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I FORGET TO MENTION THAT I KNOW YOU REALLY LOVED ME AS MY DAD TOLD ME THAT THE LAST THING YOU SAID AS YOU DIED WAS TO LOOK AFTER ME , THEN YOU PASSED. I WAS TOTALLY DEVASTATED WHEN I LERNED YOU HAD DIED, BUT SO THANKFULL YOU STILL THOUGHT OF ME AS YOU PASSED HOME TO SPIRIT , I AM SO SORRY I WASNTWITHYOU AS YOU DIED , AND I HOPE THAT YOU KNEW AS YOU DIED THAT I LOVED YOU EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE THAT I GOT TO SHARE WITH YOU,AND THAT MY LOVE AND RESPECT GROWS DAILY FOR YOU. THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME AND BEING SUCH A GOOD MOM. THANK YOU FOR CHOOSING TO LOVE AND FORGIVING ME WHEN I MADE MISTAKES, I WANT YOU TO KNOW I DONT BLAME YOU FOR AL LTHE BAD THINGS MY DAD DONE TO ME . I MEANT WHAT I SAID TO YOU THAT LAST NIGHT I WASWITH YOU . YOU WERE THE BEST MOM ANYONE COULD EVER WISH FOR. WHEN YOU DIED MY WORLDWAS SHATTERD . THEN WHEN GRANDFATHER DIED THAT WAS LIKE THE END FOR ME . I WSH YOU HAS LIVED SO YOU COULD MEET YOUR GRANDKIDS AND SHARED IN AL LTHOSE FIRSTS THAT WE TALKED ABOUT. I HOPE THAT I HAVENT DISPOINTED YOU WITH THE WAY I HAVE TURNED OUT BOTH AS A PERSON AND AS A MOM.THANK YOU FOR THE SIGNS YOU GIVE ME THAT YOU ARE STILL WITH ME .I LONG FOR THAT DAY MOM WHEN I DIE ANDRETURN TO YOU AND SPIRIT.THAK YOU FOR ALWAYS PUTTING ME FIRST THINKNIG OF ME AND MOT OF AL LFOR THE AWESOME BIRTHDAY PARTIES YOU GAVE ME AS A KID THE MEMORIES WE BUILT TOGETHER. REMEMBER THE SONG YOU USE TO SING ME YOUARE MY SUNSHINE? I USED OT SING THAT TO SEAN UNTIL HE TOLD ME I AM A MAN TOO OLD FOR THAT. I LOVE YOU MOM AND WILL ETERNALY BE THANKFUL FOR HAVING YOU AS MY MOM. XX
TODAY MARKS THE 34 YEAR OF YOUR PASSING OF LIVER CANCER. NOT A DAY GOESBYTHAT I DONT THINK OF YOU MISS YOU, WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE AND THAT I HAD DIED IN YOUR PLACE. IWILL RMEMEBER YOU FOR YOUR UNCONDITONAL LOVE YOUR COMPASSION KINDESS YOUR COOKING AND TRADITIONS THAT YOU SHARED WITH ME. MOST OF ALL I WILL REMEMBER YOU FOR THE COURAGE COMPASSION AND THELOVE FRIENDSHIP AS YOU WERE DYING. YOU WERE SO LOVING KIND SUPPORTIVE COURAGEOUS EVEN AS YOU WERE DYING. YOUR THOUGHTS WERE FOR ME FOR THOSE YOU WOULDLEAVE BEHIND WHEN YOU RETURNED TO SPIRIT. YOU TRIED SO HARD TO COMFORT ME AND IN THOSE AST 3 MONTHS I SHARED WITH YOU EW SAID OUR GOODBYES MADE PEACE WITH EACH OTHER , TALKED OF YOUR PLANS FOR ME . YOU WERE NOT AFRIAD OUNLY DEVASTAED AND FULL OF WORRY FOR ME AFYE YOU WERE GONE. I HOPE THAT AS THE YEARS HAVE GONE BY , IHAVE MADE YOU PROUD OF ME AND NOW AS A MOM I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU DID AND SAID THE THINGS YO DID AS YOU SAIDAND TOU WERE RIGHT , YOU WIL NOT UNDERSTAND DAUGHTER WHY UNTIL YOU ARE A MOM. YOU WER 10000% CORRECT. I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR AL THE LIDE LESSONS YOU TAUGHT ME THE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ACCEPTANCE AND FORGIVENESS YOU ALWAYS SHOED ME EVEN EHEN IMESSED UP. ONE OF THE THINS THATI WILL REMEMBER FROM OUR VERY LAST CHAT THE NIGT BEFOER YOU DIED, WAS THAT I ASKED YOU MOM IF YOU HAD KNOWN EVERYTHING ABOUT ME BOTH GOOD AND BAD , WOULD YOU STILL HAVE WANTED ME AS YOUR KID AND YOU TURNED AROUND AND TOLD ME THAT I HADNT FAILED YOU AND THAT YOUR LOVE FRIENDSHIP AND COMPASSION WAS ETERNAL ANDWITHOUT CONDITON. YOU ALSO TOLD ME TOO THAT YOU WERE NOT SORRY I WAS YOUR DAUGHTER. YOU TOLD ME THE HARDEST AND MOST PAINFUL FOR YOU DYING WAS NOT THE PAIN FROM YOUR CANCER , BUT KNOWING YOU WOULD NO LONGER BE HERE TO PROTECT ME FROM MYT FATHER'S CRUELTY , SHAR ETHE MAN FIRSTS WITHME LIKE MARRIAGE GRADUATION PREGNACY PARENTING ETC. YOU TOLD ME I RMEEMBR TO PROMISE TO NEVER FORGET THE TRADITIONS LIKE THE BIRTHDAY BOWL OF NOODLES, YOU TOLD ME NEVER BE CRUEL OR JEDGEMENTAL AND UNKIND AS YOU GROW UP AS RMEEMBER NOT ONE OF US YOU ME ETC IS WITHOUT FAULT . NOT ONE OF US IS PREFECT SO THEREFORE WHAT RIGHT DO YOU OR I HAVE TO BE CRUEL UNJUDGEMENTAL OT UNKIND, WHEN WE OURSELES ARE SO IMPERFCT WITH MANY FAULTS. I WILL REMEBER THE LAST CONVERSAITON EW HAD FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. I HOPE THAT I HAVE MADE YOU PROUD OF ME . I KNOW YOU ARE RIGHT , I WILL NEVE RBE PERFECT MOM , BUT I HAVE TRIED REAL HARD TO LIVE UP TO THOSE SCAERD LESSONS YOU TAUGHT ME . I AM A MOM NOW AS YOU KNOW AND I HOPE THAT IN YOUR OPINION THAT I HAVE BEEN AS GOD A MOM AS YOU WERE TO ME . THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE FREINDSHIP GOOD TIMES STORIES YOU SHAERD , YOUR COURAGE YOUR COMPASSIOK YOU GAVE ME EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE THAT YOU WERE ALIVE. I AM SORRY TO THAT IN SOME THINGS LIKE MY SEVERAL SUCIDE ATTEMPTS AND THE OTHE ISSUES THAT I STILL STRUGGLES WITH, THAT I HAVE LET YOU DOWN. THE BEST THING ABOUT MY LIFE MOM OTHER THEN YOU ARE MY KIDS AND PARTNER . THANK YOU FOR THOSE WONDERFUL MEMORIES YOU HAVE GIVEN ME THAT I WILL NEVER LOSE. I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU ESPECIALLY YOUR STORIES YOUR COOKING JUST FOR STARTEERS. I STILL WISH IT HADBEEN ME THAT HAD DIED INSTEAD OF YOU AS I FIND DAILY LIFE AT TIMES REALLY HARD. I FIND IT REALLY HARDTO FORGIVE AND TRUST PEOPLE . I WSIH IHAD ALL OF YOUR CHARACTER TRIATS YOU HAD THAT I SO ADMIRE. I AM SO GLAD YOU WERE MY MOM. MAY YOU NEVER FORGET HOW MUCH I LOVED AND STILL LOVE YOU. I KEEP YOUR MEMORY SACRED NOT ONLY FOR ME BUT FOR YOUR GRANDBABIES TO.I REMEMBER THE VERY LAST THING YOU EVER SAID TO ME AS I WAS TAKEN OUT BT GRANDFATHER, YOU TOLD ME I LOVE YOU PROOMISE ME TO REMEBER ALL I HAVE SAID TO YOU GO IN HOPE PEACE LOVE AND WITH COURAGE, RMBMEMBER WHEN YOU LEARN I HAVE DIED THAT MY LOVE IS ETERNALLY WITH YOU AND THAT I WILL ALWAYS WATCH OVER AND PROETECT YOU. CALL TO ME I WILL ANSWER YOU. THEN WHEN I SAID GOODBYE , YOU CALLED ME BACK TO YOU AND SAID NO WE WILL NEV SAY GOODBYE CHILD, IT IS ONLY GOODNIGHT , SEE YOU IN THE MORNING, FOR ONE DAY WHEN IT IS YOUR TIME TO RETURN TO SPIRIT I WILL B EWAITING FOR YOU AND WE WILL MEET AGAIN I PROMISE..REMEMBER WELL THE THINGS WE SHARED TONIGT AND REMMBER THAT MY LOVE FOR YOU IS ETERNAL AND UNCONDITONAL. WITH THAT SHE SAID GOODNIGHT MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER SEE YOU INTHE MORNING. WHEN WE SAID GOODBYE EALIER THAT NIGHT AND MAD OUR PEACE WITH ONE ANOTHER , YOU TOLD ME THAT I HADBROUGHT YOU SO MUCH HAPPIENESS AND THAT I WAS THE BEST THING TO HAVEVERY HAPPENED TO YOU./ I AM SO GLAD WE GOT TO HAVE THOSE LAST 3 MONTHS T OGETHER AND THAT I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME STILL. REST IN PEACE AND ADIEU, AND GOODNGIHT SEE YOU IN THE MORNING,. I LOVE TOY MOM MORE THEN YOU KNOW AND I MISS YOU EVERY DAY AND THINK OF YOU AILY AS I LIGHT A CANDLE FOR YOU TIC EDAILY. I WILL REMEMBER ALL YOU SHARED WITH ME THAT LAST NIGHT. YOUR LOVING DAUGHTER. XX
THIS SONG MOM SUMS YP I THINK OUR LAST CONVERSATION I HAD WITH YOU. THAT NIGHT THE NIGHT BEFORE YOU DIED. YOU ALWAYS SAID TRUE HEART TO SOUL LOVE NOT EVEN DEATH CAN DESTROY THAT LOVE SACRED BETWEEN MOM AND KID . THIS SONG IS FROM TH EMUSICAL LOVE NEVER DIES. I HOPE YOU LIKE IT .
This was a very nice and sweet journal I know your mom is is very happy with you right now and she is with you right now smiling at you and that was a beautiful song I know she is proud of you right now.
My sister......this a very touching and loving letter to your mom. As I toldd you earlier...she wa to you yo be happy and I know she is proud of the lady you have become....love you no will ways be here to support you.
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