I had/have the most stupid conversation. She sent me messages about how I'd hurt her and all that and I said Why do I always get blamed for being honest and she answered I DO NOT CARE. Wtf are you sending me messages for then? Whatever...
I am so missing this one person who is very dear to me. I met her here and every since she has been so nice to me. I love her like my mother. I can tell her everything. And I just really miss her so much. She never judged me. She accepted me and forgave me when I did her wrong. She is one of a kind. She servers her country and she is just my hero. I hope to talk to you soon. I am worried sick. I hope you are fine and please contact me soon. Love you much my dearest mother. God I'm really worried...
It's pouring here but it is still hot like really really hot...whew...
And there is there girl who wants to come over I keep telling her no I do not want you to come over I do not want to hang out with you or anything. And she insists she will come because she wants too.
WTF...
Hurting...
I hate myself for crying. I have known this for so long I wonder where the pain has been hiding all this time.
I feel like shit...
I will not drink too much from now on.
It's hard to say no but I will try as it is causing me health problems.
I will walk/jog (whatever exercise activity i can do) everyday from now on.
I will hopefully have time for this, I will give time for this. I need it.
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