butter
Q. What is your favorite type of gum?
A. Orbit
TECHNOLOGY
Q. Number of contacts in your cell phone?
A. Enough
Q. Number of contacts in your email address book?
A. enoough
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A. A female grim reaper
Q. How many televisions are in your house?
A. Just 2
BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. Right
Q. What’s your best feature?
A. People say my eyes
Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. No
Q. Which of your five senses do you think is keenest?
A. Touch or vision *especially vision at night*
Q. When was the last time you had a cavity?
A. Long time ago
Q. What is the heaviest item you lifted last?
A. Probably the top of the Jeep
Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A. I don’t think so
BULL[CRAP]OLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A. Nope
Q. Is love for real?
A. I don’t know. I’m starting to wonder...
Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A. My names is ok
Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
A. Blue
Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A. Yes and a few times it wasn’t a mistake
Q. Have you ever saved someone’s life?
A. Not that I’m aware of
Q. Has someone ever saved yours?
A. Not that I’m aware of
DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you walk naked for a half mile down a public street for $100,000?
A. Possibly
Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A. Sure
Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000
A. Hell no
Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. Yes
Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A. No
Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A. I’d certainly try
Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
A. I don’t think I could do it. Humans are the only creatures that kill eachother for sport, entertainment and pay..
Q. Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?
A. Doubt it
DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
A: I don’t have a pocket
Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A: never seen it
Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A: carpet
Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A: Stand
Q: Could you live with roommates?
A: yes
Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A: None
Q: Where were you born?
A. Phoenix Arizona
Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A: don’t know
Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A: surgeon or doctor
Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8
A: Ryan
LASTOLOGY
Q: Friend you talked to?
A: Daniel
Q: Last person you called?
A: Jon
Q: Person you hugged?
A: Tyler
FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?
A: 13 or 666
Q: Color?
A: grey
Q: Season?
A: Summer or Fall
CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
A: yes
Q: Mood?
A: upset and confused
Q: Listening to?
A: Warrant
Q: Watching?
A. Computer screen
Q: Worrying about?
A: something
RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?
A: living room
Q: What can you not wait to do?
A: leave
Q: What’s the last movie you saw?
A: Underworld
Q: Do you smile often?
A: sometimes
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: I can be but once you piss me off, no
Q: Now that the surveys done what are you going to do?
A: I don’t know
1.
Best
1. Male friend: Ryan, Jeff, Daniel, Joel *Princess*
2. Female friend: Tricia, Kim
3. Vacation: NEW ORLEANS BABY!
Worst
1. Time of day: all day! I will be alone in an empty house for a month!
2. Day of the Week: Mondays!
3. Food: bean sprouts *vomits on floor*
4. Memory: I dont want to talk about it
Last
1. Person you saw: my mom
2. Talked to on the phone: Jon
3. Text: Daniel
4. Time you visited Chuck Norris on GoofyAuctions.com: uh.. never.
5. Message over MySpace: TANYA!
Today
1. What are you doing now: filling out this survey!
2. What are you wearing : burmuda shorts and a t shirt
3. Better than yesterday?: not really no
Tomorrow
1. Is: wednesday
2. Got any plans? stay at home, clean house all day until 6pm because then Tyler will come home from his babysitters and then I will be babysitting
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: well for one, I'm in solitary confinement in this house until JULY!
Favorite
1. Number: 13 or 666
2. Song: I have way too many
3. Color: black, green, blue, red, grey
4. Season: Summer and Fall
Currently
1. Missing someone: yes
2. Mood: upset and confused
3. Wanting to tattoo or piercing: yuppers
True/false
I am a cuddler: true but depends on who I'm with
I am a morning person: yes but I really need my coffee
I am a perfectionist: false *not usually but I do try my best*
I am an only child: false
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: true
I am very shy around the opposite gender: false
I can be paranoid at times: true
I enjoy country music: true
I enjoy talking on the phone: sometimes
I have a crush: false
I have a hard time paying attention at school: sometimes
I have a private piercing: false
I have at least one brother and/or sister: true
I have/had a broken bone: false
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color: false
I have had major/minor surgery: true
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: false
I have had the cops called on me: possibly
Girls do the top part, guys scroll down. You MUST do this. No, nothing is going to eat you, or come in your room at night. Its just fun!
TURNS YOU ON = ON
TURNS YOU OFF = OFF
YOU DON'T CARE = DC
GIRLS FILL THIS PART OUT
Wears a grill: off
Dresses Gangsta: off
Dresses Preppy: off
Dresses Athletic: dc
Has green eyes: on
Has brown eyes: ON!
Has hazel eyes: on
Has blue eyes: on
Drinks alcohol: dc
Smokes cigarettes: off
Smokes weed: off
Plays sports: dc
Smiles a lot: on
Has blonde hair: off
Has brown hair: ON!
Has black hair: dc
Has no hair: off
Good dancer: dc
Wears jewelry: dc
Tattoos: dc
Laid back: on
Plays guitar: dc
Plays drums: dc
Plays bass: dc
Raps: dc
Can draw: on
Has a lip ring: dc
Has a tongue ring: dc
Nipples pierced: OFF!
Has a big butt: off
Facial hair: dc
Hugs you.: on
Hugs from behind: on
Creative: on
Calls you just to hear your voice: on
Religious: off
Goes to church: off
GUYS FILL THIS PART OUT:
Dresses like a grandma:
Has a nice butt:
Plays musical instrument: Is taller than you:
Has green eyes:
Has blue eyes:
Has brown eyes:
Has hazel eyes:
Has long hair:
Has med. hair:
Has short hair:
Drinks alcohol:
Smokes cig's:
Smokes weed:
has blonde hair:
Has brown hair:
Has black hair:
Has brunette hair:
Calls you just to say hi:
Creative:
Compliments you:
Shaves her legs:
Wears jewelry:
Has bigger feet then you:
Has smaller feet than you:
Belly piercings:
Doesn't party:
Likes to party:
Wants to party:
Laughs a lot:
Funny:
Skinny:
Has a thick figure:
Has an enormous butt:
Has huge boobs:
Rides a street bike:
Tattoo:
Honest and open:
shy and quiet:
goes to church:
Licks lips:
Lightly bites Bottom lip:
Talks dirty:
leaves you random comments:
Competes with you (playfully):
label as: "TURN ON's/offs
Today-
———–
1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?
Nope
2. Learn anything new?
nope
3. Talk to an ex?
nope
4. Miss someone?
yeah
-Last Person Who-
———–
5. Laid in your bed?
Me
6. Made you cry?
him
7. You went to the movies with?
I went alone
8.mall with?
Jess
9. Who Made you laugh?
Michael
10. Said they loved you?
Ryan
General stuff–
———–11. Favorite location?
Away from here
12. What are you most scared of?
losing him
13. Will you ever get married?
I don’t know anymore
14. Does anyone like you?
I don’t know
15. Do you like being around people?
Sometimes but I value solitude immensely
16. Have you cried recently?
Yeah I cried last night
17. Are you lonely right now?
not really
18. Song stuck in your head?
your guardian angel
20. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yuppers
21. What color shirt do you have on now?
maroon
22. Name three things that you do every day?
1. Miss someone
2. sit alone in the dark
3. read
23. How much cash do you have on you right now?
about 25 cents. LOL
24. Are you bored?
slightly
25. Whats your favorite show?
dont have one lol
26. Who got you to join Myspace?
Julie
27. Wish someone was next to you in the morning when you wake up? yes
28. What web site do you visit the most?
myspace and vampirerave
29. Do you have plants in your room?
yeah dead roses
30. Who was the last person to hug you?
Tyler
21 SECRETS
2.where was your default pic taken? WHOA! where'd #1 go?!!! oh yeah, picture, no where
3. WHATS YOUR HEADLINE MEAN?
it means I'm a Child of the Night who doesnt want him to hurt me anymore. I'm so tired but I cant sleep. I'm so sad but I cant cry in front of him. I can love him but he cant love me.
4. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?of course
5. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD? sad and confused
6. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION? idk
8. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU? nope because somehow I would f*ck it up
9. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
wolf
10. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?
I almost drowned
11. WHAT’S THE NAME OF THE SONG THAT’S STUCK IN YOUR head?
whispers in the dark
12.WHO DID YOU COPY AND PASTE THIS FROM?
cant remember
13. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?
yeah
14. WHAT’S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX OR SAME SEX?
personality
15. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?
idk
16. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOW?yeah I've got no choice I've got a 4 year old brother. I'm also not ashamed to admit that I still love Lion King. LOL
18. NAME SOMETHING THAT YOU DID TODAY?
# 17 is gone! called my friend on the phone but he didnt pick up. LOL he was probably asleep
19. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?
does sign language count? *flips off computer screen*
20. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?
yes but only because he's hurting me
21. WHAT HURTS YOU RIGHT NOW?
him
REPOST THIS AS…
41 facts, 21 secrets
1. Does anyone know your password to your myspace?
yuppers. 2 people.
2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonald's?
ranch snack wrap LOL
3. Are you an emotional person?
sometimes but I hide it most of the time
4. Do you like your name?
sure why not
5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
nope. thats just lust
6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
hasnt everyone at one point in their lives?
7. What was the last thing you did?
put on monsters inc. for Tyler
8. Who is right next to you?
no one
9. Who was the last person you ate with?
my parents and Tyler
10. What song are you listening to right now?
Face Down
11. Hows the weather right now?
hotter than 300 hells
13. Last person who e-mailed you?
greyson
14. Last song you sang?
Face Down
15. Do you like anyone?
yeah
16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
yuppers
17. Last thing you drank?
sprite
19. What did you do last night?
lie awake in my bed while worrisome things went through my mind
20. Faked being sick to miss school?
yuppers
21. What time did you wake up today?
6am
22. Last person you texted?
Daniel
23. Last person to text you?
Daniel
24. What are you wearing right now?
tie dye shirt and jeans
25.Are you too quiet to ask someone out?
depends
26. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
personality
27.Where are you right now?
home.. one place I dont want to be.
28. What date and day is it?
Friday the 1st of June
29. Did you go anywhere today?
mesa view, wal-mart, out to eat, grandpa's house and home
31. What else are you doing today?
cleaning house like usual
32. Are you watching TV?
nope but Tyler is
33. Are you immature or mature?
both
34. Are you closer to your mom or dad?
my mom
35. Have you traveled outside of the U.S?
mexico
37. What's the most annoying thing people say to you?
I dont know. it really depends on how pissed off I am already. sometimes the littlest things can annoy me.
38. Do you like music?
yes
39. Do you want to get married?
yes
40. To WHO?
someone I love
when I find out who called me at 3:16 am on my cell, I am going to rip their throat out! usually I am nocturnal but come on! then my bf called me at 12:28 am on the house phone also! if my stepdad had been woken up, I would have been grounded for like 2 months! >.< RAWR! going to albuquerque today. Michael is going to the airport at like 7am tomorrow to fly to Boston and then NYC the next day. ugh. I went last summer. it was fun but I dont want to be at the airport craving coffee tomorrow morning especially since I'm NOT paying $7 for a cup of joe! LOL
![]() | You scored as Armand, Your the mysterious type only those close to you know the truth about who you really are
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![]() | You scored as Fai, You’re kinda like Fai from Tsubasa! Flamboyant, charismatic maybe a little bit tricky, you don't like letting anyone get too close to you, but you have no problem playing around and having a good time. Generally, your intentions are good – or so you’d like everyone to believe, but it’s quite possible that you have a darker side to you that you have become extremely good at hiding. Just remember that there are people around you that love you. More than you even know…
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![]() | You scored as Eyes of Mystery, You have eyes of the mysterious. You think deeply and wonder about things that other people usually dont give a second thought. You tend to hide your emotions because you believe no one will understand, yet you are quite comfortable anyways. Even though you may be in pain, you are used to it by now, and have actually become quite numb. Gaze at the stars and absorb their mystery. ~thx 4 takin my quiz~
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![]() | You scored as Ture Love, You love truly. You care about your love more than even yourself. You want them to be happy no matter what. If your love feels the same for you, you are in for the perfect relationship. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!
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the sun is going down. its a full moon tonight. time to play..... O_o
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