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where do we go from here..?



what do you do when u just screwed up everything

when its only the sad songs you know how to sing

when u just throw away the best thing u ever had

when it makes you feel so bad...

what do you do when you're so lost in this thought

that u just threw away everything you sought

that everything u ever wanted was givin to you

that u dont know what to do..

what do you do when you feel like you could die

becuase of how much you miss this guy

becuase you gave him your heart and u know u cant just take it back

becuase simple thoughts of him can cause an anxiety attack

what do you do when you feel so empty without him

when it makes the happiest of days seem so grim

to know that he was there to love you always and forever

to know that in your heart you never

wanted to go without him

never before have your bright days seemed so dim

if you really wanna work things out

you know you're gonna have to let other people down

how do you cope with this day-to-day nightmare

you know deep inside how much you still care....







where do we go from here..?

..the answer is so clear..

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AzriellaRipley
16:54 Aug 08 2009

Wow I like this, I know a bit how it feels, keep writing! :)

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what is it that makes me always wanna help

i feel your pain

what is it that keeps me coming back

i feel your pain

what is it that makes me the way i am

i feel your pain

why do i do this if it hurts me too

i feel your pain

my best friends im always there for you

i feel your pain

it mite not seem like it but i understand

i feel your pain

i cant explain this so dont ask me to

i feel your pain

call it a gift call it a plague

i feel your pain

i feel everything that hurts you

i feel your pain

i feel everything that make you smile

i feel your pain

i feel every tear as it falls down your face

i feel your pain

i feel every thought as it races through your head

i feel your pain

its not a normal thing but its there

i feel your pain

i can feel wen u happy sad sorry or scared

i feel your pain

i want it to be there i like to understand

i feel your pain

i like to be the one you come to to when u need a hand

i feel your pain

tell me all you want to tell

i feel your pain

i will always be there to help



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why should i even try?

whats the point in going through this..for a guy?

how am i sposed to deal

when none of this even seems real

he thinks i dont hurt as bad

that im not just as sad

it kills me to kno that i hurt someone

makes me just want to run-

away from all thats wrong with me

cuz apperently no one can see

just how bad i hurt to

i never wanted to hurt you

it kills me to kno what ur going through

cuz i been there several times too

i kno it mite hurt more to say

but cant u see its better this way

we were both just hurting ourselves

whats the point in going through hell

just say " ^^ s/hes mine"

nine

this mite not make sence to you

but theres a lotta sh*t i go through

i dont wanna let people down

maybe we'll make it next time 'round

all i can say is dont hurt for me

smile cuz it happened, cuz we got to be

u'll always be in mi heart..i told you that from the start

and u can laff at mi lamea** rhymes

but thats the only way i can get it out sometimes

i dont really kno what to say

but like i said we're better off this way

we both can see it, we both kno its tru

but ur still mi friend and i hope i can be that much for you

if im asking too much just let me kno

i'll get outta ur way and let you go~~