The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

CHAPTER 1

Vixxi



Luna smiled and pointed to the doorway of the classroom. When I turned my head I saw my crush standing there. His name is Alexander Night. He plays bass guitar in a punk rock band. His hair is long, straight, and pure black. Alexander’s skin is as pale as mine, sheep white.



He scanned the room, looking for an open seat, then looked at me and raised a perfect black brow. My face flushed and I quickly turned away.



“Vixxi, he’s coming this way.” Luna whispered. My heart started pounding hard against my chest. I bit my lip as my friend grew quiet, for once. Someone touched my shoulder gently.

“May I sit next to you?” I looked at the hand then at the owner. Alexander stood next to me. “Sorry.” He pulled his hand away.

“Uh…Y-yeah you can. Sure.” I smiled nervously. A small smirk appeared on his pale face as he sat down, flinging his bag next to mine. Luna’s jaw dropped when I looked at her.

“Great.” Before I could say something to Luna, Alexander leaned across my lap and whispered. “It’s not nice to stare.” Giggling, I nodded. He looked at me with his gorgeous brown eyes and I nearly melted.

“Sorry. It’s just...you never acknowledged us before.” Luna blurted out. I tried not to look at Alexander.

“Aha! No worries. I do my fair share of staring.” Alexander winked at me and chuckled as I blushed.



“Ahem. If you three are done, please tell the class the safety rules of the lab.” Alexander sat upright and recited each rule. “Good job, Mr. Night. And if I were you, I’d move to where I wouldn’t be distracted.” Mr. Santana said, hinting that Alexander should get away from Luna and me.

“Well, you’re not me. So leave my friends and me alone.” Everyone looked at Alexander, a straight A student. I turned my attention to him and saw him glaring at the teacher. With a sigh, Mr. Santana pointed to the door. Alexander stood up and left. “I would have expected better behavior from you, Mr. Night.” As soon as the door closed, I stood up, Alexander’s bag in my hand and mine over my shoulder.

“Mr. Santana, Alexander left his stuff.” The teacher nodded and I ran out the door. Alexander stood in the hall, waiting for me.

“I thought you might catch on.” He smirked and took his bag.

“Don’t doubt me, Alexander.” I teased and headed for the doors.

“Hey! Where are you going?” It was about 9:30am so there wasn’t much to do outside school.

“I’m getting breakfast.” Alexander bit his lip, thinking.

“Want to get something to bite at my place?” I smiled at him and nodded.

“Sure, why not?” He smiled and walked me to his truck. It was a fairly nice one too.

“So, what were you and Luna giggling about?” He asked as he shut his door to his blue Tundra.

“When do you mean?” Alexander pulled out of the parking lot and into the traffic.

“When I walked into the room?” His voice was teasing.

“We weren’t really talking about anything, really.” I looked out the window, watching cars pass by.

“Hmm, now why does it seem like you’re keeping secrets from me?” He chuckled.

“I don’t know. Are you keeping secrets from me?” Alexander grew silent for a long time. I looked at him but he kept his eyes on the road. I sighed and looked at my phone. Ian was there for me through everything. Should I call him or no? It would be rude though. Sighing, I texted both Ian and Aoi, just in case.

Hey… =/

Vixxi! You okay?

I smiled and looked up just in time to see Alexander watching me.

“Can I help you?” I perked a brow.

“It’s nothing.” He sighed and pulled into his driveway. It’s a two storied house with flowers everywhere in the front yard. As soon as he parked the car, I got a phone call. It was Ian. Crap, I forgot to text him back. He was probably worried about me. I looked at Alexander who shrugged.

“Hi, Ian.”

“Vixxi, good, you’re alive. What’s wrong?”

“I’m fine. Please, don’t worry. I’m at Alexander’s house.” There was a long pause.

“Alexander Night, the senior?” Ian sounded shocked. I furrowed my brows.

“Yeah, does it really matter? You’re in college.”

“Vixxi, I just want you to be safe. I don’t want to get a call from the morgue to hear that…” His voice trailed off. I looked at Alexander, who was standing there in front of me. I bit my lip. Alexander wouldn’t hurt me, would he?

“I’ll be home afterwards, okay Ian?”

“9pm. You best be home by 9pm.” Ian’s voice was stern.

“O…ok. Bye, Ian.” I put my cell in my jacket pocket, not taking my eyes off of Alexander.

“What did he say?” A small smirk spread across Alexander’s pale face.

“I...well, just to be home by 9pm. Hope that’s okay.” He nodded and walked into the kitchen.

“Are you hungry?” Alexander’s voice was calm and loving.

“Are you?” He shook his head, smiling. Alexander led me to his room and shut the door behind him. His room was dark and quiet. Kind of creepy, but I liked it. I looked around for him, not use the darkness. As I stepped forward, I bumped into him. “Oh! I’m sorry, Alexander.” I reached up and touched his chest. “You okay?” Blinking, I let my eyes adjust to the darkness of his room. Alexander put his hands on my shoulders.

“I’m fine.” He whispered as he moved me backwards till I lay on his soft bed.

“O…ok. What are you…?” My eyes widened again as he bit into my neck gently. The tension went away after a bit as I closed my eyes. I relaxed to his touch and didn’t struggle. Biting my lip, I moved my hands to his sides. He flicked his tongue against my neck, drinking the stream of blood that flowed from it. My breathing soon became soft and short. As it did, he became tense and lifted, licking the wound then got off of me. I reached up to my neck and opened my eyes. I watched him lick the blood off of his fangs and across his lips.

“I-I’m sorry, Vixxi.” He mumbled. As soon as he spoke, I sat up and smiled.

“Vampire, I knew it!” I grinned, my hand pressed against my neck. “And, don’t be sorry. It’s ok, promise.” Alexander looked at me, shocked and confused.

“But, do you know what happens now?” He sat next to me. My smile faded and I shook my head. “It means…I’m going to have to kill you, now that you know.” He smiled slowly and tackled me playfully. His long black hair hung down as I lay under him. My smile reappeared.

“Oh really?” Giggling, I grabbed his shoulders and flipped him. “Pinned you!” He laughed.

“Nu-uh!!” Alexander grabbed my waist and rolled over on top of me. He looked into my eyes, I felt my face flush.

“Hi.” I giggled.

“Hi.” He bent down and kissed me gently. Shocked, I kissed back. My cell phone vibrated against our waists. Both of us jumped in surprise.

“Shit!” I squeaked. Alexander’s face was as red as mine. Looking at the time, I noticed it was 9:30pm. Crap! Ian was calling me to check. I looked at Alexander, horrified.

“Where are you, Vixxi?!” Ian yelled.

“I’m sorry, Ian. Alexander’s truck had a flat.” I shrugged at Alexander’s what-the-fuck look. “Someone slashed it.” He didn’t answer for what seemed like forever.

“I’m coming to get you.” Ian said flatly.

“No it’s…” Ian hung up. “Damn.”

“Wow. He seemed pissed.”

“Nah, it takes a lot to piss off Ian. He’s just worried.” Alexander nodded. We sat on the bed in silence. Awkward silence. He was looking at the floor, tugging on his necklace.

“Did you like it?” He whispered. My face flushed as I looked at him.

“I don’t know…” I smiled teasingly. “Maybe you can remind me?” Smiling, Alexander leaned in and tenderly pressed his lips to mine. I put my hand on his neck, releasing my cell phone so it hit the floor. He put his hand on my neck where he had bitten me. His touch sent chills down my spine yet, I couldn’t pull away.

Alexander pulled me closer and I let him. My heart raced with excitement. He soon pulled away, slowly. Opening my eyes, I saw he was in shock. Alexander cleared his throat and smiled.

“Well?”

“Amazing…” I sighed happily. Alexander’s smile grew wider, he nodded.

“Vixxi,” Someone yelled throughout the house. It was Ian. Alexander turned to face the door then stood up.

“Guess that’s your cue.” See you at school tomorrow?” I got up and headed to the door.

“See you.” Alexander grabbed my wrist as I touched the doorknob.

“What? No ‘thank you’?” He teased. I smiled and turned to face him.

“Thank you, Alexander.” I kissed his cheek and walked out the door.

Ian was standing in front of a picture of a pentagram. He looked at me, expressionless. I sighed and walked up to him, ready for him to tell me I wasn’t allowed over here again.

“Did you know he studied Witchcraft?” My jaw dropped. Ian motioned to the black shelf full of books. On top of it were candles of all different colors and incense in a neat line.

“Um...yeah, I mean, I hear he did. Just like we do, why?” Ian shrugged.

“He just doesn’t seem like the kind of guy that would do Witchcraft.” Smiling, I hugged him.

“And you, Sir, don’t seem like a sweetheart, but you are.” A small smile perked at the corner of his mouth. He hugged back and sighed.

“Thanks for taking care of her, Alexander.” Ian said. I turned to see Alexander standing there, watching.

“No problem.” I could see the hurt in his eyes, even though he tried to hide it. Great, now he probably thinks I was leading him on. Shit.

“Come on, Vixxi. We have guests waiting.” Ian put a hand on my shoulder and led me out the door.

“Bye…” I mumbled to Alexander. He nodded and went back to his room as the front door shut.



CHAPTER 2

Vixxi



“Vixxi…The guys are coming over, okay?” Ian gave me a side glance.

“Which guys?”

“Well…Axel, JC is coming for sure, and um Daulton. A few more, I guess.” Sighing, I nodded.

“Okay.” I could deal with them. They’re nice and respectful, sometimes.

“And Aoi and Aro…” Ian added hesitantly.

“Aro!? Oh my Goth, Ian! You know how he is around me! How could you?”

“I’m sorry. Aoi and Aro are brothers so I thought it’d be rude to invite Aoi and not Aro.” Ian looked at me, apologetically. “Call Luna if you want. She can come over too.”

“Okay.” I sighed and reached for my phone then stopped. My eyes widened. Oh shit. I forgot it at Alexander’s place. Ian looked at me and furrowed a brow.

“What now?”

“I uh…I forgot it in Alexander’s room.” I bit my lip, nervously.

“You forgot your cell? You…how did it get out of your possession?!”

“I must’ve dropped it.” I whimpered innocently.

“Doing what, Vixxi?!” Ian’s tone wasn’t pleasant. He was either mad or protective, I couldn’t really tell.

“It was nothing bad! I swear, Ian.” He sighed and parked the car in our driveway then got out, slamming his door. I hurried to his side, taking his arm. “Sorry.” A car door slammed behind us, making Ian turn around.

“It’s for you.” He mumbled, tensing up. I turned around to see Alexander standing in the driveway.

“You left this, Vixxi.” Alexander tossed me my cell phone but, stayed in place.

“Thanks.” I turned to Ian. “Can he come to the party?” Ian narrowed his eyes.

“Look, I know you don’t like me so you don’t have to…”

“It’s Vixxi’s party just as it is mine. She can invite you whether I like you or not.” Ian turned and went inside.

“Come on, Alexander.” I followed Ian but held open the door for Alexander to walk through. I shut the door behind us. Ian told Alexander to get drinks out of the fridge while we went to get the food out of the truck.

“Be careful, my drudge.” Alexander whispered as he walked past me. Reluctantly, I followed Ian out the door.

“What is this about, Ian, really?”

“What do you mean?! Vixxi, I see the mark on your neck! Alexander bit you!” I didn’t respond. “Did you think I wouldn’t notice?!”

“He didn’t take much. Alexander wouldn’t hurt me.”

“If you think this is good for you, then fine.” Ian grabbed the bags out of the back of the truck and handed me a few. “Let’s go.” We walked inside and started setting up. Alexander and Ian would glare at each other every once in a while when they were working. I just sighed and stayed out of their way. A knock at the front door broke the dreaded silence. Alexander walked over and answered the door.

“Alexander! What are you doing here?” A female voice chimed.

“Hey Luna, I’m helping Vixxi. Please come in.” The door shut behind her and they came around the corner.

“I sensed that Vixxi was stressed so I came over.” She explained. Luna looked at me and smiled. “You okay?”

“Yeah I’m fine.” Alexander started coughing and his breathing became heavier. My eyes darted to him and without knowing, I started walking to him.

“Vixxi, come…I need a drink.” He grabbed my hand weakly. Ian opened his mouth to object but I paid no attention. I headed to the bathroom, pulling Alexander behind me. Alexander shut the door behind us then put me against the counter. I tilted my head so he could bite down. He licked where he wanted to bite then carefully slipped his fangs into my soft neck. I could hear him drinking my blood and breathing calmly. He put his hands on the counter and bit down harder. Soon, I could feel my body go limp and started to black out. “Wake up. Vixxi? Come on…you can do it. Open your eyes.”

Reluctantly, I opened my eyes and got my vision to focus on Alexander’s smiling face. A small smile perked at the corner of my mouth. He sighed in relief and touched my cheek.

“Vixxi, Alexander! The guests are here!” Luna hollered. I looked at the door and opened it. Alexander followed me into the crowd of Goths and Emo kids in my living room. I instantly spotted one of my friends.

“Joe!!” I screamed. A Goth boy turned around and smiled wide. I ran up and jumped in to his arms. “Oh My Goth! I missed you so much!”

“Hey, babe! Aww, I missed you too.” He kissed me deeply then looked over my shoulder. “Who’s this, your boyfriend, perhaps?” Joe asked teasingly. I looked to Alexander and smiled.

“No, he’s my friend. Alexander this is Joe. Joe this is Alexander.” I could see the confusion in Alexander’s eyes. “Joe and I do love each other but, we cannot date because he’s 22 and I’m 15.” Joe nodded and hugged me from behind.

“But we do act as if we are dating. We do see other people but it doesn’t change the way we feel about each other or our partner.” Joe smiled at Alexander, who just stood there. He was obviously confused but trying to comprehend what we told him.

“Yo Vixxi,” Someone shouted. I turned to see Kobi running up to me.

“Hey, Kobi” We hugged. Alexander perked a brow. “Kobi, this is Alexander. Alexander, Kobi is one of the Emo kids I tutor.”

“Alexander? Your friends owe me a new skateboard!” Kobi whined.

“My friends don’t owe you shit, Emo fag!” Alexander hissed.

“Alexander!! Outside, NOW!!” I barked. Everyone became silent and stared at me for my sudden outburst. Alexander walked outside and I followed him, pissed off. I waited for the door to close before I said anything. “Don’t you ever call my friends that! I will not tolerate name calling in my home!!” Alexander said nothing. Ian peered out the window but I paid no mind to him and kept yelling at Alexander.

I sighed after I was done yelling then walked inside and immediately went to my room. Sitting on the bed, I decided to meditate so I could settle down. Someone knocked on my door.

“Go away.” I said without moving. They opened the door anyways. “I said…oh. It’s you, Ian.”

“Want to tell me what happened?” He asked, closing the door behind him. Ian sat beside me on the bed. I explained to him what had happened between Alexander and Kobi and what ticked me off. “Well, Alexander didn’t know. I know that you can’t stay mad at him for long. I know you, Vixxi.” Ian was right. I sighed and hugged him. “Come, let’s get back to the party. Aoi is worried sick about you.” He smiled teasingly, making me blush.

“Shut up, Ian!” I giggled. Sure enough, Aoi was waiting for me in the kitchen. When he saw me he started asking me 20 questions.

“Did you eat today? Was it healthy?” Aoi hugged me, tight.

“Yes sir, I have”

“Ah, Vixxi, it’s so nice to see you again! I have missed you.” Someone said behind me. I turned around and Aro had his hand ready to smack my ass. Aoi grabbed his brother’s wrist.

“I wouldn’t do that if I were you, Aro.” Ian walked up behind me and Aoi.

“Why can’t I?” Aro pulled his wrist away. Joe walked up behind me and hugged me. “Wait a second! So he can touch you but I can’t?”

“Yeah, I love him.”

“But he’s older than me!” Aro turned to Ian. “You approved of this?!”

“She loves him. I told her to follow her heart and she did.” Ian said flatly. Aro growled.

“Vixxi,” Aro called. I turned my attention to Aro. “You’re nothing but a slut!” I said nothing and simply looked over his shoulder. A knife’s blade pressed to his neck.

“Say that again.” Scarecrow hissed. He pressed the blade to Aro’s jugular. Aro said nothing, making Scarecrow smile. “Take it back.”

“You people are psycho!” Scarecrow moved his arm and Aro walked out the door.

“Scarecrow, thank you!” I hugged him tight and smiled up at him.

“Nobody talks to you that way.” He hugged back and put the knife on the counter. I walked over to Joe and hugged him. I could, easily, tell that he was still mad over what Aro had said.

“Joe, its fine. Scarecrow took care of it.” He said nothing. Luna and Daulton walked up confused.

“What’s up with Aro? He seemed mad.” Luna asked. Everyone just laughed.

“Hey, I’m going to go talk to JC and Axel.” Ian walked away. As I watched him, I felt tears stinging my eyes. It felt as if he was leaving for ever and I couldn’t handle that at all. Luna poked me to see if I was okay. I just waved away her hand and walked out the front door. Aro was standing there, waiting for me.

“Ian won’t be with you forever, you know. He will leave you.”

“Shut up!! I don’t want to think of him…” I stopped.

“Dead, like Mikey, right? Well he will die or he will lose interest in hanging around with you.”

“Shut up, Aro!!” I barked. Aro smiled, happy with himself. I lunged at him and started punching as hard as I could. Aro kicked me off so I went back a few feet. A low growl started at the back of my throat and I lunged at him again. I couldn’t feel my fists but I could feel my nail. All I knew is that I was hurting him but I didn’t know how.

“Vixxi, that’s enough!” Someone shouted. The voice was familiar but I didn’t stop. “Vixxi, stop it, now!” I turned to see Ian scared, horrified at what I had done to Aro. The scratches I thought I made turned out to be gashes. I backed off of Aro so he could stand. He was covered in blood. A small Emo kid walked up to me, he looked taller than me. The kid bent down and stroked my cheek. It was Jesus.



CHAPTER 3 Ian



I stood there, watching. I was mortified of what had happened. Does she know she isn’t human? Luna stood at my side, she was like stone. Does Luna know she can do that like her sister? She was sheet white, eyes as big as pentagrams. I guess she never knew. But how is that possible? Jesus patted Vixxi’s head and smiled as her tail began to wag.

“Vixxi,” I called. Her black head turned to me, ears pointed forward. When she saw me, she trotted over, tail wagging. I told everyone to bite their tongues and not say anything about this. Everyone nodded and one kid walked up to Aro and took him to the hospital. I took Vixxi by the scruff and walked her to the bathroom. Joe was sitting on the couch when he saw me with the wolf. He gasped and ran outside to look for Vixxi. I plan on telling him, just not yet.

She sat in the tub as I dumped water over her. The water in the tub turned blood red instantly. I touched her cheek and ran my hand down her side and her front left leg. She was literally covered from head to toe in blood. I shook my head and kept dumping water on her. When she got tired, she’d lay in the water, which also cleaned her belly.

“Ian, what am I?” Vixxi looked at me intently.

“You’re a shape shifter.” I answered soothingly. “Did you not know that?”

“No, I didn’t. Do you think Luna can do it too?”

“She is your sister, so probably.” Joe walked in, making the both of us jump.

“Joe!! Look, I’m a wolf!” She giggled, thumping her tail in red water. Joe’s face was paler than usual.

“How come you didn’t tell me this?”

“She didn’t know until now. I guess you have to be a certain age till you get your powers.” I said, referring to both Joe’s question and Vixxi’s confusion. Vixxi nodded in agreement. She stepped out of the tub and shook, spraying water everywhere. I started laughing, along with Joe. She giggled and looked at me.

“We need a collar and leash. That way you guys can take me for walks.” Vixxi said jokingly.

“Good Goddess, we do! That’d be kinda fun actually.” Joe chuckled.

“Then it’s settled, let’s go get some dog supplies.” I stood up, smiling. Vixxi stood at my side, her tail wagging happily. Aoi was waiting for us out in the living room with Luna next to him. Luna had told him what happened but it didn’t seem to affect him much. I told Vixxi she wouldn’t be able to talk when we were out in public. None of us knew how she’d turn back. I had Scarecrow drive while Joe and I had Vixxi in our laps. Luna sat in the passenger’s side and didn’t say anything for the whole drive.

Vixxi’s tail thumped against my leg as Joe stroked her back. I opened my door as we parked and let Vixxi jump out. She trotted in place, getting use to the feel of the asphalt under her padded paws. Joe was smiling as she danced in place. Scarecrow and Luna were talking about school work while Joe and I were messing with Vixxi. I had put one of my chains around her neck as both a leash and a collar. Many people stared as we walked by. A little boy ran up to Vixxi and started petting her.

“Puppy!” The little boy squealed. Vixxi licked him and wagged her tail, not wanting to hurt the small child. “Ha-ha!”

“John, no! Get away from that animal!” His mother cried. She picked up the little boy, looked at us then hurried out of the store. Joe started laughing along with Luna and Scarecrow. I shook my head and walked to the collar and leash isle. A clerk walked up to us, wary of the wolf.

“Excuse me, Sir.” He said politely. “What animal is that?”

“She’s an uh…Belgian Shepherd and wolf.” I said quickly. The clerk nodded and walked away. Joe perked his eyebrows then turned his attention to the assortment of collars and leashes. Pet’s Mart didn’t have that may but it was better than going to the mall.



CHAPTER 4 Vixxi



A Dobermann Pincher walked up to me with his owner. He gave me a small side glance and stopped next to me. He didn’t have his ears or tail cropped and wasn’t the normal rust color. This one was a blue coated Dobermann which was very rare but also pretty.

“Well now, you’re not a normal dog are you?” His voice was deep yet soothing.

“No, I’m a wolf.” He smiled, showing his pearl white teeth.

“The name is Bruno. What is your name?”

“I’m Vixxi. Nice to meet you, Bruno.” My tail brushed against Ian’s leg but he was too busy to notice me. Scarecrow walked up to me and patted my head. I whimpered out of joy and wagged my tail, which thumped against Ian’s leg. Scarecrow looked at Bruno, who was horrified at the sight of my friend. “This is one of my owners.”

“Well then, that is certainly different. My owner would never approve of dressing like that. Anyways, how would you like to go out?” Bruno leaned into me and I stepped back.

“I don’t think so. I love someone else.” Bruno growled at my response.

“Is he a purebred? What does he have that I don’t?!” Bruno stomped his perfectly groomed paw.

“My heart. Plus, he isn’t a stuck up snob!” He looked taken a back. I sighed. “Sorry, I’m having a bad day.” Bruno nodded and looked at his owner.

“We have to go home now. I’m getting a new companion.” Bruno and I said our goodbyes and I watched him walk out the door with his owner. Ian measured my neck and held out a spiked collar and black leash. I nodded approvingly and licked my paw.

“Ian, what are we going to do about school? I mean, she still has to go, right?” My sister asked. Scarecrow looked at her, giving her the; you’re-seriously-asking-that look.

“She’s not going anywhere right now. I will call the school and say she is sick until we can find out how to change her back.” Ian stated clearly bothered.

“Ian, don’t you think the school will get antsy when she doesn’t show up for a while?” Scarecrow stood up and started walking to the checkout desk. Ian set the items on the counter and handed the cashier the money. Joe took the bag and looked at me.

“If they do, I’ll say she has the flu.” Ian’s voice cracked a bit. He was worried about what might happen.

No one said a word after that. We rode home in silence with the radio off. I slanted my ears back and whimpered. I didn’t wag my tail. Ian was staring off into space and Joe was watching the cars outside. Scarecrow and Luna were like stone. When we got home, Aoi was asleep on the couch. I trotted up to him and licked his cheek. He didn’t move so I sat down and rested my head on his chest. Aoi’s eyes fluttered open and a smile spread across his face.

“Hey there, Sweetheart.” He said tiredly. I perked my ears forward and thumped my tail on the ground.

“Aoi, are you spending the night?” I whined.

“Do you want me to stay the night?” He sat up and I moved my head to his lap. I gave him a pathetic look.

“Yes…” He stroked my cheek.

“Then I shall stay the night with you. Shall we tell Ian?” He stood up and so did I. We walked over to Ian and told him that I wanted Aoi to stay for a while. Ian didn’t object but he wasn’t thrilled.

“You can take the couch then.” Is all he said. Aoi looked at me and shrugged. After dinner, Scarecrow and Joe went home, leaving Luna, Ian, Aoi and I alone in silence. Luna got up and cleared the table. She went and washed the dishes while Ian cleaned up what was left over from the party. Aoi cleaned the table and counters and I lay on the couch, trying to go to sleep.

“Sister, it’s time for bed.” Luna said as she walked into the room we shared. I didn’t get up from the couch. “You coming?!” She hollered.

“No.” Aoi walked up and smiled at me. I got up and got off the couch so he could lie down. When he was settled, I got back up on the couch and lay on his chest.

“It’s a good thing you’re a pup.” Aoi laughed. I felt his tummy go up and down as he laughed. My head shot up, ears perked. Aoi laughed again. “I’m sorry, sweetie.”

The rest of the night it thundered and rain poured down. I kept my head on Aoi’s chest, hoping to fall asleep. Someone jiggled the front door handle. My hackles rose as my head shot up. A low growl formed in the back of my ashy throat. The door opened silently and I, carefully, jumped off of Aoi. I crouched low to the ground as the person walked in. A robber! I bared my fangs and growled louder. Aoi lifted his head and moved, alarming the robber. The man pulled out a gun and pointed it at Aoi, who froze instantly. I saw the man’s finger touch the trigger and bolted straight towards him. I pounced and grabbed his throat in between my jaws. The gun went off as soon as my paws hit the man’s shoulders. BANG! Though I felt nothing, I knew he had shot me. Aoi screamed at the man. I felt the blood leaving my body, I got really light headed then blacked out.



CHAPTER 5 Vixxi



When I came to, everything was a blur. There was an excruciating pain in my chest. I knew he shot me, but I didn’t care. I wanted to save Aoi. Luna and Joe had been crying. Ian was watching me and holding a wet clothe to my chest. Aoi was a bit shaken. He must still be in shock.

“What on earth were you thinking, Vixxi?!” Joe cried. I turned my attention to him.

“Aoi…need to save Aoi.” I took a painful breath. It felt like my chest was on fire. I coughed, making more blood flow from my open wound. “Oww!”

“Alexander is on his way.” Ian mumbled. I looked at him and nodded a bit.

“Who did this though, sister?” I thought for a minute but couldn’t remember. I shook my head and sighed.

“I don’t know. I didn’t get a good look at him.” Joe cursed under his breath. “Can…I...go to…sleep…?” I felt my eye lids getting heavier and heavier.

“Vixxi, you must stay awake! You must!” Joe cried out. Tears streaked his cheeks.

“Darling, please stay with us.” Aoi said softly. He touched my cheek, making me open my eyes a bit more. Alexander came bursting into the room, bleeding from the wrist.

“Drink it, Vixxi.” He said, putting his wrist to my mouth. His blood trickled into my mouth and that’s when I notice, I was human again. I started to drink the blood that filled my mouth. The sweetness and warmth of his blood was surprising. I swallowed every drop that landed in my mouth. When I felt I was done, I licked the wound and it healed immediately. Alexander seemed either pissed or worried, I couldn’t really tell. “Feel any better?”

“Much…but my chest hurts like hell.” Alexander smiled. Ian moved his hand to show Alexander what damage was done. He sighed and bent down, licking the wound. His touch sent a chill down my spine. When he lifted, the wound was gone and so was the pain. I could sense Joe’s jealousy stirring up inside him.

“You worried me, Vixxi. I thought you were going to die before I got here. I could feel your life slipping away.” Alexander confessed. Ian looked at him in shock as did Luna. Aoi was holding my hand tight, shaking. I took a shaky breath and smiled.

“I’m stubborn.”

“You’re surrounded by people that love you. I doubt that it was your stubbornness that kept you alive.” Alexander gave a sexy smile, making my heart melt.

“Guess you’re right. I love them too much to let go.” I thought a moment. “Though, I could have been with my brother.” Luna whimpered at the thought of our brother, Mikey. I sat up and almost immediately, Joe put his hand on my back, keeping me balanced. My ears began to ring and my head started pounding. I put my hand on my head in pain. “Ow…my head hurts.”

“Okay, now I’m defiantly calling the school.” Ian got up and left the room. Luna handed me a cold pack that I pressed to my head.

“Vixxi, do you think Aro did this?” Joe asked warily. We all thought about the possibility of him getting out of the hospital then laughed. I tore him up pretty badly so I doubt he would get out this quick. Aoi helped me stand up and held onto me as I got my balance. Alexander hugged me, so I put my arms around him and listened to his heartbeat. He released his grip on me and let me walk over to Joe’s side. Joe put a pale arm around my waist and kissed my forehead. I looked up at him and wiped tears from his cheeks. Luna hugged me tight, she was shaking. The song “Rebel Yell” started playing at full volume on someone’s phone. I reached into my pocket and pulled out my cell. Adreas was calling me.

“Hello?”

“Vixxi, you good?” Adreas asked instantly.

“I’m fine. What about you?”

“Good. Was worried about you, baby.” Adreas’s voice was shaky. I smiled as tears stung my eyes.

“I’m sorry I worried you, Adreas. I was just keeping Aoi alive.”

“But what about you?! Do not do that again! I thought you was dead!” Adreas screamed. He doesn’t speak much English and it showed. Adreas is from Denmark but he speaks bits of English, German and other languages. He knows five and I’m learning my third one, French, slowly but surely.

“I’m sorry, Adreas! You know my friends mean more to me than my own life.” Adreas went silent. Aoi and Alexander were standing side by side. Aoi was messing with his blonde and black hair that looks like a mane. Luna sat down, her black and purple hair covered her face. Adreas hung up. I put my cell in my pocket and brushed Joe’s black and red hair from his eyes then sat on his lap. He held me close against his chest and smiled.

“I’m so glad you’re alive.” He whispered. “Thank you for saving her, Alexander.”

“Of course, I wouldn’t let my dear drudge die. She means too much to me.” His voice was deep and sexy. Ian walked back into the room and looked directly at Alexander.

“Let’s go back to bed. Alexander, you’re welcome here anytime. Thank you for saving Vixxi.” Alexander nodded and smiled at me. His eyes showed relief and happiness. Alexander left along with Joe. My sister was looking at the blood on the wash cloth that Ian had cleaned my wound with. She was whimpering at the sight of how much I had lost. Ian looked at her and helped her stand up. He led her to our room and had her lay down. She was in shock about what had happened. I didn’t care that I was wounded though and Ian knew it. He knew that I would do anything to save the people I love. Aoi walked up to me and held me close to him. He started to cry on my shoulder.

“Thank you so much, Vixxi. You saved my life. Thank you. I’m so glad you’re okay.” He cried. I held him close and started to cry as I thought of what might have happened if I had frozen with fear. The robber might have killed one of my best friends. I couldn’t bear the thought of losing another person in my life. All of my friends work hard to keep me alive and I do the same to keep them alive. If anyone had died, I don’t know what I would’ve done. Aoi let go of me and wiped the tears from his eyes. I took his hand and walked over to the couch where we sat and talked about what had happened. He nodded and lay down. I lay beside him, snuggled up close to him. Ever since Mikey had died, Aoi had been like a big brother to me and Luna. He cared for us and protected us. Aoi was good friends with my brother and stood beside me at his funeral last year. Mikey died April, 16th, 2009. Exactly, two days before I turned 14 years old. The memory of his death has burned into my brain. When Aoi held me, it was always like how Mikey did. It made me feel safe and loved. Luna and I never really left each other’s side. We didn’t want to lose each other and couldn’t bare being apart for too long.



Ian had taken the two of us in after Mikey died. He knew that we would try to do something to end our lives if someone didn’t watch over us. Luna and I became very self-enclosed for a few months, scared to trust anyone we came in contact with. Ian worked with us for a while and soon got through to us. Many people told us to go to therapy, but Ian just wouldn’t have it. He didn’t think we should and didn’t care what others thought. Aoi and Joe worry about me easily while Scarecrow gets overly protective easily.



CHAPTER 6 Ian



She scared the shit out of me. When I saw her lying in a pool of blood, I thought she was dead. Vixxi had barely made it through this and I fear that if this is to happen again, I might lose her. I can tell Alexander is willing to do anything to save her, but I’m not sure how long that will last. I sighed, staring at the ceiling above my bed. Luna had fallen asleep not too long ago. Aoi and Vixxi are out in the living room, talking and trying to settle down. I can hear her saying how she had to save him. I know Vixxi would throw her life in danger, if it meant saving a friend. She was way too careless and if she keeps it up, she will die making another stupid decision. I rolled onto my side and closed my eyes. ‘I hope she’ll be okay.’ I thought to myself. I soon drifted off to sleep.

-Next Morning-

I woke up to the smell of cake baking in the oven. I got up and dragged my bare feet across the scarlet carpet of my room. When I opened my door, I could see Vixxi and Aoi baking in the kitchen. Vixxi was covered in white flour and Aoi was wiping it off of her cheeks, laughing. I smiled and walked over, tiredly.

“Ian,” Vixxi said, cheerfully. “Aoi and I are making German chocolate cake!” She giggled as Aoi wiped off more flour.

“She’s messy.” Aoi laughed.

“So I see. Be sure to clean up after you’re done.” I smiled at the two of them, thinking back to when Mikey was still with us. Aoi is just like Mikey to her, but her brother will never be replaced in her heart. Luna walked over, rubbing her tired eyes.

“Hey, did I hear something about a cake?” She yawned. All of us laughed. Luna sat at the table and put her head on it.

“You okay, Luna?” I patted her back. She groaned but nodded, reluctantly.

“Want some ginger ale, sis?” Vixxi asked, opening the fridge.

“Yes, please.” Vixxi grabbed one and walked over to her sister. Aoi started to clean the counter as Vixxi took the cake out of the oven. I looked at the time and sighed. I went to go get the mail and when I came back, Vixxi was her wolf self, again.

“What the hell? You figured out how to do it?”

“Yeah! Isn’t it cool, Ian!?” Vixxi jumped up and down then tackled me.

“Uff,” She started licking my face, making me laugh. “Ha-ha! Vixxi, st-stop it! Ha-ha!” Aoi started laughing as her tail wagged ferociously in the air.

“Can we go for a walk, Ian? Can we? Can we? Huh? Huh?” Vixxi’s ears were perked straight up, her eyes sparkling.

“Ok, ok. We can go for a walk. Just let me get dressed and brush my teeth.” She got off and I stood up.



CHAPTER 7 Vixxi



When Ian put the collar around my neck, I bolted for the door. Ian stumbled forward and caught his balance. Aoi and Luna stayed behind while Ian and I went for a walk. Many people were staring at me but I didn’t care. Everything smelt so different. I could smell every little thing that I passed by. My tail was hung low to the ground and ears perked, just in case I ran across a neighborhood dog. Ian pulled on the leash, gagging me and making me stop.

“Vixxi, hold up.” I turned my head to look at Ian. He was on the phone. Hmm...Can he not walk and talk? I flattened my ears against my furry black head, annoyed. I pulled on the leash, trying to make him move. Ian glared at me and instantly, I lie down and whimper as if to say “sorry”. He nodded then started talking to the person on the other line.

“Sure, we can stop by. Yeah, see you soon.” He hung up and looked at me. “We’re going to JC’s place. Behave and don’t talk.” I tilted my ears forward and stood up. Ian led the way as I walked by his side. He smiled at me but glared at anyone who gave me a dirty look. Ian doesn’t care if they glare at him, he’s use to it. Out of the corner of my eye, I caught sight of a red squirrel. My wolf instincts must’ve kicked in because I took off after the squirrel, making the leash slip from Ian’s grip. “Vixxi! Vixxi, stop! Heel!” I heard Ian shout. I didn’t stop; instead I chased the small rodent up a tree and stood under it, watching it. My tail lay flat as my ears perked straight up.



“Help! A wolf is loose, help!” The owner of the house screamed bloody murder. Ian’s expression showed shear horror.

“Please, keep your voice down! She won’t hurt you.” He tried to reason with the lady as he picked up my leash. I froze in place and didn’t move. The women kept on screaming. “Get it out of my yard! Get her away from my home, now!” I hid behind Ian and left with him. He sighed and patted my head.

“Sorry Ian. I don’t know what came over me.” I could hear Ian chuckle slightly.

“It’s okay. You are a wolf so don’t worry.” Ian smiled at me and pointed to a house. “There’s JC’s place.’

“Ian, do we tell him?” He thought for a moment.

“I’m not sure. I guess we can.” I wagged my tail and walked a little faster. When Ian walked, I could hear his combat boots hitting the cement. I looked back at him a few times but he just kept looking ahead.

JC was standing outside of his house, waiting for us. When he saw me, his eyes sparkled like stars in the night.

“Ian, dude, where’d you get the wolf? She’s gorgeous!” JC gasped. I tried not to laugh by looking away and pretending not to listen. I wagged my tail slightly and walked up to him after a few seconds. JC bent down and petted my head. I whimpered with happiness and licked his hand. Ian looked at me in disgust but laughed too. I grinned, showing all of my razor sharp teeth. JC took us inside and that’s when Ian explained everything. JC said he recalled people screaming out front but didn’t go to see what was happening. When I changed back into a human, JC’s eyes got huge!

“See, I didn’t know I could do this until yesterday.”

“That is epic!!” JC exclaimed. Ian smiled but he seemed troubled about something. We started talking about how I’ll have to behave in school and around the other kids. JC told me to try and take deep breaths if I feel I’m getting to o stressed or am about to get in a fight. Ian knew just by looking at me, that I wasn’t too confident about going back to school the next day.

“Luna and Alexander will be with you.”

“Alexander and you are friends?” JC looked at me, surprised.

“Okay, what is up with you two and Alexander? What’s wrong with being his friend?” Ian and JC looked at each other.

“He isn’t the kind of guy that is very…what would you say?” Ian said to JC.

“Um…kind? Good to be around?” JC suggested. Ian nodded and they turned to me.

“What? Why?”

“He just doesn’t really talk to people. I mean he might act like a nice guy but still.”

“No, Alexander is a kind, sweet guy! Ian you saw him! He…-“I stopped, remembering that we hadn’t told JC about the robbery incident. Ian’s jaw tightened.

“Doesn’t mean I like him, Vixxi. He might have done that but it doesn’t change that he isn’t the person I want you to date.”

“I never said I wanted to date him, Ian!” JC looked at me and nodded, hinting that I should settle down. “You know I love Joe.”

“I also know you and him can’t be together.” Ian’s tone was soft. I sighed and nodded.

“I know, Ian. But I still love him…” Ian smiled as did JC.

“Well, I think it’s romantic.” JC chimed. We laughed but I still couldn’t stop thinking about what it would be like to be together with Joe. I smiled and shook my head.

“JC we best be going.” Ian said standing up. JC stood up quickly and grabbed my leash.

“Wait! Sorry, I had to do it.” He turned to me and winked, playfully. I started laughing.

“Oh, kinky.” I gave him a sly look. Ian shifted from foot to foot, uncomfortably. “Ha-ha. I’m sorry, Ian.”

“Sorry, dude. It was tempting.” JC gasped. “We should go to a rave!! Ian, we could bring her as a human and have her transform! We’d get so much money!” I smiled at his idea but Ian, well, I don’t know.

“Are you sure that’s a safe idea?”

“No, but it’d be easy money.” JC smiled confidently. Ian thought for a while before sighing.

“I guess if we do ONE rave, it wouldn’t hurt.” JC and I grinned at his reply.

“Ian, this is going to be so much fun!”

“But, you’re telling Scarecrow and Joe and Alexander. Good luck.” Ian looked at me as if he hadn’t heard what I had said. I felt the color drain from my face. JC looked at me, expecting me to just blow it off as no big deal.

“Okay…” I said reluctantly. The weakness in my voice showed easily. Ian took a deep breath and sighed. We said our goodbyes then walked to the door, Ian paused and let me change into my wolf form before opening the door. He talked about what precautions I would have to take while changing at the rave. The next one was tonight so I’d have to tell everyone the plan when we got home.

Aoi wasn’t too happy about the idea but he said he’d come with to protect me. Ian was all in for another person to come with. After all, I’m not old enough to go alone so I’d need to be with a group. When I called Joe, he was telling me I couldn’t go and it wouldn’t be safe to change in public. I thought about people taking videos of me but then decided it was worth the risk. Ian, JC and Aoi could handle the guys and or girls with cells out taking a video. Scarecrow was a bit excited because he was going to go the same rave anyways so he’d be able to help too. Nobody in the right mind would dare mess with him.

I hesitated to press the TALK button on my cell though, when I was to call Alexander. I stared at my phone and Ian watched me to make sure I went through with our deal. He walked over and took the phone from my hands and pressed the button. Ian told him the plan and who would be with us at the time. I could hear him yelling and cursing through the phone. Ian handed the phone to me.

“It’s for you.” He walked away.

“Hello?”

“What on earth are you thinking, Vixxi?! Do you know what could happen? Do you know what you’re doing if you show mortals your true self?!” Alexander screamed.

“Alexander, its quick money and we need that right now. To people like ravers it’s just like Criss Angel walking on water.” He was silent for a bit. I heard him breathing but he said nothing. Finally he sighed.

“Look, I worry about you and if I sense any danger what-so-ever, I’m going there and killing who ever hurt you. Got it?” His reply was like venom.

“Yes, sir.” Alexander grunted then hung up. I looked at my phone then put it in my pocket. I walked into mine and Luna’s room to find an outfit for the rave. I put on a black corset and black skinny jeans with multiple chains of different colors. My belts were neon and my choker was spiked (Well my dog collar.) I had put clip in extensions that were red and blue and added some more make-up on my eyes. When I walked out of the room, I practically ran into Aoi. He smiled at me.

“You look good, darling.” His voice was sweet.

“Thank you, Aoi. Your opinion means a lot to me.” Aoi hugged me and I hugged him back. Aoi was dressed in a Victorian suit with black eye liner and his hair, of course, in every which way. Only he could pull off the look and make it look as sexy as it did. “Oh my, you look amazing, Aoi.”

“Ha-ha. Thank you, sweetheart.” He patted my head, making me smile. Aoi smiled at me and walked into the living room with me. Scarecrow and Ian were standing there chatting. When Scarecrow looked over he went completely silent. Ian turned around and dropped his jaw.

“What?”

“Nothing.” Ian mumbled.

“Wow…” Scarecrow sighed. “You look…sexy!” I could see Aoi shift his gaze from Scarecrow to me. I gave them a half smile and nodded.

“Thanks, Scarecrow. You’re sweet.” Aoi gave him a glare as if to say; “Don’t hurt her.” I hugged Aoi to let him know he could trust Scarecrow. He smiled at me and nodded. When we arrived at the Rave site, the person standing at the gate stopped me after letting my friends walk through. Aoi and Ian stopped and turned around.

“Where do you think you’re going?” The man asked.

“In there with my friends.” The man looked me up and down then scowled.

“Sir, let her in.” Scarecrow said politely. “She’s my girlfriend.” Ian and Aoi looked at him instantly but I tried not to look shocked.

“Fine. Go ahead.” The man moved aside and let me pass. I took hold of Scarecrow’s hand as if he was my boyfriend. The man turned his attention away from us and talked to the people that were behind me. We quickly moved on through the crowd of people.

“Why’d you say I was your gf?” I whispered as we squeezed in between two guys.

“I don’t know. It just came to my mind.” He blushed through his white face paint. Ian walked up to us with JC and Aoi beside him.

“You ready, Vixxi?” JC asked. “I got us a clearing and some guys said they’d help make sure no one used their cells while you’re performing.”

“Yeah, let’s do it.” Scarecrow was a bit tense as we walked over to the small clearing. Nobody stood around there except these really buff Gothic guys. One of them looked at me. He had the white-out contacts which made the blackness of his hair stand out. The other guy made no eye contact with me but I could tell he had the red eye contacts easily.

“Is this the one, JC?” The guy asked.

“Yeah this is her. Vixxi this is James. He’s going to see to it that you don’t get videotaped or mauled. The other one over there is Darren. He doesn’t say much but, he means well.” JC smiled as the guy turned at the sound of his name. I waved to him and he just nodded slightly.

“Alright, shall I go through the crowd and tell people?” Aoi asked in a polite voice.

JC looked at him.

“Sure, if you want that is.” Aoi hugged me and wished me luck before disappearing into the crowd of colorful ravers. JC and Ian started talking about how the people should be while Scarecrow held me close.

“Are you sure you want to go through with this, Vixxi?” I looked at him and kissed him lightly.

“You’re here so nothing can go wrong.” He smiled and kissed me back.

“But I won’t always be here you know.” I nodded reluctantly.

“I don’t want to think about losing you though.”

“It can be 20 minutes or 20 years. Just remember that, Vixxi.” I shook my head and kissed him to make him shut up. He gripped my waist and deepened the kiss.

“Ahem.” We pulled away from each other in embarrassment. Aoi stood there with a crowd of people behind him.

“So, are you going to shift?”

“Yeah, we paid our money now change!” People called. Scarecrow grabbed the leash and stepped back. I smiled at the crowd and got down on all fours, immediately changing into a sleek black wolf, again.

“Whoa!” The crowd gasped and murmured in surprise. I walked around and lunged at a few that got too close. One girl walked up to Scarecrow and tapped him on his shoulder. I turned my head to her and growled at her, warning her not to touch him again. She glanced at me then the leash and started flirting with him. Scarecrow looked at her but said nothing. My hackles raised, I bolted towards her. Some of the people screamed and she definitely did. I stopped before getting to her and snapped at her, my ears pinned back.

“Vixxi, stop it now.” Ian called. I looked at him and lay on the ground, watching her very closely. She backed away from him, making me smile. Scarecrow looked at me in surprise but I looked away. A guy walked up to me and bent down. He looked at me and stroked my back. I closed my eyes and smiled, thumping my tail on the ground.

“Hey, it’s extra to pet her!” JC hollered. The man stood and handed JC a $20.

“How much is it for her?” Ian and Aoi looked at him in shock. JC said nothing and looked at Scarecrow, who narrowed his eyes.

“You can’t buy my girl!” Scarecrow barked. Whispers came buzzing from the crowd of people. My sliver eyes grew wide as I looked at the man. He was very tall and must have been about 28 years old. He had long brown hair down to his shoulders and dark green eyes. Scarecrow sized him up and gripped the leash tighter.

“Sir, I’m willing to give you money for this specimen so I can do tests on her and maybe improve her life span. Will you not take this into consideration?”

“I said no and I meant no! There is nothing to consider. I will NOT sell my girlfriend to you! She’s not a prostitute nor is she some sort of pet!!” Scarecrow was getting pissed now. I closed my eyes and concentrated on Alexander.

‘Help! Someone is trying to buy me. Scarecrow is ready to burst!’ There was a long pause then I heard Alexander’s voice in my head.

‘I’m on my way, sweetie. Howl when you feel my presence.’ I watched the man silently. He bent down and patted my head.

“She’s a beautiful creature.” He said softly. My tail stopped thumping the hard earth below me. My ears perked when I sensed a vampire lurking the rave. I tilted my head upward and let out a loud howl. Everyone froze and stared at me. Within seconds Alexander was standing beside me. His fists were clenched and his eyes were blood red.

“Leave my friend alone. Get out of here before I drain you dry!!” Alexander bared his fangs. The man’s eyes widened and he walked away as if he had seen a vampyre, oh wait! He had!

“Alexander…” I whimpered. “Scarecrow…” They both looked at me and smiled. Aoi came running up and threw his arms around my fluffy black neck.

“Dear Goddess…” He cried. I looked at him and licked his cheek. He smiled and kissed the top of my head. JC walked up and sighed.

“Sorry about that.” He turned to the crowd of people. “Um…we’re going to have a small break.” The crowd murmured in agreement and dispersed. Darren looked down at me then at Alexander.

“How did you know about this?” All eyes were now on Alexander.

“She called me through telepathy.” I saw the grin on Ian’s face from the corner of my eye.

“You did?” Aoi gasped.

“Yeah, he said if there was trouble to call him.”

“Good girl.” Aoi smiled, proud of me. My tail wagged and thumped against the ground. Smiling, JC patted my head. “Thank you for coming, Alexander. Scarecrow might have killed the man if you hadn’t shown up.” Ian and JC laughed. Darren and James went over to JC and started talking. I saw Ian nod but I wasn’t really listening. Scarecrow was holding my leash tightly in his hand as he talked to Aoi and Alexander. I lie at his feet calmly. I sighed and stood up, turning human.

“Aoi…” I smiled at him. “Can we go get something to drink?” Aoi turned his attention to me and nodded. I looked at Scarecrow who shrugged and handed the leash to Aoi. Alexander tensed but said nothing. Aoi smiled and pulled me along. I walked to by his side and hugged him as he put his arm around me and kissed my head.

“What do you want to drink, darling?” Aoi whispered into my ear. The different colored lights flashed along the ground. I watched them for a while, before getting dizzy. “Vixxi, did you hear me?”

“Yeah, um…I want a Monster.” Aoi looked at me and shook his head.

“Whatever you’d like, my dear.” I smiled and ran out in front of him; he pulled on the leash, making me stumble backwards. “Now, now, settle down.” Aoi laughed. I whimpered and nodded. By the time we got to the drink stand, I had signed about five autographs. A small Emo boy came running right to me and smacked into me.

“Uff.” We fell to the floor. “Hey, are you okay, kid?”

“I’m so sorry! I gotta get outta here!” He scrambled to his feet. I stood up and looked at him.

“Do you need help? Is someone after you?” The boy nodded. I looked at Aoi and took my leash from him. “Here hold this. My name is Vixxi and I’m going to help you.” The boy looked at me in confusion. I said nothing more. Aoi sighed and backed up. I turned into my wolf form and the boy jumped in surprise.

“She won’t hurt you. Vixxi wants to help so stick with us. Tell us who is after you if you see them and she’ll scare them.” Aoi turned around and paid for my drink. We started walking around the Rave, dodging the sex groups and stoners. We’d laugh at the drunks stumbling over nothing, though Aoi would help them up. The boy told me his name was Panda. He had black hair with blonde streaks in it and bright blue eyes. He wore black and white shirt and pants. His hoodie was black with bear ears that he never took off. Panda is 15 years old but about 5’4’’.

He held my leash tight, just in case he saw the boys that were teasing him. He said the reason they were was because he’s Gay and that they thought it be fun to have sex with him by force. I narrowed my eyes at the thought of that. Aoi and I growled in anger.

“I’ll scare them for you, hun. Don’t worry.” Panda stopped and hugged me tight.

“Thank you!!” He cried. I licked his cheek, making him blush instantly. “You’re adorable, Vixxi.” I wagged my tail.

“There he is! Hey sexy boy, you left before we got to have fun!” We turned our heads in the direction of the voice. A group of drunken men came running up to us. I felt a surge of protection and anger flow through my body. My muscles tensed as I stood in front of Panda. The boys stopped as soon as they saw me.

“Stay back! She will hurt you!” Panda warned. I tugged on the leash, lunging towards them. Aoi and Panda both pulled back on the leash, making it seem like I wanted to kill the group.

“Dude, keep her away! We only want you.” One said.

“Yeah, you’re so cute!”

“Leave me alone! I don’t love you!” I snapped at the boys, who stepped back. Aoi looked at them threateningly. I growled at them and stepped towards them. They ran and fast. Aoi and Panda started laughing.

“That was great! Vixxi darling, you can change back now.” Aoi stroked my fur. I nodded and changed into my human form. Panda put his arms around me, hugging me tight.

“How did you get here, Panda?” He looked at me then at Aoi.

“I came with my brother but I can’t find him.”

“Could he have left you?” Aoi asked handing me my drink.

“Yeah, he does that a lot. I don’t really mind but...I don’t know. Can I hang with you guys?” I looked at Aoi and he nodded.

“Sure. I don’t see why not.” Panda jumped in excitement and hugged us both. Aoi and I started laughing and hugged him back. “Panda, do you want to hold my leash while we walk?” He nodded excitedly. Aoi smiled at his enthusiasm. Panda giggled and started walking towards a group of people. The guys would turn around and whistle in my direction. I growled at them and kept walking.



“Don’t worry about them, Vixxi, they’re drunk.” Aoi whispered in my ear. One of the guys walked over and hugged me. I, reluctantly, hugged him back. Aoi stared at the guy and pulled me away. “Don’t touch her.” He hissed. The guy looked at Aoi, confused.

“Just spreading the love, man. Lay off.” Panda started laughing, making the guy look down at him.

“What?” I held Panda close to me and kept walking. Aoi followed, making sure the guy didn’t follow. “Vixxi, what was that all about? Do you know him?”

“No and that’s why I wanted to get away.” Panda nodded and looked at Aoi.

“She’s a good girl. She knows how to take care of herself.”

“Only ‘cause you raised me.” Aoi blushed.

“Well, Ian helped too.”

“True.” Aoi smiled at me. I hugged him and Panda. After a while we started dancing to the loud techno music that had been playing. I drank the rest of my Monster energy drink and tossed it in the trash. Panda smiled at me and started dancing with me. A guy looked over and joined in.

“Hey, what’s your name?” He smiled at me. His brown eyes sparkled and his long black hair was a mess. The guy had no shirt on, showing his six pack.

“I’m Vixxi. And you are?” The guy grinded against me.

“I’m Brandon. It’s a pleasure to meet you.” I smiled and put my hands on his bare shoulders and started dancing with him. He smiled at pulled my waist to his and starts grinding against me. I smiled, blushing, and tried not to look into his eyes.

“So how many Raves have you been to?”

“A lot. Ha-ha!” Panda and Aoi looked over at us. “How old are you?”

“I’m 15, you?”

“I’m 16, lol. You’re really good at this.” I smiled at him.

“Honestly, this is my first time doing this. You’re better than me. You have really sexy moves.”

“Thank you!”

“Vixxi, Alexander is going to be mad if we don’t hurry up.”

“Can you go into animal mode, just in case we run into some mean people?” Panda whimpered. I looked at Brandon then at the two other Emo boys.

“Sure…” I sighed. I pulled away from Brandon and shifted into a wolf, freaking him out. “Sorry Brandon. I didn’t mean to scare you.”

“Wait, you can do that too?!” Brandon turned into a black and silver wolf; his eyes were as green as emeralds. “I thought you had a familiar scent!”

“Oh two wolves, how cute!!” Panda squealed. Brandon licked my cheek and smiled.

“Vixxi, why don’t we take him home?” Both of our ears perked up instantly. Our tail wagged. “Ha-ha! I take that as a yes. Come on then.” Brandon and I walked side by side, talking about how great it is to know we weren’t alone.

‘Still, it’s amazing. I love your coat, Brandon.’

‘Aww, you’re sweet, Vixxi. Your coat is so silky though!’ Both of us laughed. Aoi and Panda were talking about if Brandon should stay with us, knowing he is the same species.

‘But you have streaks of silver! It’s so cool!’ The two of us laughed and licked each other’s cheek.

“Vixxi, who is this?” Scarecrow asked me as we walked up. Brandon looked at him and got a bit closer to me.

“This is Brandon. Brandon, don’t worry. That’s Scarecrow, Ian and JC, Ian’s friend.” I pointed with my muzzle to each of the Goths. Ian looked at the shy wolf that stood next to me.

“Well now, he’s like you, isn’t he?” JC walked up and stroked Brandon’s fur. Brandon’s tail wagged a bit though he was still unsure of the people around him.

“Vixxi, how did you meet him?” I turned my attention to Ian.

“Dancing.”

“And this little one?” He motioned towards Panda.

“She met him on the way to get a drink. He was in trouble so she helped him out." Aoi smiled at us and hugged Panda protectively.

“Okay then. Are we taking both of them home?”

“Well, Panda lost his brother so; we could just drive him to his house. As for Brandon, we decided we could give him a place to stay.” I looked at Panda, who nodded then at Brandon, who looked down.

“I wouldn’t mind. Do you guys have an extra place for me to stay?” Brandon looked at me then at Ian.

“I think we can figure something out.” Aoi chimed. I reared up in excitement and jumped into his arms. Brandon laughed slightly and perked his ears forward. Scarecrow glared at Brandon. I could tell that he didn’t like him one bit. Aoi put me down and I walked over to Scarecrow, rubbing against his leg. Scarecrow smiled slightly and patted my soft head. Ian looked at me intently and patted his leg, getting my attention; I walked over to him and sat by his feet. JC waved us a goodbye and disappeared into the crowd of colorful people. Brandon and I got a lot of weird looks when we passed through the people. The man that had let me in the Rave stared at me in disbelief. Brandon smiled and licked me. I smiled at him and kept walking. I could feel Scarecrow smiling at me as Brandon and I were talking. Ian and Panda started talking about rules about knowing what I was but, I didn’t really listen.

“Oh look, someone brought dogs!” I heard someone squeal. Brandon and I looked towards the line. A girl ran towards us with heavy combat boots slamming against the ground. Aoi looked at her and perked a brow. She was wearing a bright pink shirt with neon bracelets up to her elbows and a neon blue frilly skirt. She was totally ready for the Rave.

“They aren’t dogs.” He said calmly. The girl looked up at him, confused.

“Then what are they?” She smiled jokingly. “Wolves?” She laughed.

“As a matter of fact, yes.” The girl’s eyes got wide.

“I was joking! Are they really?” She bent down to our level and smiled at us.

“Yeah, the black one is Vixxi and the other is Brandon.” Brandon looked at the girl, amused by her outfit. I smiled and wagged my tail. Brandon tilted his head slightly and looked up at Aoi.

“We must be going now. Have a good time.” He turned and led us away before she could say anything. Panda was giggling as my tail brushed against his hand. He patted my head and smiled down at me. Aoi and Ian were chatting about something while Panda was bouncing all over the place. Brandon and I watched him, amused. Scarecrow and Alexander were talking about me for some odd and unknown reason. I could see Scarecrow growing tenser as the conversation progressed. Alexander shrugged and smiled wickedly. He must’ve been getting pleasure from Scarecrow’s anger. Brandon sniffed me curiously, making me turn my attention to him.

‘Yes? Can I help you, Brandon?’

‘Are you in heat?’ His question was blunt and his voice was steady. I stared wide-eyed at him.

‘Maybe…I don’t know.’ I tucked my tail in between my legs, making him smile. I looked at him blankly.

‘So I know if I should protect you.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘When someone like us is in heat, the female cannot change back into a human.’ I felt my jaw drop. He nodded and looked around. ‘Who’s your mate?’

‘Nobody…’ Brandon gave me a shocked expression.

‘You better find one. But you must love him because…’

‘Wolves mate for life. I know.’ He nodded, eyes narrowed.

“I’ll be your mate.’

‘What?! I mean what?’ My eyes widened and I stopped in place, jerking Aoi back when he didn’t notice.

‘If you do not get a mate and have sex then you are stuck till spring.’

“Vixxi, what’s wrong?” Scarecrow walked over n stroked my fur. I looked up at the Juggalo standing over me and licked his neck.

‘He is not like us. He cannot be your mate! Your mate must be shape shifter. I’m sorry.’ I turned my attention to Brandon and shook my head.

‘Brandon, you will not be my mate. I love Scarecrow and I will not cheat on him or break up with him. He’s the love of my life, okay? And you are lying about what happens about not having a mate! I can change back.’ Brandon glared at me but sighed in defeat. Scarecrow looked at me blankly but stood up and hopped in the car. I jumped in and sat at his feet, my head in his lap. Brandon looked down and got in back with everyone else.





CHAPTER 8 Ian



Scarecrow and Vixxi were sitting on her bed talking about the Rave when I walked in. Vixxi had hold of Scarecrow’s hand and was leaning against him. Scarecrow smiled at her then looked at me.

“Time to go to bed guys. Scarecrow, are you staying here?” He looked at Vixxi who nodded vigorously.

“Yeah I’m staying I guess. Mind if I sleep here?” He turned to Vixxi.

“Of course you can sleep in here.” I perked a brow and walked out, shutting the door behind me. Aoi was standing in the kitchen talking to Panda.

“Aoi, can I ask you to watch Vixxi and Scarecrow?”

“Why is that?”

“He’s sleeping in her room tonight.” Aoi sighed and nodded.

“Yea, okay. I’ll watch them.” I smiled and went into my room. Luna was sitting there on the end of my bed.

“Ian,” She stood up. “What if my sister wants to go and live with the wolves? Will you let her?” Her voice was shaky but her eyes were like needles piercing right through me.

“I…I’m not sure right now. We can figure it out when the time comes.” I smiled gently at her. “Now go on. It’s been a long night. Go get some rest.” Luna nodded and walked out. I bit my lip, thinking about what she said. “Alexander!” I shouted down the hall. Alexander peeked out of the bathroom and perked a brow. “Come here.” He walked over to me. Alexander was wearing only his boxers and a towel over his shoulders.

“Watcha need?”

“I was just wondering, what would happen if Vixxi went to live with the wolves?” Alexander looked at me and shrugged.

“I don’t know. Why? Is she going to leave?” I shrugged.

“I have no idea…” Alexander’s eyes went black. He growled and walked out of the room. Sighing, I sat on my bed and closed my eyes. My cell vibrated, ruining my concentration. JC had texted me.

‘Yes?’

‘Do you want to come over?’

‘Sure…I guess.’

‘Bring Vixxi.’



I stared at the last text and put my cell in my pocket. I got up and walked into Vixxi’s room. She was already asleep in Scarecrow’s arms. Shrugging, I turned and walked into the living room. Alexander was sitting on the couch while Aoi was in the chair, talking to Panda. Aoi looked at me and furrowed his brows.

“Where are you going, Ian?” Alexander looked up from his book to Aoi’s question.

“JC invited me to his house.”

“To talk about Vixxi, I bet.” Alexander growled. I narrowed my eyes and walked out. I could hear Alexander talking about it before I closed the door but I paid no attention. ‘Vixxi owes me for putting up with this bloodsucker.’ I thought to myself. As I started the car, I noticed Panda peeking out the window. He waved slowly as if he was a child watching a parent leave for a trip. I smiled at him and waved back before pulling out of the drive way and heading to JC’s house.

He was sitting outside on the brick fence. He smiled and hopped down making his combat boots hit the ground hard. I smiled at him and got out of the car.

“What’s up, JC?”

“Well, I have been thinking and I wanted you to get most of our profit.” He held out the two bundles of cash.

“Why?”

“Because of what happened at the Rave.” He looked around. “Where’s Vixxi?”

“She was asleep when you texted.” He nodded understandingly and dropped the money in my hand.

“Give half to her. There should be $200 for each of you.” He smiled at me, proud of the money we made. The way he smiled though, made him look more like the joker than his make-up did. I chuckled and stuffed the money in to my pocket.

“How did we make so much?”

“We had a massive crowd plus the guy that tried to take Vixxi. People really liked it when she got protective over Scarecrow. Ha-ha-ha!” I gave him a small smile. That, I wasn’t proud of. I knew she could’ve held back her emotions but she just had to attack. JC looked up and smiled. He was watching the stars and moon. “So how is she?”

“I don’t know anymore. I think she might go to live with the wolves.” JC looked at me, shocked.

“She wouldn’t. Would she?”

“I have no clue, JC. But, I think that Scarecrow might be a shape shifter just like her.” JC looked at me, trying to put it all together.

“What about Brandon?”

“Well, he might just follow Vixxi. I don’t really trust him but she can put him in his place easily.”

“You mean like she did Aro?!” JC and I laughed at the thought of what Vixxi did to Aro.

“Did you ever find out who broke into your guys’ house?”

“I don’t think we did. Whoever it was, they haven’t come back.” I put my hands in my pockets.

“Shit man, I wouldn’t either if I was attacked by a wolf!!” I smiled and nodded in agreement. “She’s really protective of her friends, huh?”

“Yep. You would be too if you lost the only person you loved as a family member.” JC sighed and gave a half smile.

“I guess you’re right. I feel really bad for her, though.”

“She’s getting through it. Her and her sister are closer than ever.” I glanced around, it was getting day light. “Guess I should get going.”

“Yeah, it is getting pretty early. See you later, Ian.” I waved him a goodbye as I got in my car and drove off.



CHAPTER 9 Vixxi



When Ian got home, I was sitting outside with Scarecrow, who was now able to turn into a black and silver wolf. Ian got out of the car and walked over, staring at Scarecrow. I propped my paws up on Ian’s chest and licked him. He chuckled and hugged my neck.

“Scarecrow?” He asked looking at the other wolf.

“Yeah! Isn’t it cool?! Vixxi showed me how to do it!!” Scarecrow wagged his tail excitedly. I laughed and beamed at Ian.

“Ah…okay.” He walked into the house, we followed instantly. Scarecrow nipped at my tail playfully and smiled every time I looked back. I swished my tail side to side as he tried to bite it. Brandon walked over glared at Scarecrow. I smirked at how pissed he was that Scarecrow was like us.

‘Are you going to stay a wolf, Vixxi?’

‘I might but I am not sure. Brandon, you must understand that my friends mean a lot to me. Besides, I’m linked to Alexander and if I’m not here, he will go crazy and attack innocent mortals.’ Brandon seemed unfazed by this. Scarecrow walked up beside me and stood protectively, his chest puffed out. I noticed the hackles on his neck and back stood up. Scarecrow was definitely uncomfortable around Brandon.

‘Choose quickly, Vixxi. Scarecrow can come since he can transform and so can your sister. As for the others, well, you know.’ He looked at Scarecrow and grinned wickedly.

‘What’s the catch?!’ I glanced at Scarecrow, who had his ears pinned back. Brandon shrugged.

‘Oh, I don’t know. How about, Vixxi and I are mates and alphas. Ha-ha!’

‘NO WAY!!!’ Scarecrow and I growled. Aoi looked over at us in shock. Though he didn’t understand what we said, he knew something bad might happen.

“Vixxi, sweetheart, come here!” He cooed. I looked at him and trotted over. Who am I kidding? I can’t resist Aoi especially when he smiles. Aoi stroked my fur and asked what happened. When I told him, I could sense the anger stirring within him. His eyes turned to a dark blue and he walked over to Brandon. “Listen here asshole, don’t ever try and steal a girl from someone!! That is not acting like a man!! That is acting like a damn fool!! Get a life!” Scarecrow walked over to me and licked my muzzle. I licked him back and walked over to Panda, who sat on floor and hugged my neck. Alexander walked out and looked at me.

My eyes widened and I backed away from Panda and turned human. Alexander reached out and grabbed hold of my hand. He dragged me into the room he was sleeping in and shut the door.

“Do you need a drink?” I asked, moving my hair to uncover my neck.

“Yes but first, are you going to live with the wolves?” He held me by the waist, his eyes should sadness.

“No. I won’t go live with the wolves.” Alexander smiled and hugged me tight. I tilted my head for him and he nuzzled in, biting down. Gripping his shirt, I closed my eyes and relaxed. Alexander held me tighter and bit deeper. ‘Man, he’s thirsty’ I thought to myself. I felt him move me and lay me on his bed but, I did nothing. I lay on his bed while he crawled on top and bit again. “Alexander…” I gasped as he flicked his tongue over my neck.

“Bite me, Vixxi.” He whispered. “Imprint with me…” His voice was seductive and sexy. Without thinking, I bite into his neck and we drank from each other. Alexander moaned and licked my neck again. He pulled himself closer to me as I held his waist. A knock at the door pulled us apart. We looked at each other bewildered by what just happened.

“Vixxi, come on out. It’s time for dinner you two!” Panda said in a squeaky voice.

“Okay!” Alexander cleared his throat. “We’ll be right there.” Panda walked away, leaving the two of there in silence.

“Alexander…?” He looked at me and smiled.

“Don’t worry.” He licked my neck and I did his. We both walked out, side by side. Alexander had his hand on the small of my back. Each time I looked at him when we sat at the table, I could hear his thoughts.

‘Vixxi…don’t leave me.’ His cheeks were light pink.

‘I won’t.’ Alexander smiled and resumed eating his steak.

Panda looked at me and Alexander then tapped me on the shoulder.

“Yes, Panda?’ I turned and faced the little Emo boy and smiled.

“Can we go for a walk after dinner?”

“Sure! I don’t see why not. Where to?” Ian looked at me and him, but kept eating.

“Um…the park!!” Panda squealed. I giggled and nodded.

“Okay then. We will go to the park. Shall we bring a ball?” Panda held up a tennis ball and giggled.

“Don’t be gone long.” Aoi said protectively. Both of us nodded and resumed eating. Panda finished quickly and stood beside me, waiting for me to finish. I stood up and took our plates into the kitchen then turned wolf and went with Panda.

As we walked down the sidewalk, Panda talked about Aoi and how he’s like a father figure to him. I told him that Aoi only means to care for people and that he has cared for me ever since I met him. He was truly a good friend. When Panda say the park he ran instantly to the playground. I smiled and trotted happily behind him.

“Vixxi, look, they have a jungle gym!!” He climbed up on it and ran up n down the swinging bridge. I smiled and ran around the jungle gym. Panda was giggling and he threw the ball. “Fetch, Vixxi!!” I took off after the ball, chasing it down a hill. When I came back a man was talking to Panda. I dropped the ball and growled as the man put a hand on his shoulder. “No, I like it here. I don’t want to go. Thanks anyway.” Panda tried to move but the man tightened his grip on Panda’s shoulder

“Now hold on, kid. I wasn’t done yet.” I growled louder and ran towards the man at full speed. Panda looked at me and smiled.

“Vixxi! Watch out Mister she will attack you!” Panda said proudly. The man looked at me and held up a gun. My ears flattened against my head and I snarled. He pulled back the hammer on the pistol, releasing his grip on Panda, who ran in front of the barrel. “No! Don’t shot her!” He pulled the trigger.

My eyes widened as I watched him drop to the floor. My speed became slower and slower. I walked hesitantly over to him. Not even looking up at his killer. Panda ran in front. He took the shot. I licked his cheek, he didn’t move. The man dropped his weapon and ran. I didn’t go after him. I didn’t even move. I just stood there in shock, staring at Panda’s lifeless body. I felt my legs buckle from underneath me and I lay on the ground next to him. I put my head on his chest and cried silently.



Hours past and I hadn’t moved from my spot next to Panda. His cell phone buzzed in his pocket, I glanced at it and turned human. When I took the phone out, I read the caller ID. It was Aoi. I took a deep, shaky, breath and answered.

“Panda, where are you guys?” Aoi sounded worried.

“Aoi...” I whimpered. “Can you come pick us up?” He shifted positions.

“Sure, Vixxi. Where’s Panda?” I hung up. I put the phone in my pocket and started sobbing as I held Panda’s body. The sound of a vehicle got closer and closer but I didn’t look up. I buried my face in his chest, holding him close to me. The door of the car slammed and footsteps got closer, running. “Vixxi, Panda!” Aoi shouted. His footsteps slowed down. Aoi must’ve seen me and Panda. “Vixxi, what happened…? Is Panda okay?”

I didn’t answer.

“Vixxi, what happened?!” He knelt down beside me and lifted my head. Tears streaked my cheeks and blood stained my clothes, Panda’s blood. Aoi looked at me, horrified. “What happened, Sweetheart?” I told him in between sobs, before I was finished, Aoi was crying. He held me close to him, though I didn’t let go of Panda. Aoi picked Panda up out of my arms, in doing so; I crossed my arms, sobbing still.

Aoi drove us home with Panda in the back seat. I stared at the floor board of the car silently. Neither of us said a word. I had Panda’s ball in my hand and refused to let it go. When we got home, Aoi and I sat in the driveway for a few minutes. Alexander came bursting out of the house and to the passenger side of the car. He opened the door and pulled me into a hug.

“Are you okay, Vixxi? I sensed something was wrong.” He glanced in the back seat and tensed. “Is he…?” I started to cry again. “Oh Vixxi, I’m sorry. Who did this?! I’ll kill them!” His words were harsh and protective but his hug was gently and loving. Alexander led me inside while Aoi carried Panda in behind us. Scarecrow sat on the couch, his head between his knees. He looked up at me and stood as soon as he saw the blood.

“Hun,” Alexander patted the small of my back and I ran in to Scarecrow’s open arms. “Oh my goddess.” He held me close to him. Aoi set Panda on the couch, black streaks covered his cheeks. I gripped Scarecrow, digging my nails into his bare skin. He pulled me in tighter as I cried. Alexander put a hand on my shoulder and sighed.

“I’m so sorry, Vixxi.” Aoi walked over and, using his shirt, pulled out the killer’s gun. Alexander looked at it and held his hand over it. He was getting information off of the murder weapon. He looked at Aoi. “Call the cops.” I felt Scarecrow look up at him but he said nothing. I stood there, pressed against my boyfriend’s chest, silent.

“Baby girl, go into Ian’s room and wake him up.” Scarecrow said solemnly. I nodded and ran to Ian’s room. I opened the door silently and peeked in. Ian lay in his bed asleep. I tip-toed in the room and crawled in his bed next to him. He took a deep breath and opened his eyes, stretching.

“What is it, Vix?” He mumbled. I curled up next to him and whimpered. The front of my shirt touched his bare chest. “Why are you wet? And smell like blood?” Ian propped himself up on one arm and looked at me.

“Panda’s dead…” I whimpered. “Some guy…was going to kill me and…and he ran in front to save me.” Tears trickled down my cheeks.

“He’s dead!? Vixxi, are you okay? Did the man hurt you? Where’s the body?!”

“I’m fine…a bit shaken though. No he didn’t and Panda is on the couch.” Ian sat up and so did I. I got off the bed so he could stand up. Once he did, I hugged him tight. He held me close and sighed.

“Come on, let’s go.” Ian put a hand on my back and led me out into the living room. My sister sat in a chair crying while Brandon held her, calming her down. Alexander walked up to me and held out his hand. Sighing, I took hold, letting him pull me close to him. I looked at him and forced a smile. “You okay…?” I nodded.

“Yeah, I’m okay. Thanks.” He kissed my forehead, gave me a tight hug then let go. “Go to your boyfriend, Vixxi. He’s worried about you.” I glanced over at Scarecrow. He looked at me and forced a smile. I walked over to him and put my arms around his waist. Scarecrow held me close to him, he was tense.

“I’m so sorry about this, Vixxi.” He muttered. I buried my head in his chest and listened to his heartbeat. Aoi was sitting on the ground next to Panda’s body. He didn’t speak at all. Scarecrow took hold of my hand and squeezed. I looked up at him. “I love you, hun. Don’t forget that.”

“Love you, Scarecrow.” I whispered. He bent down and kissed me gently. I notice I was shaking but he didn’t care. He held me softly and protectively.

“Aoi, are you okay?” Ian walked over to him and put a comforting hand on his shoulder. Aoi shook his head. “Do you want to be alone?” He shook his head again, slowly this time. “Okay.” Ian patted Aoi’s shoulder and walked over to the red velvet chair and sat down. Alexander watched us all and sighed.

“Well, this sucks.” All of us turned and looked at Brandon. “Who is going to go after the bastard?!”

“Me.” Alexander and I said in unison. We looked at each other in shock.

“You aren’t going, Vixxi. It’s dangerous.”

“Alexander, he killed my friend!! I won’t let him go! Let me go with you but I won’t stay put until I feel his jugular rip out of his neck!!” Everyone stared at me with wide eyes and jaws dropped. Alexander’s jaw clenched as he thought about what he could say to stop me.

“Fine,” He sighed. “You can come with.” I smiled wickedly and heard Scarecrow curse under his breath. I glanced up at him, he was watching me.

“Sweetheart, there is no way this guy is going to die and it not be by my hands. I will kill him for shooting an innocent.”

“I’m just worried about you getting hurt, Vixxi. You always get hurt and I don’t want to lose you. Please, don’t go.” I looked in his white eyes and sighed.

“I have to go, Scarecrow. I’m sorry.” I pulled away from my boyfriend and walked out of the house with Alexander. “Shisse.” I whispered. Alexander glanced at me and smiled.

“You know he doesn’t want you hurt again so why do you insist on killing this man?”

“He shot Panda. I won’t let him live.” My tone was harsh, though I felt like crying again. Alexander just looked at me, searching my expression, my eyes. I was pissed off, that much I knew he figured out. “Which way, Alexander?” He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

“That way.” He pointed to the park. “Did he leave something there?” I thought a moment.

“His gun, that’s it.” Alexander smiled and held it up.

“You mean this gun?” I smirked at him and nodded. “Thought I would scare him with it. See how he likes having a gun pointed at him.” We laughed and turned to see the man searching the playground. Alexander pointed to him and I nodded. As we walked up, the man stood up and grumbled to himself.

“Hey! Murderer!” The man froze to the sound of Alexander’s voice. He turned and faced us.

“Who are you?” He asked in a deep gruff voice.

“I’m a friend of the boy you killed.” The man froze stiff.

“Who’s the girl?”

“Aww. You don’t remember me? How dare you. I remembered you.” I smirked and shifted into my wolf form. He held his breath as his eyes widened.

“Y-you’re the dog.” He stuttered. Alexander laughed at the murderer’s expression and pulled out the gun, pointing it at the man’s head.

“Looking for this?” Alexander’s voice was serious and threatening.

“Listen kid, I wasn’t trying to kill him.” He looked at me. “I was her I was after. She was going to kill me.”

“You were trying to take my boy!!” I growled. The man took a step back.

“So you try and attack me?! Are you nuts?”

“Yes you asshole!! I would never let you take any of my friends! You took Panda’s life. Now, you DIE!!” I lunged forward and tackled him to the ground. I bit deep into his throat. The way he screamed made me excited and I bite down harder. Blood flowed from his mouth. His pain was like music to my ears. When his neck snapped in between my jaws, I felt sheer happiness. Alexander was the look out while I tore the man to shreds. When I finished, he looked like ground beef. Alexander grinned, obviously proud of me. We quickly ran into the bushes where I jumped into a tree and changed. Alexander kicked at one of the sprinklers to turn it on, it worked.

Alexander smiled as I jumped down in human form, my clothes were soaked but I had no blood on me. I walked over to him and smiled.

“Well that was fun.” He said sarcastically. I smiled at him and wrapped my arms around him, giving him a big wet hug.

“Ah! Get off! Ha-ha!” Alexander pushed me away playfully. I giggled and walked with him. “Here.” He handed me his pocket knife.

“What’s this for?”

“You need to clean his DNA out from under your nails.” I looked at my nails and took out the nail filer in the small pocket knife. As I was cleaning my nails, Alexander was telling me about how he thinks Scarecrow is no good and other shit like that. I paid no attention and pretended to listen. Alexander put his arm around my waist and held me close to him, which got my attention. “Don’t worry. It’s just so these guys don’t hit on you.” He was looking in front of us. I turned and looked, sure enough, there were a few high school boys riding their bikes up and down the street. Alexander narrowed his eyes and cursed.

“What? Do you know them?”

“Yeah” He sighed. “Not a real nice bunch of kids.” He looked at me. “They won’t bother you if you stick with me, okay? That goes for school too.” I nodded and put my arm around him. I looked at his chest where there was a huge wet mark from where I hugged him. Pulling him to a stop, he turn to face me. “What?”

“You’re wet…” I slipped his shirt off and tied his jacket around his waist.

“Oh…it didn’t really matter but, okay.” He chuckled. I shrugged and wrapped my arms around him.

“Whoa!! Hey Alexander, who’s this?” Alexander turned around and sneered at the teenagers.

“None of your business, Jake.” I held onto Alexander tighter, which made him smile. Jake stared at me so I moved slightly behind Alexander. “Back off, dude. She’s mine.” Alexander hissed.

“Ah c’mon, Alexander. Lighten up. She’s really cute.” He winked at me.

“Leave me alone. I don’t like you.” Alexander laughed. Jake perked a brow.

“If you’re with him, then kiss him. ‘Cause I don’t see you guys kissing or even hanging out at school. Shit, I haven’t seen either of you or your little friends at school for the past week!”

“We’ve been going through rough times. Leave us be, Jake.” I could tell Alexander was getting fed up with him.

“Kiss her, Alexander. I know you won’t. She’s going out with that Scarecrow freak.” I growled and opened my mouth to object to what he said, but Alexander kissed me, hard. I pulled him closer, kissing deeper. I could feel his tension slipping away as we kissed. “Alright! Damn, don’t swallow each other!” Alexander and I pulled away from one and other, blushing. Alexander was smiling wide at me, I stood there in shock. Alexander looked at Jake.

“Happy?!” He grabbed my hand and pulled me with him. I stumbled as I tried to keep up with him.

“Alexander, would you slow down?!” He stopped and turned to me.

“You’re going back to school tomorrow. If Ian doesn’t like it then tough shit ‘cause you need to go back.” I stared at him, eyes widened. Alexander was tensed up and pissed off. I reached over to him and hugged him, shaking. He scared me but I wasn’t going to let that stop me from being with him. He sighed and hugged me back, his tension fading. I smiled and looked at him. “I’m sorry but you have to.”

“I know. I just don’t want to I guess.” Alexander laughed.

“Who does?” I smiled at him more. “Besides the nerds, I mean. Ha-ha!” Alexander smiled at me and pulled me along gently. “Come on, we got to go home.” The sound of sirens started up from behind us. We looked at each other and kept walking, not wanting to raise any suspicion. Alexander gripped my hand and stopped. “Get on my back.”

“Are you sure?” He smiled and nodded. Shrugging, I jumped onto his back and held on. Alexander smiled and walked throughout the neighborhood, carrying me on his back. I giggled as he squeezed my knee cap softly. “Ah! Alexander, stop!! That tickles!!” He laughed and did it again.

“It’s fun though!” I hit him on the back of the head lightly and giggled. “Hey! Watch it!” I giggled and played with his hair. “Having fun up there?”

“Yes. Ha-ha. I like your hair.” Alexander stopped and smiled.

“We’re home.” He chuckled as he knelt down slowly so I could get off. After I climbed off I smiled at him and we raced to the front door.

“I win!” Alexander grinned at me and opened the door. Ian was sitting at the table with his laptop and Aoi was sitting by Panda’s body, still. “Guys, what are we going to do with Panda?” I whimpered. Alexander walked in behind me and shut the door.

“Alexander is going to help us get him back.” Ian said without giving us even a side glance. I looked at Alexander, who stood there with a dumb-founded look on his face.

“I am?”

“He is?” We both said in unison. Aoi nodded and stood up.

“Please, Alexander. All we need is your blood and a bit of yours, Vixxi.” Aoi walked over and took me by the shoulders. I looked at him and nodded.

“I’m in, are you, Alexander?” Aoi and I looked over at the Gothic who sighed and nodded. “Thanks.” He smiled and to the table that Ian was at. I followed Aoi over to the spot next to Panda. I sat in Aoi’s lap and leaned up against him as he held me. Ian looked over at me and Aoi, smiling.

“Are you ready?” Ian asked as Alexander read the spell to himself. I looked at Ian and nodded. “Okay, Aoi let go of her so she can stand up.” He let go and let me up. Alexander sighed again and looked around.

“Where’s Scarecrow and Luna?” He looked over Ian and then at Aoi.

“They went to the store.” Aoi muttered. I looked at Aoi and placed a hand on his shoulder. He reached up and placed a hand on mine.

“Alright Ian, what do we do?” Ian told us the spell and what the blood was for. He told us that since it hasn’t been long since Panda died, we’d be able to bring him back and he would come back like it never happened. We all agreed to act like it never happened. Aoi hesitated but also agreed.

Alexander had Ian turn off the lights as he casted the circle. Aoi was holding onto Panda, watching us carefully. Ian read the spell aloud as Alexander slit open his vein. The smell of his blood filled my nose as I bit my lip, trying to resist the urge to bite. He looked up at me and mouthed the words “I know.”, then handed me the knife. Ian looked at me but kept repeating the spell. I slit my vein just like Alexander and held it out. Aoi lifted Panda’s shirt, revealing the bullet wound. Alexander and I walked over and took turns in letting our blood drip into the wound. Aoi held the bullet in his hands and watched us intently. I grabbed hold of Alexander’s hand and squeezed. He glanced at me and smiled.

When Ian was done with the chant we stopped and Alexander broke the circle. Aoi stood up and set the bullet on the coffee table and looked at Panda. Nothing happened.

“Maybe it takes a while.” Alexander said thoughtfully. I looked at him then at Aoi.

“He could be right. Who wants dinner?” Ian looked at me and smiled. He walked into the kitchen and looked in the fridge. “Um…anyone up for pizza?”

“Yeah that’s fine by me.” I licked my wrist and sighed. Alexander smiled at me and flicked his tongue over his wrist. Aoi stood up and looked at the floor. I reached out and took his hand gently. “Aoi, don’t worry. We will think of something.”

“Thanks Vixxi, Alexander. Ian, can I get veggie?”

“Me too!! I want veggie!” I raised my hand, making Aoi and Alexander laugh out loud. Alexander nodded in agreement. Ian dialed the number and walked out of the room.

“Baby, are you here?” Alexander faced the door and so did I. Scarecrow walked in followed by my sister.

“Scarecrow!” I ran to my boyfriend and hugged him, kissing his painted black lips tenderly. “Hi sweetheart, what did you guys get?”

“Well, some things for us and some food.” He held up a small bag and took my hand. “Come here and I’ll show you.” I followed Scarecrow into my room and shut the door behind me. “So how was your day?”

“Well, we killed the man but the cops came.”

“They didn’t question you did they?” We sat on my bed.

“No, we were a ways away. So, what did you get us, Hun?” Scarecrow smiled and reached in the bag. He pulled out a chain; leather leash then looked at me and smiled.

“Well, that’s good. Ha-ha. Do you like?”

“Uh-huh! Ha-ha. So where did you get these, Scarecrow?”

“I know a guy.” He smiled and pushed me over, kissing me lovingly. I slid my hands to his shoulders and kissed him back.



CHAPTER 10 Ian



“Alexander, do you think they will find you two?” Aoi asked, taking a bite of his pizza. Alexander shook his head as he chewed his food. “What, did you guys clean up when you were done?”

“She washed off the blood and didn’t leave any finger prints on him because she was a wolf at the time. We got the DNA out from under her nails and that went down a drain, so I think we are safe.” Aoi looked at me, I just shrugged. “Well, let’s hope they don’t find her.”

“Aoi, I’m sure she’s safe. Scarecrow won’t let anything happen to her.” I stood up and put my plate in the trash.

“Let what happen to her?” We all turned to face the couple standing in the hallway. Scarecrow had his arm around Vixxi’s waist.

“Nothing. Never mind, Scarecrow.” I watched Vixxi put her arms around Scarecrow’s waist, her head rested perfectly on his chest. Scarecrow smiled at her and held her close to him.

“Vixxi, you may be questioned by the police. We all may be.” Aoi stood up and brushed past us, slamming the door to his room. Alexander chewed his lip and walked to the chair. “Mind if I crash here?”

“Not at all. I have an extra bed in my room if you want, Alexander.” I motioned towards the open door.

“Thanks, Ian. I think we all need some rest, especially you, Vixxi.” I looked over at a blushing girl. A small smile perked at the corner of my mouth.

“Okay, well, Ian can Scarecrow stay in my room? Please.” She giggled and kissed him gently.

“Only, if you promise to behave yourselves.” The two of them laughed and walked into her room and shut the door. Sighing, I went to my room with Alexander following behind me.



CHAPTER 11 Vixxi



I woke up in Scarecrow’s arms, cuddled up close to him. I smiled when I saw he was still asleep. Someone tapped my shoulder so I looked over, trying not to wake my love.

“Vixxi…” The boy whimpered. I felt my body tense and then Scarecrow’s. “Vixxi, are you awake?”

“Panda?” I yawned and rubbed my eyes. Scarecrow sat up, he was awake. I looked at him and then at the boy.

“Vixxi, what happened? How did I get home? I thought we went to the park.” Tears stung my eyes and tried not to hug him.

“You feel off the slide and hit your head, I carried you home.” Scarecrow held me by the waist. “Go to Aoi, he’s been worried about you.”

“Okay! Thanks for getting me here, Vixxi.” Panda ran out the door and shut the door behind him. “Sorry for waking you.” He said then ran off down the hall. I listened to his footsteps and the door opening.

“Baby, let’s go back to sleep.” Scarecrow kissed me gently then lay back down. I nodded and rested my head on his chest. I good feel him drift off to sleep while I stayed awake. I listened to his heartbeat, his breathing, and loved it. He made me feel safe and loved. I cuddled closer to him and closed my eyes.

‘Vixxi, I know you killed him! I know you murdered Patrick McDowell, why don’t you just admit it?!’ The officer slammed his hands on the metal table in front of me but I didn’t move an inch.

‘Why don’t you take it under consideration that an animal killed him?’ I snapped back.

‘Because I know what you are! I know you aren’t human. Don’t deny what you are, Vixxi. You’ll only make this worse!’ I growled and looked around the cement room. It was an interrogation room.

‘He killed my friend!! There, I said it! I killed Patrick McDowell but only out of self-defense. Patrick murdered a 15 year old boy after attempted kidnap!’ The officer straightened his posture, surprised by the news.

‘What do you mean, he killed a boy? We didn’t see a dead body, only his.’ He tossed me the pad of paper and a pencil. ‘Write down what you witnessed.’ And with that, he left the room. I looked at the one-way window and growled.

‘I want to call my fiancé.’ I said.



I woke up, gripping Scarecrow tightly. His arms were wrapped around me, holding me protectively. He was watching me, worried. When I told him what my dream was about, his jaw tightened. I looked down, only to be pressed against his chest.

“Well, there’s one thing that make me happy.” I looked at him questioningly. “I don’t have to worry when I ask; Vixxi, will you marry me?” I opened my mouth to say something when he reached behind him and pulled out a small black velvet box and opened it. There inside, lay a beautiful diamond engagement ring. I felt tears come to my eyes and my smile widened.

“Yes, Scarecrow! Yes I will marry you!!” I held out my hand so he could put the ring on it. As he did, I felt my heart beat faster and faster. My face flushed and I kissed him deeply. Scarecrow held me close, pulling me on top of him. “I love you, Scarecrow."

“I love you too, Vixxi.” Scarecrow smiled as I put my head on his warm chest. I love being with him and can’t imagine life without him. But did I make the right choice in saying ‘’yes’’? I hope I did.



Ian woke me up what seemed like a few minutes later. He told me to get Scarecrow and come into the living room. I rubbed my eyes and yawned. Ian smiled at us and left the room.

“Hun, come one we got to get up.” I shook Scarecrow gently but, he didn’t wake up. “Sweetie, get up.” I leaned in and kissed him softly on the lips. He opened his eyes a bit then kissed back.

“I was waiting for that, love.” I smiled at him then got out of bed. Scarecrow sat up and smiled at me. “So what do we need to do now?” He yawned.

“Ian just said to go to the living room. Let’s go.”

“Vixxi, Scarecrow are you coming?” Luna called.

“Yeah, we’ll me right there.” I shouted back as I slipped on my Tokio Hotel t-shirt. Scarecrow stood up and pulled on his Spectrum X shirt and Tripp pants while I struggled to pull on my tight black skinny jeans. He walked up behind me and pulled them up then buttoned them for me.

“There you go, my love.” He chuckled and kisses my neck. We walked out together, side by side. Panda was sitting in Aoi’s lap and Brandon was on his leash next to a white wolf. I looked at her, it was my sister. Brandon was smiling as was Panda and Aoi. “Did we miss something?”

“No but Alexander and Ian went to get the groceries. Panda awoke last night and went into Aoi’s room.” I smiled at Panda who got off if Aoi’s lap and ran up to me and hugged me.

“I know.” I hugged him back. “He came into our room first wondering how he got home.” I smiled. “I told him to go to you, Aoi. I told him you were worried.” Aoi smiled and nodded.

“Change into your wolf forms, love birds.” Brandon thumped his tail on the ground. “We are going for a walk.” Scarecrow and I looked at each other and shrugged. We both turned into our wolf selves and stayed next to each other. Scarecrow licked my cheek and walked over to Aoi. I followed him and lay at Aoi’s feet. “Get up, Vixxi.” Brandon walked over, dragging his leash on the ground. I looked at him but didn’t move.

“I’m tired, Brandon. Please, leave me alone.” Brandon just stared at me. “Hun, I’m hungry.” Scarecrow looked at me in shock. I never ate in the mornings. Luna and Aoi both stared at me, wide eyed and speechless. “What?”

“Nothing, I guess. Do you feel okay, baby?” Scarecrow nuzzled my neck. I smiled and licked his muzzle.

“I’m fine, Hun. Really I am.” He nodded and trotted into the kitchen.

“Vixxi, what’s that thing around your wrist?” I looked at my paw. A diamond bracelet was around the same wrist that would have my ring on. Scarecrow stopped and turned around, muscles tensed. I looked up at Aoi and then at my fiancé.

“Scarecrow and I are engaged...” I muttered. Panda and Aoi looked at me in shock. Luna squealed and ran up to me.

“OMG, I knew this would happen! I’m so happy for you, Sis!” Brandon stared at me in shock and sheer jealousy. I smiled and got up, tail wagging slightly. Scarecrow trotted over and licked my cheek. Aoi looked at the two of us and gave a small half smile.

“Vixxi, does this mean I can’t cuddle with you anymore?” Panda whined. Luna awed at the whimpering Emo boy.

“No, we can still cuddle, Panda.” I smiled at him, making him smile too. Scarecrow chuckled at this. I licked Panda’s hand and nuzzled it as he patted my head softly.

“Vixxi Dawn Madison, explain to me why the hell you would say ‘Yes’ to a marriage proposal at 16 years old!” Alexander fumed. The front door slammed behind him and Ian.

“How did you…” I looked at Aoi, who was staring at his knees. “Aoi, you texted him!?”

“Don’t change the subject! Why did you say ‘Yes’ to this, Vixxi?” I turned my attention to Alexander. His eyes were completely black and his fists were clenched, making his knuckles turn white. Scarecrow immediately turned to him and growled.

“It’s none of your business, Alexander!” He growled, standing in front of me protectively.

“The hell it isn’t! It is my business! She is my drudge and I should know why the fuck she wants to get married! She’s too young, Scarecrow! It’s your fault she wants to do this!”

“STFU, Alexander! It’s not my fault! She said ‘Yes’ because she knows what she wants! Vixxi doesn’t have to run anything by you! She is a living being you know! She can think for herself! So fuck off!” Ian walked over and put his hand on Alexander’s shoulder.

“She has the right to marry who she wants.” Ian said calmly. Alexander looked at Ian and then at Aoi, who sat quietly on the couch.

“Whatever.” Alexander stormed off, slamming the door to his room. Luna and Brandon both had their ears back. Panda had both his hands over his mouth in shock while Aoi held him. Scarecrow looked at me but I kept my head down.

“We don’t have to…”

“I want to marry you, Scarecrow. Don’t worry about it, Hun.” I turned and walked into my room, Scarecrow followed me silently. I lay on the bed and curled into a ball.

“Sweetie, are you okay?” Scarecrow shut the door with his hind paw and sat at the edge of my skull covered bed. I nodded and sighed.

“Just thought he’d be happy for me…well, us.” Scarecrow looked at the floor and then at me.

‘’It’s a lot to take in. Let him think about it…I’m sure everything will be fine.” He jumped up on the bed and lay next to me, his tail over mine. I smiled and placed my head on his paws as he rested his head on top of mine. “It’ll be okay. Ian can take care of this.”

“If Alexander doesn’t settle down, we’d half to tell him to leave.” I looked at Scarecrow and he nodded in agreement.

To Be Continued…