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i finally got my house in my name today. i have been so depressed about this for months. it's been hell trying to figure out what to do if i couldn't buy my house. after all, there aren't many nice place in this town and people whom i'd like to rent from. and not having a job in this no job offering town makes it worse. well, ok i guess there are places hiring...and i've been to everyone of them except the fast food places, and no one has hired me yet.

working at a minum-wage job or lower would not work with the amount of bills i need to pay and a two-year old to take care of. plus i am going to school full time so i can get a shot at a better job, but oh no i can't get hired yet.

i guess i shouldn't complain, after all i do have a house to call my own now...(perhaps). yes perhaps indeed. the lawyer has stated that there may be problems...she doesnt know. how nice is that. but i am not worried. they can kiss my fucking white trash ass if they think i'm giving it up now.

hmmm, i don't really need to be a vampire or werewolf or anything like that to be feared. i have what we call "little person anger" and believe me i've seen it used. it's not pretty.

top of the little person anger with pms, and it's def. not a pretty sight. lol.

so be forewarned...i do get wicked when provoked, but i don't show my claws until then. maybe a fang or two for a fair warning...

i may be small (in height) but i can still draw blood and hurt you. GRRRRR!!!!

What is the meaning of a true friend?

is it to whom you can really depend?

But it all becomes clear in the end,

that everyone around me are just pretend.



-unknown (the website said it was wrote by a prisoner aged 29, i don't know if i can find out who though)

Self Pity



I never saw a wild thing

sorry for itself.

A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough

without ever having felt sorry for itself.



- D.H.Lawrence





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Do not be a victim

To self-pity.

Self-pity is at once

The beginning and the end

Of life's uselessness.



- Sri Chinmoy