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ok so here i have this one suckish problem and it is that i have the best boyfriend but i nevr get to see him so im falling out of love with him and its killing me and sometimes i think that it reely will and im scared to death bout what will happen and there is this one other boy that i like and i think that he likes me to i jus aint shrr and its jus weerd not knowin if he does or not and since i dont get to see my current boyfriend anymore i might ask him out and his name is drake johnson and i think he likes me and i kinda like him to cuz he has brown eyes and hair and this awesome dark skin that looks like reely good on him and that is what attrax me so yea and i know that he dont have a girlfriend cuz with some ppl u can jus tell if they have a other half or not and with drake u jus cant tell if he does or not and the only bad thimg bout askin him out is that ashley likes him to and i alredy asked him out for her but he didnt reply so that must mean that he dont wanna go out with her and i know its kinda harsh for me to say this but its true that she told me that i aint evr gonna get a shot with dylan witch aint a big deal any more cuz i dont reely even like him that much anymore but still its what she sed that hurt me but yea ive made up my mind that im gonna ask drake out for me and me only and im not tellin jade cuz shes a fukin ass hole whenevr i get a boyfriend and she gets mad at me and kelly when we say that her boyfriend aaron is ugly and i bet she even thinks he is a lil bit to and she makes fun of me an kelly jus cuz we both went out with levu seever and jus cuz she thinks that hes ugly dont mean that we dont and thats jus kinda messed up to me and i think that her ans ashley r jus jelous that me and kelly r the only ones out of all of us that have kissed a boy.

ok so i have these awesomely retarted friends but there r to in particulat that i wanna tell u bout and its a pretty good story but if u dont like gyrls talkin bout how they had their first kiss then stop readin right now cuz this is what this is gonna be mostly all about.ok so the first friend that i wanna talk about is d.j. clifford.he likes me enuff that he actually broke my hug bracelet jus so that i would hug him and knowin me,i did.ok what i was talkin bout with the whole first kiss thing was that levi seevr was my first.and i kissed him cuz he liked me,i liked him,and he wanted to cuz he broke my kiss bracelet.after about an hour of him sayin jamie i broke ur orange bracelet and after we started dating he sed so do u wanna take care of that orange bracelet and i sed shrr so he jus leaned up and kissed me and that was my first kiss.after that he kissed me three times and the second time was cuz of the other retard told me and levi to kiss in front of him so that was the second time.

my ugly ass cuzn kayla ann meyers is the ugliest fatest most stuck up and prisiest person u will ever meet.that basically desribes her basic personality.after u meet her unless ur maranda(ugly ass emo) straub the ull hate her jus as much as me and evryone else that i know does. ok so now even tho we r being forced to be her friends, she is still a ugly ass fukin liar who needs to get a life nd stop hangin wit her lezbo friend maranda.

i fukin hate christina atchison and she is so pethatic that she actually pretends to have boyfriends and it jus makes me so mad cuz i frikin hate liars and she cheats on her boyfriends and has more then once but i mean evryone probly has at one time in their life, cuz i know i have and it was the worse misyake that i have evr made cuz i lost a great gy over it but gained an even greater gy which i didnt think it was possible to evr find a bettr person then my ex boyfriend but i only did it cuz he jus wasnt showing me any compassion and the most he evr did was eethr hug me or just simply put his arm around me but only like ten minutes after we started dating the other persin whos name will not be mentioned kissed me and was my first kiss and it amade me so happy but anyways im gettin off topic here,back to the bitch called christina atchison and she thinks that i call her all these names but what now bitch the truth has been revealed and u got in trouble so wat now bitch i got her in trouble cuz of what she did to me and i didnt het in any trouble the only thing that she told me was that i wasnt to be txtin her anymore and that i wasnt to talk to her anymore which wasnt a problem with me cuz i cant understand half of what she sez cuz shes in the frikin special ed class and she dont n how to spell nothin so yea the thats who i hate i mean theres more but thatll be in the next journal ebtri soo yea the next bovelis about my fat ass cuzn,kayla ann meyers aka kayla man meyers