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Sweet Valentine!
10:22 Feb 13 2006
Times Read: 512

There's a day that comes around once a year,

a day l hate, a day l fear.

On this day love fills the air,

everywhere l go & look its there.



I can’t escape it, l can’t hide,

it just consumes me like the tide.

The thoughts of you fill my mind,

as memories sweep back in time.



Tears fill my eyes,

as l remember all the lies.

Broken promises, pain & sorrow,

oh why cant l just be hollow.



Damn this day to hell,

this day that l fell.

Fell for an angel of grace,

as we were embraced.



On this day you were mine,

oh my Sweet Valentine.

Look at my eyes full of tears,

on this face you loved for years.





13/02/2006 By Me.

Pain Of The Brain.
10:10 Feb 13 2006
Times Read: 514

I am a lost soul, who walks through the night,

tainted & tormented not feeling right.



Memories sweeping around me like a shadow,

distant voices leaving me hollow.



Lying here l think back then.



Remembering back to a time,

when i once called you mine.



Seductive glances, heated fire,

passion sparking our hearts desire.



Hidden signals with every turn,

oh how our bodies yearn.



To feel to touch and hold,

every inch of you untold.



Now just faded memories of the past,

nightmares remind me how it didn’t last.



So now l lay here in bitter despair,

wishing that you would care.



Instead of having this pain of the brain.







13/06/2006 By Me.

Under construction
18:46 Feb 06 2006
Times Read: 520

My thoughts are still haunting my mind

& l'm still yet so restless from this awful ride.

Demons fllood me night after night,

never leaving me until morning light.



I feel u although your not near,

as l am no longer your dear.

I tryed to hold on to you,

not knowing what to do.



But all l get in return,

was me coming out burned.

You took my heart & never let it go,

and now l live in sorrow.

Dangerous Lust
10:28 Feb 04 2006
Times Read: 526

I hold your gaze as you walk by,

i notice that desire in your eyes.



I see the lust from deep within,

burning from underneath your skin.



The longing for your sweet touch,

oh l cant wait to feel the rush.



The thrill of being bad,

and knowing that l have had.



But wait isnt he your mate?

and wont he notice if were late?



I stop to try and think,

but before you know it in a blink.



Your on top of me going hard,

mean while his working behind the bar.



Thrusting it in deep & fast,

knowing any minute this wont last.



I scream and moan,

as you jump off to grab the phone.



It's now over and done,

yet l know l havent won.



The feeling of remorse,

hits me like a broken horse.



But l bite my lip, coz l took a sip,

and risked our relationship.



On lust and selfish desire,

i now must walk through the fire.

Fucked Up!!!
11:14 Feb 03 2006
Times Read: 527

I am damned to keep my vow,

as a wolf is to howl.



To keep my promise to be true,

that l will always love you.



Through even these dark times,

where i have done such horrible crimes.



My heart still yet pines,

for you to be mine.



Unfaithful & untrue,

look what l did to you.



I cant take back such sins,

so in this case no one wins.



So l take this dagger you gave me,

and strike it deep into thee.



Blood spurts & drips on the floor,

as l slowly start to crawl.



In my last memories of despair,

l leave you knowing that l care.



So as my eyes start to shut,

l realise l just fucked up!

Messy Heart
11:06 Feb 03 2006
Times Read: 528




I am a tormented soul of the night.

In my heart there is no light.



Over time the darkness grew,

I guess thats what l get for being with you.



To once have treasured a love greater then gold,

Now to be crushed & never told.



Not a whispher, not a word,

Never to hear those unspoken words.



To think l once wanted to be your wife,

you ungreatful prick, l now have a life!



Dont ever com crawling back to me,

my heart is dead so let it be