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death i think is the hardest thing to go through in life especially when you really love and care about that person.

i just thought back to 2 years ago when 3 of my friends died. my ex bf and love of my life and two of my best friends. when things like that happen people always say they know what your going through yes they might have some idea but not the majority cause most people react to death diffrent ways.

some people forget about it and repress it, others never stop thinking aobut it drowning themselves deeper into depression, and others are not mentaly stable to handle it then hurt or kill themselves.

i was one of the those people who tried killing themselves and i never stop thinking about it i still cry over it.

yes most people who read this are going to consider me emo and wanting attention because im telling you something personal but i dont care i think people should know this about me cause people have started conversations involving that kind of stuff which makes me uncomfertable.

anyways im proud to anounce that for once in 2 years i dont want to kill myself as bad im actually getting out of that for a certain person who i say saved mylife and i just hope i never lose him.