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Omfg...



I am hiding away and shit what the fuck I am dealing with the same people now again so much with a fresh clean start............

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Oceanne
13:06 Apr 30 2012

Just just have to keep trying.You can do it.

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So I was drunk again last night with my cousins. I don't remember how i got to my bed, how much do you think can I remember what we talked about over the phone??? So yeah sorry about that. I suggest instead of getting all that pissy with me, why don't you just tell me whatever the hell we talked about. Besides, I am sure I didn't say anything wrong or maybe off cos y'know I don't talk shit with you. Damn why the fuck can't I just say these things in your face...*frustration 100X*

To my Zahir,



Waiting. Wanting. All the things I can never have. All these things - is YOU. I can never have you. I will never have you. I know that. I have convinced myself that I am OK with that. I thought I am. But it is hurting me much more than I thought it could and would. This pain in my chest... I wish I can wipe it with Betadine or wash it up with paracetamol. I don't want this pain. I am hurting so much. Please, please, just go away...



We are friends. Yes, we are. I want to tell you again and again just how badly I am in love with you. I know you know. I know you feel it, as I know that you do not feel the same way I do. I value our friendship. I treasure you so deeply in my heart. I never want to lose you. I will forever be just a friend. But for eternity, I will love you more than that...



B.

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ViktorianaBlue
02:09 May 01 2012

I swear I could have written this...... I know your pain.....

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greatness
02:12 May 01 2012

*sigh*

The pain of wanting more and the fear of losing much more...

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