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the house is quiet except for the roll of thunder overhead and the tappity tap tap of the rain outside. the house is empty except for me, just sitting here hammering away at the keyboard. family is at a wedding. a wedding of a girl we barely know. its lonely. I'm exhausted but I cant sleep. its boring so I think I'm going to go read Sins of the Seventh Sister or watch the Brothers Grimm. I dont know when someone other than myself will be here. oh well.

I am so happy that we're over!

these past 3 weeks have been absolute hell. I dont know what to do anymore. no ones there and no one cares... I dont know what to do....

Shannon and Hope Allen have been found!!! thanks for your help!

Shannon and Hope Allen ran away on July 11, at 2pm from Milan New Mexico. If any one has seen or heard from them please message me or alert the Grants Police Department. Charges will be pressed on anyone hiding them and it may result in jail time. This is no joke. Please repost this and alert any one you can. Shannon and Hope are 15 years old, they have dark hair and green eyes.



Marissa Lynn

*sighs* so much is going on right now that I cant handle... I dont know what to do anymore... the thoughts of suicide are becoming more frequent and vivid...

5 year old cousins disney princess party. 14 year old cousin getting admitted to the emergency room. family friend having her twins... all on the same day...

why do kids these days want to be popular? was it because they had so many friends, so many admirers? was it because they could afford brand name clothes? or fancy cars? or got whatever they wanted whenever they wanted? "popular" kids have talked to me and told me that the reason they have an unlimited supply of money is because their parents dont have time for them. they dress in those fancy threads to help mask themselves. they put on a smile every day so no one sees their pain. so honestly, who is really better off? them or us?

Ryan ,

JEG elske du mer enn som du vet. JEG ville gjøre alt for du , ennå du ikke gjør det gjøre inntrykk av å være bekymre. JEG ikke gjør det vite hva å gjøre mere. Du sa det du ville elske meg uansett hva. Du lovet det du ville elske meg alltid. Du ikke gjør det vite hvor mye du krenke meg en gang imellom. JEG rettferdig ikke gjør det vite hva å gjøre om den mere.



Marissa

to anyone who has read my journal entries or talked to me, found out that I love both males and females, and told me that I'm confused and its not possible to love males and females at the same time, screw off. I dont want to hear it. if you have a problem with it, you know your way out. if you dont know, just click on the home link and leave. just go away. I dont like people who are not tolerant of other peoples lifestyles. its not like I'm hitting on you or anything.

I've been thinking for the past few months that maybe I'm meant to be alone. I dont know.. I feel better when I'm alone than when I am with someone. I always feel like at some point the person I'm with *both male and female* will hurt me. maybe I'm just paranoid. relationship-wise, maybe I'm not meant to be happy. oh well. I'm probably better off alone anyways.