how do you stop bothering with what everyone else thinks??? , damn ive had some shit this week!!! * shakes head* must just be working amongst the wrong kind of ppl!!,, strange it actually felt silly that ppl were questioning how i looked??? blimey its hardly radical is it?? put it down to 'i wish syndrome' lol..
anyway im supposed to go to wattan this week, a little place near Norwich, usually go with some golf buddies but as they are in Spain!!!! and i was tooo busy to go, duh! im on my own,, ,now golf is not something to be played on your own, really, but my auntie has offered me the week and at the time it all looked fine,, so i have to go,, at least for some of the time!! i will feel like ive let her down some how otherwise!!! sometimes you wish you were stronger willed!!! lol.. still ill go for a couple of days and i have gained some work in yarmouth!!! so thats a bonus,,
so ill hope the sun shines and ill get some beers and enjoy as i can!!
well would say at last its friday!!! but that was a few years ago, now its friday and so saturday tomorrow AND????
.. ahh well, allways think of a bird on a branch in the garden,, looking at its partner on the ground below being ripped apart by the cat!!!!! not gunna feel sorry for its self,, just moves on to a new and safer branch,,
so i havent got out of bed yet,, except for coffee,, that'll kick in in a bit and ill move,,
no one on my yahoo at all this morning???? can't remember the last time that happened!!! has their been a nuclear war overnight?? oh and i have a friend that just won't talk to me anymore!!!! FGS,,
on the funnier side,,, lol i went shopping. love shopping, with my daughter and bought my first top from Miss selfridges!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lmao no its not what your thinking ,, this is not something i planned on taking up long term!!!! just happened to be in there cuz sam (daughter) was after some stuff , and while she was changing, i noticed this really smart top hanging there,,, with a black and white union flag on the front,, well i thought if i cut the length down a bit, it might look cool,,,
sam agreed,, said shes all up for improvisation!!! lol
well i couldn't really ask to use the changing rooms there so we bought it and tried it on at home!!!! OH DEAR we fell about laughing,, it could not possibly be made to look anything but terrible on me!!! oh depending on your preference,, oh don't get me wrong , sure i could catch someones eye in this but wrong gender for me !!!! lolo.. it was the off the shoulder look that didn't really suit hahah,,
so sam has a new and surprisingly hood looking new top,, haha well its cheered me up to recount that ,, hope you smile.. gunna do some work on my little car today i think,, and practice guitar,,
yep ready to go
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xJOx
12:41 May 17 2009
Have a good time
and have a beer for me ;)